By mid September I'm I think I'm in love but I keep it to myself. Brad makes me giggle and he holds me like I'm valuable. The way he talks to me makes me feel so good that his words swell in my chest and I radiate happiness. Even Beth had picked up on my mood change, and is glad to see less of me laying in bed.

There are still mornings where I can't get out of bed, but those mornings have become so rare. Right now, Brad and I are undressing at the cliff down to our undergarments. The moment he kicked off his jeans he runs for the water and jumps. I hear the splash down below.

"Come on, Olivia!" he called out.

We've been hanging out way too much that I feel like I can barley function without him. He fills this void in my chest that was opened after the accident.

"Shut up," I teased, standing at the edge in just my bra and underwear. Brad stared up at me, the sun reflecting off of his brown eyes.

I never hesitated to jump anyone. The water swallowed my body but I kicked off the rocky ground and surfaced, brushing back my wet hair. Brad was chuckling, standing a few feet away from me in a shallower spot.

"Ooo," I shivered, "I'm freezing."

His expression softened but I was going closer to him, my arms wrapped around my chest as if it would keep me warm.

"It is colder than I expected," he said, "looks like we'll have to stop having these little adventures."

"It's a shame," I pouted, "they happen almost every day yet we never seem to remember our bathing suits."

He smirked, "hm, I wonder why."

"You tell me," I bit my lip, still moving closer to him. When I was only a few inches away from him he grabbed my face and pressed his lips to mine.

We made out like two teenagers in a mirky lake in the middle of nowhere. If anyone was watching they were definitely getting quite the show because now my fingers were lost in his hair and my legs were wrapped around his waist. Our mouths moved effortlessly together, something we hadn't done for two weeks.

I moaned into his mouth as we drifted closer to the cliff. Eventually my back pressed up against the warm rock and Brad was grinning his hips against me. The heat between us was thick and only rising.

Our mouths parted from each other's but Brad kept his crotch against mine. Our chests rose up and down at caught our breath, but it was only so we could continue. He pressed his lips to mine again and I swore if it was possible I'd have him take me right here.

Brad's hand moved over my bra, massaging my breast through the cotton fabric. My moaning was louder now but he suppressed it with his mouth.

As he pulled away I stared into his dark brown eyes. We were so intimate in this moment that I couldn't imagine leaving. Brad our his hands under my thighs that were wrapped around his waist.

"I'm tempted to take you right here," he said.

"Nothing's stopping you," I responded.

He was definitely contemplating it. It would be different considering I've only ever had sex in a bed - but something about him made me feel so adventurous. Hell, we could have done it on his roof and I would have been set.

"The sun's setting," he sighed. "We should get back-"

"Brad," I responded, "I want this."

"Me too, but I just feel like you deserve better."

I shook my head. "You make me feel alive and right now, I'm feeling really adventurous."

A smirk grew on his lips but he crashed them back into mine. His hips moved against mine and I heard a straggled moan leave his lips as his length hardened. I bit my lip but was a little confused when he grabbed my hand.

"Fuck it," he said, "I'm feeling spontaneous - let's just do it on top of the rock."

He was leading me out of the water and with the sun setting, it was a little darker. The sky had a pink and orange glow to it and it almost looked romantic.

Brad and I stood on top of the rock, in the middle of the woods at the end of the lake that no one ever came to. I unclipped my bra, and pulled off my underwear, tossing them to the side where my bag was. I was grateful that I brought a blanket because it gave us a nice spot to lay on.

Brad took off his boxers as I sat in the middle of the blanket. He bit his lip before kneeling between my legs and pushing me back down. Our lips met again and I was too turned on to turn back. His lips left mine and trailed down my cheek, over my neck and down my chest. They closed around one of my nipples, sucking it and teasing it until it as hard in his mouth. He moved to the other one, swirling his tongue around the sensitive skin and sucking. My back arched a little but his hand pushed my hips down.

A loud moan left my mouth; euphoria and lust beginning to fill my veins. My heart beat loudly in my ear as he kissed my belly. I glanced down at him and saw his brown eyes flick up at me. In this lighting they almost looked black.

"Have you ever done this before?" he asked.

"I've had sex, I just... I haven't had anyone go down on me before," I confessed.

"Do you want me to?" he questioned, raising an eyebrow. "I want you to be comfortable."

I nodded, "I'm comfortable with you - always."

Brad gave me a sweet smile before kissing my hips. I rested my head back and felt him spread my legs a little wider. I was exposed to him, yet I didn't seem to mind.

He sucked at my inner thighs, taking me to places I had never been. My mind swirled with so much pleasure that I almost screamed. Brad connected his mouth to my throbbing skin and I sat up, resting back on my elbows.

"Brad," I cried out.

His tongue swirled around my sensitive spot and I ran my fingers through his wet, curly locks. I laid back, keeping my fingers in his hair and just barley able to tug when it came time.

"Mmm." My moans and whimpering were out of control and I swore if anyone were around us within a half a mile radius they'd here.

Brad nuzzled his face between my legs a little more and I stirred my hips. I felt so sexy and empowered in this position, yet I felt totally his.

"Yes," I moaned, "mmmm, yes, Brad."

Just when I thought it couldn't feel any better he sunk two fingers into my wet core and this time my moans bounced off the trees. His eyes locked onto mine when I looked at him and I was captivated, biting down on my lip as if it would stop my moans. He thrusted his fingers in and out of me slowly and his lips and tongue continue to work at the top of my slit, holding me hostage.

"I'm so close," I breathed.

Brad spread my legs a little more and pure ecstasy burst throughout me. I cried out in pleasure as my body erupted with so much pleasure. He slipped his fingers out of me before sucking on my inner thighs, trailing kisses back up my body.

"How'd that feel?" he asked.

"Really good," I breathed, biting down on my bottom lip. My chest felt heavy as I caught my breath but he pressed his salty lips to mine.

Brad sat back on his knees, kneeling between my spread legs as he glanced over my body then down at my already swollen center. He pumped his length with his hand and I couldn't help but spread my legs even more with severe anticipation.

He thrusted into me suddenly, taking my breath away almost. I felt his body against mine and I opened my eyes to see his eyes. Our mouths pressed together, muffling our moans but not even. His hips collided with mine over and over again as we made love on top of a rock that we could officially declare our spot.

"Mmm, Brad," I moaned, "faster."

He listened, thrusting quicker into me as I started to climb for the second time tonight. My eyes left his and I looked up at the now dark blue sky. The half moon gave us enough light to see each other and it made Brad's skin look almost angelic.

Brad was moaning into the crook of my neck and his thrusts were slowing down and getting sloppy. A few seconds later I felt him release inside of me. I gripped his biceps, feeling his lips nip at my neck as he rode out his high.

"Keep going," I said, "I'm really close-"

I was cut short by the climax that ripped through my body for the second time. This one wasn't as powerful as the first, but it still sent me crying out his name. Brad rode out my high now, watching me as I whimpered and moaned until it all faded.

He slipped out of me and kissed my lips before laying down beside me. We stared up at the starry sky, catching our breath as our bodies adjusted back to reality.

"That was amazing," he breathed.

I looked over at him, nodding and smiling. My cheeks burned with happiness and were most likely bright red. He cuddled beside me and kissed my shoulder while draping his arm over my naked body.

We laid there for a while, talking about how beautiful the starry sky was. It was hard to see in Brooklyn and he said its sometimes hard to see in London.

"I haven't been this happy in a while... I kept thinking that happiness is material but now I'm laying here with you and I feel something I've never felt with anyone before," he revealed.

"What do you feel?" I asked, looking at him.

He smiled. "You're laugh makes me laugh and every time you smile I can't help but smile. It's been a month and a half that I've known you but I feel so connected to you."

"I think you could have been happy without me-"

He cut me off, "the point is that you helped me find it and now I don't know how I'll ever be able to let you go."

I wrapped my arm around him and nuzzled my head against his warm chest. We stared up at the sky and I couldn't help but wonder if he was my way out of my misery.

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