I worried about being high until I finally realized that I was

I am.

High with Sky and Danny, listening to Cigarettes after sex in a room lit red.

What are they talking about?

The music is loud above their voices, but the sounds are on top of each other somehow.

They were right, my blinking did get slow.

The room smells good. Opium incense.

And yeah, my blinking is slower.

The smoke slipped through my fingers gently, it felt like satin, and it was slow. Everything is slow. And sound is DEEPER. Oh fuck, I forgot how good music sounds when you're high.

My skin, it feels like rubber. I still wanted to pick at it, but realized that it didn't hurt. Maybe it never has to hurt.

Another difference this time: I'm not as freaked out as I was last time. I don't think I can remember what freaking out feels like actually.

Radiohead. This one is the best

oh shit am I getting higher?

yes so this s what it's like to not be so fucking pissed off all the time. just chill. heavy. nothing hurts and its nice

I could sit like this forever with nothing to care about

not even COVID fucking 19

just wanna know what song is gonna play next

ok I';m back

my eyes and lips are pretty dry but I'm still chill

the room is still red

I can hear every sound on top of each other and I think I like this

marijuana is a gateway drug and I'm ready for the next gate

time to close the laptop.