Ice

I lost it.

I lost one of my powers.

The power I grew up with, it may have been the reason my life wasn't the best but I loved it, it was part of me.

A part of me that's missing. I reached deep inside trying to find and use it but all I found was a hollow place. Tears fell from my eyes.

I hate being like this, so vunerable.

I haven't cried in years. I want to stop but the dam just broke, the sadness is overwelming. Its a good thing I stopped anymore emotions from getting throught.

I looked around the completely frozen room.

my powers got out of control again I sighed.

I looked around the darkenned room only for my eyes to land on the untouched tray of food. For the pass three days, I haven't been eating and I could barely sleep because my nightmares returned. I haven't even seen the sunlight.

I sighed laying down on the bed which I unfroze. I must look horrible right now.

I wonder how would my life been if I never had my powers? at that thought the tears come right back, I was just laying on my back staring at the ceiling when I saw Chris by me scaring me.

looks like my senses are going dull for me to not have heard him come in.

I stared at him to see worry and pity written all over his face. I looked away, I cant stand it that look worry and pity it just reminds me of the past.

"Ice" He called out softly. I just ignored him staring at the ceiling.

"you didn't eat" he stated but yet again I ignored him.

"Ice please were all worried about you" he pretty much pleaded.

"I never asked anyone to worry" I spoke softly. I dont get it why are they so worried in the past they would just ignore me or relish in my vunerability and they were my flesh and blood.

"were your friends Ice of course we would worry." he reached out and took my right hand in his. Its so warm, no wonder he's able to come in here, no one else can its freezing probably below 40 degrees.

"whats haunting you" He asked softly. I was shocked by his question.

I turned towards him. "the past"

I dont know why the look on his face made me want to admit it.

I felt more tears run down my face before I was pulled into a warm hug.

"its alright let it out." He whispered and soon I was full on sobbing.

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Chris

Her  aura was different so much saddeness, I could also see something was tormenting her.

"losing my powers reminds me of when I lost something that I barely even had" She sobbed while I rubbed her back. What does she mean by that?

"sure my powers made my life horrible but I just couldn't hate it. It was part of me" she continued. Is she telling me her past. I'm shocked to say the least I may be one of a handful of people to know of her past especially from her herself.

"I never really had a family or friends, I never really knew love and kindness but I still had hope" she sobbed. "I still had hope."

"you know, that night my hope was crushed. I watched as all my hopes and dreams were crushed, they made me watch when they tortured and killed my parents" I sucked in a breath, she watched her parents get tortured and killed right in front of her.

"you know, when they died the one emotion I saw in their eyes was regret. regret meant for me! sure they looked at me with hate, pity, disgust but do you know how much it hurts to know that your parents regretted having you to their very last breath" I couldn't really answer that question.

"I was only nine" she laughed dryly. nine? isn't that when she joined the agency, could that have been te reason she joined so early?

"December first the day it all ended and the day it all beginned" December first, the day her powers go haywire and the day she got her Ice powers is also the day when she lost it all.

"Its all their fault" She hiccuped. 

"who's" I asked curiously.

"The Conquerers" I froze the Conquerers?!

"The Conquerers as in the one were trying to stop right now" I asked shocked she just chuckled.

"yeah the same one, I was going to have my revenge when I was a Level 4 agent but your parents stopped me and look where that got us now" She said bitterly.

Thats why she was tracking them in the past and I guess my parents got in the way making her lose them until they once again made an appearance much more powerful then ever.

so in a way its my parents fault.

wait I'm supposed to be cheering comeone up here, I'll think about it later.

"I know getting over the past is hard but you have your future to look foward to, and you know I-- no we all can help you move on, we want to help you move on and if it takes getting your revenge to make that happen then we will all gladly do it." I said honestly.

I would do anything for her and for her happiness.

"you really mean it?" she sniffs pulling back staring at me. I couldn't help but soften at the sight of her. She looked like a child who just wanted reasurance and love which is what she really wanted except she wasn't a child.

"yes I really mean it" I wiped a tear from her face. she closed her eyes and sighed before leaning into me. By now her tears stopped and her breathing was getting shallow.

Is it wrong that I'm getting a bonner right now?

What?! She is right next to me, well on me breathing her breast going up and down rubbing on me. You honestly cannot judge.

I was going to lay her down but she only snuggled into me more I swear I heard her mutter "so warm"

god what is this girl doing to me.

I woke up on the bed. I really don't remember going to sleep. I opened my eyes but closed it due to the bright light. wait bright light?

I opened my eyes to see the room ice free not even cold. I looked over and saw that Ice wasn't on the bed but then I looked towards the window.

The curtains were now pulled back and Ice was sitting on a chair looking out the window wearing a white long sleeve dress, her hair let down flowing from the wind blowing inside from the open window, the sunlight hitting her face as she stared out. That could be the greatest sight I ever seen in my life, she looks like an angel.

"you're awake"  she stated snapping me out of my trance.

"uh yeah" I got up from the bed streching.

"are you feeling better?" I asked her. she turned away from the window coming up to me. 

"I do. Thank you" she hugged me startling me. after a few second of shock I hugged her back burrying my face in her hair. It smells so good like vanilla, I guess she just washed it but it still smells so good and she feels so cool compared to my warm temperature.

"well" She cleared her throat moving back.

"this" she pointed between us.

"never happened" She gave me a hard look before walking out.

and she's back. I chuckled.

she is so falling for me. I walked out following her seeing everyone in joy and fear. 

joy Ice is back 

fear Ice is back.

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