Raven's POV~

4:35 AM

"I won't cut tonight"i kept whispering to myself.

'Why not? Unloved. Come on. Unwanted. It's not that bad. Uneeded. Just one more time. They won't find out. Hated. They wouldn't care anyway. Just be quiet. Ugly. Give in. Breath. You know youre dying to. Why aren't you perfect? Freak. They already judge you. You'renothing. No happiness. No one likes you. Hush. What's it really matter? Silence. It's not like anyone could understand. Release. Your cure is waiting. No one could love you! What are you waiting for! Disgusting. They never really liked you. I'ts all just lies...Do it!'

I sigthed and slowly got up and and went to the kitchen.I grabbed a knife and a paper towel.I was about to leave when someone enetred the room,i quickly hid the things behind my back.

"Raven is that you?"

"Huh?,oh yeah,hi beast boy"

"HiUm...Is everything all rigth"he asked

I looked down"...Yes"i lied

"Okay,well if you need anything just tell me,i'm here to help"

"Alrigth,well bye"

"Bye see you in the morning?"

"....Yeah"I runned to my room and let out a big sigth.

I placed the items on my bed and i stared at the knife.

'Pick it up already!'

I pulled my sleeve up,reavealing more cuts from previous times.I picked up the knife and placed it on my wrist.Tears fell down my eyes and i made the first cut.I closed my eyes and did the second one.

"Agh!!"I quickly covered my mouth.I did it to deep,the blood started dripping to the floor.

I heard a knock on my door.I stood up.

"Raven!Open your door"I heard beast boy's voice

"Go away!"I yelled

"Raven,what's wrong?"

"Nothing"

"I'm comming in"

"You can't and you won't"

Ugh!Of course he can turn into any animals and will enter by tranforming into a tiny bug.

"Raven"

I turned around.

"Raven let me-What is this?!"

I looked down tears still falling from my eyes and blood still dripping.

"What do you think your doing raven,why are you doing this to yourself!!"He yelled at me

I pointed the knife at him"Get out of my room!Anyway your no one to tell me what to do!"

"I care raven!Why do you think i'm here?!"

I stared at him and fell to my knees.He came over to me and wraped his arms around me.

"Raven,just tell me why?Why are doing this?"

I just kept crying.He grabbed my wrist and looked at my cuts.He pulled the sleeve farther.

"Let's get you cleaned"

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We sat on the roof looking at the sunrise

"Raven?"

"..."

"I'll help you"

I looked at him deep into his eyes."Thanks"I said 

He gave me a hug.I blushed but stayed still.