Harry's POV

As I mentioned, the last meeting was a total disaster. Everyone was so pissed off by Jenna's behavior and Zayn's betrayal. We were the four of us pretty mad. I just wanted to dump her, I didn't see her the way I used to and I just wanted to finish things with her. All I was seeing was how the things turned wrong and bad. I lost faith and I lost trust in her.

When we were done we went to eat lunch together, and Louis took me apart for a private chat. We left Liam and Niall at the table and went to sit on a booth not far from them. Taking a sip at my drinking straw, Louis explained me that he'd learned how Jenna got this modeling opportunity, and he mentioned that Zayn was behind the photoshoot Jenna was intended too.

And it actually made me mad, and... jealous. I was the first surprised by my reaction.

All the feelings I have for a few months was so frustrating and disturbing.

I don't do relationship and before Jenna everything was easy, I didn't care about my girlfriends. It was always on spotlight and it was annoying, the girls just wanted to buzz the shit, being seen with me. They wanted to change me and I didn't let them because it was pointless. I didn't want to change for them.

At first, I thought it would be different with Jenna. The way we met, our summer thing was very cool, and I liked her.

At the beginning it was promising. I was glad to meet someone who seemed to like me for who I am, deep inside, even if I wasn't showing much.

I was close to become boyfriend material for her.

But I got disappointed and to be honest, I'm not the boyfriend thing.

I know that she didn't care for my money or my celebrity, she got involved in all of this without knowing how it was and made mistakes. She also had to learn how to live with this pressure and she didn't handle it very well.

The worst part was when it became public, she was making the news title and I was a fool. I just wanted payback, that is why I played her. Liam told me that it was how relationship worked, there're up and downs, but it was too late. My decision was made.

But the time passed, and she was messing things up by hanging out with Zayn. I didn't understand why she would be still in touch with him after what he did to us. 

When she got that job, I started to believe that she was trying to use me to get into something more in her life. I was feeling that she had used me to get in the business, to get money, that she might be trying to take advantage of our relationship.

And that way I kept my heart away and kept doing what my manager demanded me to do.

But when Louis told me this... I was so sure to be over her.

When I heard that Zayn was trying to do... If my relationship with Jenna had to end, it shouldn't be because he stole her from me. That's why I decided to go back to LA as soon as possible.

That guy is unbelievable.

He had left us without blinking, and thinking about the consequences for us, and now he's chasing after my girlfriend, in front of the world.

When I arrived, on set, and when I saw her, so beautifully dressed and made up she was just gorgeous and I felt happy she was my girl. The way she looked at me and how happy she was when she saw me, really touched my heart. There was no lying towards the way she acted with me at that moment. And I felt stupid for thinking that she was. She was truly happy to see me, to me be with her on her big day.

She made the shooting very well and the photos were awesome. I couldn't hide that I was proud of her.

I was right to be there that day, because when Zayn showed up, I knew by the way he was surprised by me being there that it'd be the moment he'd try something. I would have been the jerk boyfriend, away from her, when she's always there for me, and he'd be the one coming all the time to the rescue.

Then, she confessed her sins, and her fears. My heart ached when I saw her crying, she looked so sad and broken. I knew I had responsibilities of the way she felt.

I hadn't been the best boyfriend of the world, and I pushed her away. Zayn was using it against me, against us. I meant to hurt her someway, but I felt so guilty to see what I'd done to her.

Jenna is a good girl, for what I know, and I know that she had lived some bad things that she'd never wanted to talk about and I respected that. She'll share her story when she'll get ready.

When she told me she loved me. I first acted like a dick again. She'd finally opened to me. I was a dickhead, because deep down I knew she had true and deep feelings for me. I just preferred to look at the wrong things she was doing, because I was also scared of what I was feeling for her, and denying it.

I have to be a better boyfriend and to be honest with myself, I like her more than I show her and I have to make it work. I have to learn how to be good to her otherwise I could lose more than I think.

So Harry's a bit lost with his feelings. i believe he likes her but he's confused by the whole thing cause he's always been a player and not used to seriously date a girl... :D But he's still the best to me !! I know he cut his hair, i wonder what he looks like now with shorter hair, jope it's not too short. Hope we'll be able to see him soon !!! 

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