LaNyiah

It's been two weeks. Two whole weeks that I have been away from the world. My sister doesn't know where I am. We still talk every-day I just didn't tell her, cuz Jay would find a way to get it out of her. Rather his tears, his puppy face, or his charm. I must admit I have fallen for them all.

I sit on the back porch and look out at the sea. I've been thinking if I should forgive Jay. God does my heart miss all the wonderful things about him , but his cheating has me hurt to the core. He wasn't supposed to be the one to hurt me. I close my eyes trying to stop tears and yet they still flow freely.

I feel hands wipe my face I don't jump. Somehow I knew Storm would find me. I was walking the beach yesterday, and he said I had enough alone time. I told him I'm not ready to face him nor have I made a decision. He promised to keep quiet. So far so good but I know it won't last for long if Jay starts amping.

"Nae if you make you or the babies sick cuz you keep crying, you and I will fight" Storm spoke.

I opened my eyes as he helped me stand and walk back in the house. He brought me Chinese. My taste buds a have changed and Taco Bell taste funny now. I feel the twins kick at the same time as I began to eat. I smiled a bit and ate all my food.

After eating we sat in silence with only my Pandora play as it played havoc with my emotions and hormones. I looked over at Storm who was sitting with his head back and his eyes closed. I noticed how neat his dreads were with a fresh line. My eyes followed down to his well kept beard down at his cheeks that carry dimples when he smiles or is hella mad.

I listen to "wipe appeal" play on the radio and his caramel skin calling out to me. I turned and debated if I really wanted follow through with this. I mean don't get me wrong Storm is sexy as fuck, but he's my kids father best friend and a big bro type to me and Nia. But my kids father felt I wasn't shit and cheated on me.

Is it because I'm fat and bloated? Is it because I eat so much? Is it because I'm just not good enough? So many thoughts continue to run through my mind as "Do You Want To" by EXSCAPE played.

I stood but Storm never opened his eyes. I lifted the sun dress I had on to my thighs as I straddled Storm. He slowly lifted his head and stared at me as his hands rubbed my sides. He licked his bottom lip and without thought I leaned in and kissed him with so much passion and hurt. At first he did nothing, but then he gripped my sides more as we began to tongue wrestle.

JAY

I sit on my couch with a blunt and a fifth of crown. I was listening to this Pandora account Nae set up for me, when "NO AIR" by Chris Brown came on. I never really paid attention to words, but at this moment I felt for Nae and what I had done to her. I miss her so much.

As I drank the last of the brown liquor that stung my throat as it went down. I feel like I'm not going to make it without my family. I need my pregnant wife home. I gotta make this right. If only I knew where her stubborn ass was.

I looked up when I hear the door open. I stare at it hoping that maybe Nae came back home, but no such luck as my heart cried, as I see Ty and Nia come through the door with bags of food.

Nia has a look of sympathy on her face, as Ty shows no emotion.

"Man cut this sappy shit off and go shower." Ty spoke as he pulled me up.

"Y'all heard from Nae?" I asked as I headed to get another bottle which was snatched from me by Nia as she slapped me back to reality. I just looked at her for a moment. She lucky as fuck she a female.

"B law go shower, shit, and shave. Get dressed and then come talk to us." Nia commanded as she walked out... With my liquor might I add.

I did as told and turned the system on in the bathroom and "All my life" by KC and JoJo began to play, which made me quickly change it then "SELFISH" by SLUM VILLAGE came on. I started vibing to the song.

I am selfish, I got to have Nae to myself. If she got me back I couldn't be mad, but I just prayed she didn't do some tit for tat shit while carrying my babies.

Nia talks to her every-day but no one knows where she is. It's been two weeks. As week two came up, I couldn't take it anymore of I being in this damn house. I know she and my babies alive and safe and that's all that really matters. I love her all the time, she needs to come back to me.

I got out drying off, and put boxers on, then shaved after brushing my teeth. I sprayed Armani Code on my body, it's one of Nae's favorite. I got dressed in a white T and some grey joggers. I slipped on my Nike flip flops and headed down stairs to
face the world.

"Bout damn time, now you look like my bro again. Now it's time to come up with a plan to get your girl back." Ty said eating doritos as we dapped each other up, then I went in the kitchen to get some water, as Nia came in to give me a hug.

"Yasssssss b law!!!!!" Shouted Nia as she jumped up and down with excitement as she went to say, "You smell good, you cleaned up nicely, but a minute ago you smelled like overly drunk shit." Nia said scrunching up her face.

Then we all bust out laughing as Nia pulled her phone out, ready to call Nae. She only answers Nia's calls because she feels like Ty knew. I low-key gotta save me and my brothers ass with my wife. She has no problem shooting my ass again or throwing knives.

It rung then went to voice mail, Nia hung up and called again. This time she answered but seemed out of breath. Nia saw the worry in my face and caught on.

"Pooh, are you ok?" Nia asked as her voice and face was filled with concern.

"Yes I'm fine. I'm carrying two babies, and I had to speed walk to my phone, well not really speed walk but you get what I'm saying." Nae replied laughing.

"Nae it's time... We've given you enough time. Come home and make your decision... Well after you amp the fuck out go ape shit, and then forgive these niggas." Nia said with hope

"I know you're right. I'll come back, but no promises." Nae said with a sigh. I can't believe I had hurt her so much. I'm glad she was on speaker, I felt like I needed to say one thing before she hung up.

"Nae baby, I love you and I'm sorry." I said feeling her pain praying she said it back.

"I love you too, and so am I." And with that the call was over. I was happy as fuck that she said she loved me back. My smiled faded as I remembered her last words

"I love you too and so am I." 'The fuck she meant by that?'

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