High feels like I can't move

High is legs keep moving

High is I can't feel sad

High feels good

High is my throat feels tight and it's hard to swallow I

I felt like I was going to die because I couldn't swallow but I did and I'm alive

I want pizza

Sarah says say I'm awesome

I neeed to chew everything right away

I see double when I'm high

Apparently I still have some control over my faculties because I can coherently know what I'm typing. Ok and doesn't make sense

Everyone still seems more functional than me

I'm obsessing over the accuracy of every line starting a couple lines back

Sarah keeping an eye on me even though she is high she still loves me

Danielle and ally are laughing at me

I think I might be a little paranoid

Apparently 1:48 is a good time to go to bed

Everything is bolder

Sound is deeper

Chlorine

I think I deserve to die

Where am I 1:52

Under blankets felt like a tunnel

One second feels like I long time

Dry mouth worried about sober (1:58)

Breathing slow and worried

Suddenly dark

I'm such a fucking loser

What if I never stop wanting to be high

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*i actually wrote this months ago and saved it in my notes (screenshot with the date I wrote it is attached). Just felt compelled to post it now.