Laura's POV

I used to look at him, but as usual, he would look at her. You're probably wondering who I'm talking about? We'll it's none other than the love of my life, Ross Shor Fuckin' Lynch. So.Fucking. Attractive. Oh how I used to love him. I'm like obsessed with him and seriously who would hate him? I sighed frustrated. I used to look at him in my bay window and tried to get his attention, but he would always just look at her. You wanna know who's her? My older sister Vanessa Nicole Marano. I kept trying to get his attention, but Shor just keeps staring at my sister. I'm in a great relationship with my sister, so everything is good between us and my sister isn't interested in Ross because she's interested to his older brother Riker. I think Riker and Vanessa would make a good match. I always thought that Ross would only like girls with makeup hair and dresses.
Oh how I smiled at that memory. I once went all out and did all of these things in one day. I wore a beautiful red dress and my makeup looked exactly like my sister's. My hair was all curled and I kind of felt uncomfortable with this outfit because it wasn't me. When I got at school yes yes I know we were high schoolers back then. Anyways I got to school and I see everyone staring at me. My sister smiled at me and left to find Riker. I got whispers from girls and whistles from and guys. As I walked closer I see Ross talking with his friends and then the guys turned into my direction and all of them whistled and I didn't care about them. All I cared about was Ross. Ross was looking at me and smiled he was coming closer but soon turned around when Vanessa came in with Riker talking and holding hands that's when Ross just pushed me aside and went after them. I hanged out with the guys for the whole school day and after school we played video games and had a great time. They were all nice and dressed.
Such a great memory. I sigh and start drinking. Don't worry it's just water. I blow dry my hair and just curled it. I put on my outfit and then looked at myself in the mirror. I sighed. I smiled. For the first time I felt happy and not insecure about my body. This is my story. My story begins with flashbacks of how I fell in love with my old crush.

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I wake up go to the bathroom take a shower get dressed go to school after that go home eat dinner then sleep. Every single day it has been like this. I was just seventeen years old. I was a dorky smart nice girl. I walk home from school because the stupid bus left me. How cruel. I text my sister Vanessa and tell her to pick me up by the café. As I kept walking someone starts shouting and I turned around to see a football heading towards my way. I catch it and I see a blonde boy running towards me.

"Oh gosh I thought for a second you were going to go with our football. Thanks." His voice was so beautiful and attractive. He smiles at me and winks.

Fuck he smiled and winked at me.

"N-No problem." I keep looking at him and then I suddenly remembered.

His football. I quickly give it to him and then walked away. I then felt my body being pulled back.

"Hey your Vanessa's sister Laura right?" He asks.

No shit.

"Yep that would be me alright. Are you looking for her because she is um on a date with her boyfriend." I lied and looked away from his muscular arms. Did I mention that he works out?

"Oh um do you think you can get me her number?" Ross shyly asks.

"Now why would I do that for?" I asked.

I already knew the answer.

"Because I like your sister." He says.

Now that made my heartbreak into pieces.

Why the fuck did he have to be so attractive and beautiful? I on the other hand look like a potato. I'm also trash.

"Maybe some other time," I say. "Gotta go see ya later."

I ran all the way to the cafe and see my sister's car parked right there.

"Hey Sis?" Vanessa looked at me weirdly.

"I'll explain in the car." I said panting trying to catch my breath.

She nods and we both get in the car and Vanessa starts driving while I explain everything that's happened today.

"He's not obsessed with me at all." Vanessa rolls her eyes. "Are you sure he isn't into you hmm?"

"Last time I checked he was into you." I looked at the window and sighed.

"Aww don't worry sis he's just blinded and will soon come to his senses. Also, I am not into whatever you see in Ross."

"Um he is the hottest guy ever!" I exclaim.

"No, Riker is the hottest guy ever." Vanessa chuckles

"Sure and you're the most popular girl ever. No wonder he would ever like a girl like me."

Vanessa pulled over and we got out out of the car, got inside, went to my room and I sigh.

"I'm sorry if I offended you or anything Laurie." Vanessa said looking down.

"No you didn't offend me Vanessa it's just....fuck! Why doesn't he like me and loves you?!" I fell on my bed.

Vanessa just looks away and I just close my eyes and groan.
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Yeah so that's how I ended up in my room the whole day. Also, I thought of ways if kidnaping Ross was truly a bad thing. Was it? Nah just too exaggerating.
As the years passed by, my love for Shor got huge until one day it just stopped for some reason. I'm here to tell you my love story and how I felt about it.

Enjoy.

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