"I think she is starting to remember." Lucas mumbled as we walked down the cold street. I looked at him in confusion, he seemed to notice my confused look and said "Yesterday I happened to stop by a cafe in the city. She was there with Julia and I happened to listen in on their conversation. She mentioned a dream where she had been in ancient Egypt and been with someone" he looked pointedly at me "And that happened once, well not once but it did happen while you two were alive in Egypt."

I looked at him in astonishment. I couldn't reply. The only reason I hadn't talked with her was because she didn't remember, well I didn't either but Lucas basically filled me in on most things except one thing.

"How come we reincarnate?" Lucas looked at me like I just asked the stupidest yet most terrifying question on the planet.

"Now is not the time. I will tell you eventually. But not today."

I wanted to argue but I had a feeling that it would be hopeless. I simply looked ahead at the swarm of people rushing to get everywhere. Home, work , maybe dinner or a party. Everyone had a destiny foretold Lucas said that everyone experiences things because they need it to reach the end goal of their life. But he refuses to explain why I and her need to get together so badly.

"Did she look happy?" the words leave my tongue before I can register them. Lucas looks over at me and chuckles probably seeing the surprise on my face.

"At first glance she did look happy, yes. But I can't tell you more, I was never good at looking behind her eyes for emotion. But she still loves you."

This surprised me even more. I looked at him, my face contorted by both confusion, surprise and admiration and warmth. "How do you know? Did she say anything about me?"

He laughed again, this time at my reaction and the need in my voice to know.

"No she doesn't mention you anymore, she isn't stupid enough to do that. But I can see it when she talks about love, it's obvious that she still loves you. You don't need to read minds to figure that out." he laughed.

I blushed, even after I rejected her she still loves me. I wish my pride hadn't taken control when she said that. When she told me how she felt. But it did. I sigh and Lucas looks over at me concerned.

"Jack are you okay?"

I try nodding but I honestly can't. "No I'm not. I chose Janna over her and now I'll never get her back." I want to cry.

"I literally told you that she still loves yo-.... You don't want to hurt Janna is that it?"

I look at him, tears stinging in my eyes and nod. If Janna knew I loved her while I was still in love with someone else. It would break her.

Lucas just smiles and throws an arm around me. "You'll get her back, eventually."