I feel like I should end my life because I'm tired of the doctors giving me new meds. Text me with them. Over and over again I'm sick and tired of it I've been dealing with this for to long and I'm tired of it. I feel like a fucking test rat my mom claims I'm not but I fucking am. I know the doctors are only trying to help me but it feels like there not I don't know what to do guys what should I do I'm asking for help before I do anything to myself.