LaNyiah

I woke up and no one was here. I sighed in relief. I was emotional and my emotions got the best of me. Yep that's what happened and that's what I'll stick too. I honestly don't know how to feel. I have so much on my shoulders. People don't understand, the man I love killed my parents, the ones I needed most in this life, but yet he saved me from Trey, only to break me again by finding out he killed my parents.

I stood from the bed looking out the window rubbing my stomach. And to top it all off, I'm carrying his children. I have got to be the biggest idiot on the planet. I hear the door open but I can't even look, I just pray it's Nia and no one else. I finally get the courage to look and it's Nia and a nurse.

I sit on the bed as she takes my vitals and thankfully they are leveled. Then another tech comes in with a machine and does a ultrasound. Part of me wishes Jay was here, but the other part is glad I have space to think and get myself together. Oh how I love him but is his love too toxic. How do I forgive and move on.
I was deep in thought when Nia tapped me. I looked up at the screen as tears fell down my face as soon as I laid eyes on my two little blessings.

My babies were right next to each other. Alive with beating hearts, growing arms and legs. At that moment I was sad that Jay missed it. He missed seeing his babies.

"There you are Ms. Crawford, identical twins. They both are measuring at the perfect weight and length. They are both very healthy." The tech said
" I was told one wasn't growing right. Are you sure they are fine?" I asked crying happy tears.
"Yes ma'am, they are both perfectly healthy. They are both growing correctly." Nia hugged me as we both were crying. I'm so happy my babies are ok.

The tech left as my happy tears turned to one's of sadness. I feel so incomplete but I can't deal with looking at him knowing what he did. I thought back on my dream, my dads words are the only thing I can grasp right now. Words that are much needed. My heart wants to forgive but the hurt is embedded and in the way, how do I move it. As I was thinking a doctor walked in.

"Well, pretty lady. You are in good health so are the twins and you can leave. I'll go get your discharge papers." My doctor said and walked out.

Nia was still holding my hand looking at me. I couldn't look at her she been reading my damn soul lately. She pay attention too much.

"Nae, your heart will let you let go when the moment is right. We have a lot to over come, but you got this. You're strong, you have survived the worse of situations and this one, really is not so bad, and you will survive this one too." Nia said.

By the time the doctor came back and Nia signed my papers as I got dressed. I took into account of her words. I trust my sister more than I trust myself, if that makes sense. I know she wouldn't feed me bullshit. After getting dressed and being pushed to the truck in a wheelchair, I climbed in the truck. Damn I'm starving.

"Umm, pineapple." I didn't get to finish when she was pulling up to Taco Bell, I swear she loves me.
"I'll have two double cheese chalupa boxes with a large Dr Pepper." She said into the speaker.
"I love you. I can't wait to eat and lay down. I got way to much on my mind." I told her looking out the window.
"Whatever you, y'all want is my command." Nia said smiling.

Why she so damn happy. I looked down at the picture of my babies. I wonder what sex they are, I wonder if I'll be a good mom, I wonder who they will look like. So many questions and fears. She got the food I just sat it in between my legs, and sat back closing my eyes.

Not too long after we pulled up to the hotel. Thank God I can shower eat and sleep to get this hospital smell off. We got on the elevator and Nia was humming, why? Hell if I know she seems to be too damn happy at the moment. She hasn't even said anything about the guys. Why am I even worried. This is too much. Nia continued to hum as I tuned her out thinking.

No one

Nae went to take a bath and while doing so she ate her food. She was in her own world of good food and a good hot bath, but not too hot. Nia on the other hand had let Jay and Ty into the room. Jay was full of nerves because he wasn't sure if Nae was mad that he wasn't there when she woke up. He just prayed she would listen and forgive him. He missed her more than he even realized. Holding her in his arms as she slept let him know he can't live without her.

Ty and Nia were talking and running around as Jay stood in a daze rethinking of he should talk to Nae. The fact she was crying and shaking to simply be on his arms or touch his hand made his heart hurt. He wanted to give her space but felt anymore space would kill them both and their love. He was stepping out on a limb to get his family back and wouldn't stop until he did.

Nia set up a camera in the corner that covered the entire room and sitting area. She didn't wanna miss if Nae shot at him or whooped his ass she just refuse to be caught in that cross fire. To her if was funny because being pregnant made Nae meaner and she already knew not to press her luck before, but now she definitely knew it was only so much she could get away with.

"Iight man we out, Nia took her guns but we can't save you from them hands." Ty said dapping.
"At least I won't get shot today. Wish me luck." Jay said hugging Nia "Yeah cuz you sure gonna need it bruh." Replied Ty as him and Nia left the room laughing.

Jay paced back and forth trying ringer his words and thoughts together. He heard the door open and he knew it was game time.

Nae stepped out the bathroom throwing away her trash and sat on Nia bed the suite contained two rooms with two separate bathrooms but Nia tub seemed to be bigger and she felt she fit better. She dried off and pulled on a huge shirt that stopped at her knees she didn't feel like under garments touching her.

As she stepped out of Nias room to the living room area she stepped on something. Where. She looked down it was rose petals and candles that made a path. She was getting annoyed because it was it was late and No ass was doing stupid lil silly shit. Nae was about to start cussing until she heard music (press play and read all lyrics and words in between).

🎶Darlin' I can't explain, where's did we lose our love
Girl, it's driving me insane and I know I just need one more chance to prove my love to you
If you come back to me I guarantee that I'll never let you go
Can we go back to the days our love was strong 🎶

Nae followed the roses and came as the trail came to Jay standing looking at her nervous and lovingly. His eyes spoke so many emotions she couldn't deal with him, to hear; or see at the moment was extremely hard

🎶cane you tell me how a perfect love goes so wrong
Can somebody tell me how to get things back to the way they use to be
Oh God give me a reason, I'm down on bended knees
I'll never walk away again until you come back to me, I'm down on bended knee🎶

Jay stepped forward as Nae held her hand up with tears running down her face. She allowed the song to speak what seems Jay was too afraid too. He stepped forward grabbing her hand and leading her to her room where there were more roses and candles

🎶Gonna swallow my pride, say I'm sorry, stop pointing fingers, the blame is on me,
I want a new life, and I want it with you, if you feel the same don't ever let me go🎶

"Nae, I love you I refuse to let go, I refuse to live my life without you. Even if we co parent it's till not the same and it's not right. I want you all of you. I can handle all you can throw. You don't scare me. " Jay said as Nae let his hand go walking over to the window

She looked down at the roses and candles and admired the effort he had out into his fight. Her heart longed for his love but could she get past the hurt. Miss words played into her mind as she continued to listen to the song

🎶Darlin' I can't explain, where did we lose our way
Girl, it's drivin' me insane and I know
I just need one more chance to prove my love to you
If you come back to me I guarantee that I'll never let you go.
can we go back to the days our love was strong.
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me how you get things back the way it used to be
Oh God give me the reason, I'm down on bended knees
I'll never walk again until you come back to me I'm down on bended knees.🎶

"Nae you are my all. I know it will take time and I'm ready I've been ready. Marry me. Be with me and only me till we die at 158 years old. Marry me, so we can spoil our grand kids together" Jay said getting on one knee as Nae turns around to look into his eyes as tears fall down her face.

She walks over to the bed looking at something that's sitting in the middle of roses in a heart shape and there she finds a ring sitting inside of paper that has "Will you marry me? " written on it.

🎶So many nights I dream of you
Holding my pillow tight
I know I don't need to be alone
When I open up my eyes
To face reality
Every moment without you
seems like eternity
I'm begging yo, begging you, come back to me
Darlin' I can't explain, where did we lose our way
Girl, it's drivin' me insane and I know
I just need one more chance to prove my love to you
If you come back to me I guarantee that I'll never let you go.
can we go back to the days our love was strong.
Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong.
Can somebody tell me how you get things back the way it used to be
Oh God give me the reason, I'm down on bended knees
I'll never walk again until you come back to me I'm down on bended knees.🎶

Jay stood and walked up holding Nae from behind with his hands on her stomach. Nae turns around looking in his eyes for any reason to find a lie and to run but found none. At that moment Miss words made sense and her heart indeed did let go

"Yes, yes I'll marry you" Nae said as she hugged and kissed Jay with so much passion

Jay gently laid her on the bed Nae stepped Jay as she reached over and grabbed something off the night stand. She sat up crossing her legs and passed Jay the ultrasound pictures. He sat there on awe looking at his babies.

The lives he created with the love of his life. She sat it down gently pulling Nae's legs to make her lay down. With tears in his eyes he looked in the eyes of the woman he loved and the only woman who has truly had his heart who also had tears in her eyes.

Their lips connected as they made slow passion at me love for the rest of the night into the early morning. Falling asleep in each others arms as fiancés.

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