It had been a week since the big fight, Jimmy had been sending a note each day to give Stevie a countdown of how long she had to make her decision, she just opened her three days one...Lindsey had no idea and she wanted to keep it that way

"Three more days till we'll be together." The note read, a smiley face drawn on the paper, Stevie crumpled it up quickly and threw it in the trash.

"What was that, baby?" Lindsey walked in

"Just a junk ad" she said quickly.

"Oh," he shrugged, "hey, I was thinking that since my job is only part time...I could get a second job full time and you could stay home?"

"No, I would like to get my own job, I've got to much time on my hands otherwise"

"But what about David?"

"I told you, we can have split shifts"

"I don't want you to work, baby. I can take care of all of us."

"Why can't I work honey?" She asked him holding his hand

"Because I can do it. I want to do it," Lindsey kissed her forehead, "I don't want you to stress about anything, just stay home and relax."

"I'm not a doll, baby, I'm capable of working" she pulled him in for a kiss

"I know that. We will talk more about this tonight," he kissed her chastely

"Why tonight?" She wrapped her arms around him

"We won't have to worry about being interrupted by the kids."

"Sounds like your planning on more than the talk of why I can't work" she raised her eyebrow

"Well," he shrugged

"Well what?" She teased nudging his hip

"If you wanted something more to happen I wouldn't be opposed to that," he smirked

"No I bet you wouldn't"

"Definitely not," Lindsey gently wrapped his arms around her waist, "How is your pain level today?"

"Better than it has been thank you, I want to try and pick David up by myself today" she told him

"Are you sure?"

"I miss holding my boy" she said sadly

"I can definitely tell he's gaining weight."

"I'm glad I could help your son" she smiled

"Our son."

"Our son" she agreed, and as if on cue they heard him start to cry

"I'll bring him to you," Lindsey let go of her and walked toward the bedroom

"No, Lindsey I'll do it!" She hurried to him

"Are you sure? I'll go with you incase you can't."

"You can stand by the cot but let me lift him" she asked

"I will," Lindsey rubbed her back and walked into the bedroom

Stevie walked over to David, she leaned over the cot and placed a hand under his head and one under his bottom, and tried to lift him

"I have you," Stevie cooed as she lifted him against her chest

"Mommy's got you baby..." she held the back of his head and rocked side to side with him

"You did it, babe." Lindsey gloated

"I know!" She looked at him with tears in her eyes, he walked over and snaked his arm round her middle from behind. "See, Mommy is better!"

"It's a little painful but I'm definetely getting better!" She said cuddling David some more. "You sure you can hold him longer?"

"I think I might have to sit down babe"

Lindsey guided her over to the bed and sat her down. "There you go."

"Thank you!" She sat down and took out her breast so she could feed David

Lindsey went over to wake up Evie. "Baby wake up, you won't sleep tonight."

Evie mumbled and turned over. "Evie," Lindsey shook her gently

"Dadddddyyy" she complained

"No pancakes for you then..." he waited

"I'm up!" She sat upright

"You are going over to your friend's place today, remember?" Lindsey asked, Evie had made a new friend in the building and was very excited for their play date. "Yaaaay! I can't wait to play daddy!" She said excitedly and clapped her hands

"Well then hurry!" He picked her up

"Okay daddy!" Lindsey took her into the bathroom to get ready, before making her pancakes, which she ate like she was starving. "Slow down baby, you'll make yourself sick."

"But I want to play!"

"Well you can't play if your sick can you sweet?"

"No," she said sadly

"Daddy, did mommy eat to fast too?" She asked after a second

"What baby?"

"I heard mommy being sick early this morning, did she eat to much to?" Lindsey didn't know Stevie was sick that morning

"Yea baby, she did eat too fast," Lindsey nodded, deciding he'd talk to Stevie about it later

Suddenly the doorbell rang and Evie jumped up

"She's here, she's here!"

Lindsey's looked through the peephole and saw that is was the girls mom who was coming to collect Evie

"Alright baby! Have fun!" Lindsey handed the mother Evie's bag and then kissed his little girl goodbye

"Bye daddy!" It was hard watching his child go for the first time, but she needed some fun

"David's asleep again" Stevie said as she walked into the living room

"That's all he does," Lindsey chuckled, sitting down on the couch and leaning his head back with his eyes closed

"What's wrong?" Stevie leaned over the back of the couch and wrapped her arms around his neck

"Just a little tense."

Placing her hands on his shoulders she began to massage him, kissing his head every now and then

"Mm, thank you baby," he sighed, eyes still closed

"Anything for my man!"

"Evie went off okay, after almost making herself sick that is..." he said

"Eating too fast?"

"How did you know?"

"She has always done that, even when I breastfed."

"Yeah I told her if she was sick she couldn't go play" Lindsey chuckled

"And I'm sure that slowed her down," Stevie chuckled, kissing the top of his head.

"Almost to a stop!"

"I love our little brood," Stevie sighed contently

"Mm, me too, so very much..." Lindsey replied

"Do you really think we'll be okay if we have another baby?"

"I'd like to think so!"

"I think so too," she carefully sat down on his lap

"Steph?"

"Linds?"

"Why were you being sick this morning?" He asked, Stevie shrugged, "It just kinda hit me all of the sudden."

"Is it worry? Your not...?" He asked worried

"I couldn't be, we haven't been trying but only a week, it takes a few weeks for the egg to develop."

"I'm not asking because of me being the father, I know you and Jimmy were still having sex probably up until you came here"

He felt her tense up, "No," she said firmly

"How are you positive?" He needed to know

"I'm not pregnant with his baby." She shook her head, not wanting to believe that there was even a possibility

"Steph...are you saying that because your sure...or because your trying to believe it..." he held her face

"I don't want his baby, Lindsey," she broke down in tears, leaning her head against his chest

"Did you two ever use anything?" He asked

"I wanted to...I think he didn't use protection on purpose so I would get pregnant and could leave him," she sniffled, hiccuping as she tried to talk

"Shit" was all Lindsey said, he looked up, he didn't think he could do this again

"I know what you're thinking and I won't make you do this again. I'm not going to keep it if I am pregnant. I can't do this again either."

"Steph, I won't ask you to get rid of it, just like i didnt the first time"

"No, but you left me..." she said

"I won't leave you this time either."

"Thank you for that, but I can't raise another one of his babies."

"You did fine with Evie"

"But I know you'll leave me, because you won't be able to cope...will you?" She asked and he looked down, staying silent

"I won't lose you again. I won't," she said, "I can't have a baby with him."

Lindsey wouldn't look at her so she picked his head up with her hands

"I'm going to the doctor-I'll pay for it. I'm going to go alone so don't even try to come with me, if I am pregnant then I'm going to get it taken care of."

"Stevie don't..." he pulled at his curls

"I'm not doing this to us and I'm not doing this for you...I'm doing it so this baby won't have to grow up in my shit hole of a life. If Jimmy finds out, he will never leave me alone."

Lindsey made her get off him and walked away, Stevie cried thinking he was leaving, when he came back out with a box

"This was one of Jens, go take it" he handed her a sealed pregnancy test

"Thank you," she said quietly, standing up and rushing to the bathroom

Lindsey felt like he was waiting a lifetime for her to return, when she did she had tears streaming down her face as she fell into his arms

"Steph...what?"

"I...I'm...not pregnant" she breathed out

"Thank God," Lindsey held her against him and kissed her head repeatedly. "I couldn't have let you go through with an abortion."

Stevie just cried and cried until her legs buckled and he carried her to bed

"Lay down and get some rest, David will be awake soon."

"Lay with me"

"Of course," Lindsey pulled back the blanket and climbed in the bed. "How do you feel?" He stroked her hair back from her face

"Tired, and so very relieved"

"Sleep. I'll be here," Lindsey kissed her forehead. They awoke later to David's cries.

"I'm coming, buddy," Lindsey lifted him out of the cradle and gently handed him to Stevie.

"I'm surpised I've got anything left, he's a hungry little boy" Stevie joked

"He'll grow up to be big and strong." Lindsey smiled, sitting beside them

"Steph?"

"Hmm?"

"Evie is over two years old, why do you still have milk....?"

"I actually have no idea, when she was born I had so much it was scary, I went to the doctor and apparently there's women still breastfeeding their six year olds"

"I was scared that you were pregnant and something happened," he said awkwardly

"I did get pregnant after Evie...but I don't think that's the reason I can still breast feed"

"What happened-if you don't mind me asking..."

"I got pregnant when she was just over one, I wanted her but Jimmy didn't, I kept her for as long as I could...until he made sure I didn't, I remember walking down the stairs, then the next minuet I was at the bottom and he was looking down from the top..."

"I'm so sorry, baby. I should have asked," he rubbed her knee

"It's okay, you wanted to know, so I told you..."

Lindsey leaned over David and kissed Stevie's cheek, "I'll make you forget all about him."

"I would like that Linds" she smiled sadly up at him

"When we have a baby, I will make sure that all four of you are well taken care of and will never want for anything," He rubbed her thigh

She just nodded and turned her attention back to David, who was falling sleep as he fed

"He'll wake back up if you pull him away."

Stevie gently pulled him away from her, but is resulted in him crying

"Told ya," Lindsey smiled as Stevie held David back up to her breast

"Alright smarty pants" she said latching David back onto her, in no time at all he was eating again

"He's got a big appetite today," Lindsey rubbed the back of David's head

"Steph, why you so quiet baby?" He asked her when she didn't reply

"Just thinking," she shrugged

"What about?" He placed his nose in her hair

"Doesn't matter," Stevie shook her head, reaching up to play with his curls

"Come on sweetheart, what's up?" He gave her an Eskimo kiss. "I'm scared to get pregnant," She admitted

"What...? Why Steph?" He was shocked at her revelation

"Being pregnant never seems to work out for me," Stevie closed her eyes

"Hey, my daughter is perfect" he tried to lighten the mood, but she was already crying

"But it cost me you and I ended up homeless."

"That was mostly my fault, I should've been a man about it, and I was a boy"

"I don't blame you for the way you acted. I was stupid."

"You were not stupid! You were pregnant and scared, you begged me not to leave you and..." he had to stop  due to his emotions now

"I don't blame you for anything. You have done so much for me."

"I should have done it in the beginning! None of this would of happened! It's all my fault..." he said

"Lindsey, I cheated on you. I got pregnant. None of this is your fault."

"If I'd have been a better boyfriend, if I'd paid more attention...then you wouldn't of had to look elsewhere"

"This is why I didn't want to start this conversation," she looked away from him

"Why?" He asked

"I didn't want to upset you."

"I've never told you how I felt in the time you were gone" he pulled her face back to him

"Tell me now."

"I felt angry and then sad, and then I felt guilty more than anything else, and it made me so sick"

"Why did you feel guilty?" She fixed her shirt and placed David in the bassinet

"Because I felt like I drove you to him, I thought that because I was to lazy and I didn't thank you enough for all you did for me that...that you didn't love me anymore" a tear rolled down his cheek

"I will always love you...more than anyone," she straddled his lap and laid kisses all over his face

"How did it start?" He asked

"It was the day that I asked you to clean the apartment because I had to work a double, but you didn't. I came home on my lunch break and you were hungover on the couch. I went back to the restaurant and Jimmy was acting flirty and it just kinda blossomed..."

"Please don't use the word blossomed..." he covered his eyes,"Was it ever at our apartment?" He added

"Of course not! I only did it once!"

"Once isn't enough to get pregnant Stephanie"

"Yes it is, Lindsey. I swear to you that I only slept with him once while we were together."

Lindsey still wasn't convinced but there was no point dwelling on it now

"Okay"

"Linds..."

"Yes?" He looked up at her

"You don't believe me do you?"

"What do you want me to say?" He shrugged

"That you believe me..."

"I believe you."

"Are you just saying that?" She wanted the truth from him

"Forgive me for being slightly skeptical," Lindsey replied

"Don't be like that!" She placed her hands on his face

"I'm sorry," he sighed, leaning forward to kiss her

"Thank you!" She kissed him back

"You don't have to thank me."

"I do, I love you!" She told him seriously

"I love you too!" He kissed her, "It's so quiet around here without Evie."

"I know! You don't realise it until she's not here" Stevie laughed

"Though it seems like all she does is sleep."

"Probably because she does! If you left her all day she wouldn't get out of bed!"

"She takes after you....though we don't get out of bed all day for another reason." He smirked

"Well that's your fault mister" she nipped his ear gently

"Well you don't decline," he replied in the same tone

"Why would I? You know how to please me"

"I do, do I?" He smirked

"Mmhmm" she bit her lip and tried to act coy

"Tell me, how do I please you?" He but his lip

"Well" she trailed her finger down his face "You know exactly where to touch me, and exactly how much pressure to add..." She could feel him growing rapidly against her thigh, "You feel...very affected by me...?" She teased

"Because I am very...affected by you."

"Tell me why?" She moved her hips against him slightly

"You can have me climbing the walls without even touching me," he whispered in her ear

"Oh really?" She started to unbutton the first few buttons on her shirt

"Mmhm," he shifted underneath her, his pants feeling as if they'd bust open. Stevie looked over at David to check he was sleeping, and slid off Lindsey's lap, hooking her fingers in his belt and pulling him toward the bathroom. "Mm, baby," Lindsey smirked as he followed her to the bathroom

Stevie turned the shower on and lifted her skirt up

"So you...umm...want this?" She asked seductively

"I definitely want that." Lindsey nodded

"Then take it..."

Lindsey kneeled down in front of her and looked up at her, "Are you sure that you are alright to do this?"

Placing a hand on his head she nodded and smiled. He slid her panties to the side and smelled her strongly, "This is a better high than any drug."

"I'm about to get you addicted then" she smirked

"Baby, I already am," Lindsey slowly inserted two fingers all the while looking up at Stevie

"Oh god...Lindsey..." she jerked forward a little

"Don't fall on me baby," he chuckled. She didn't say anything, she just moaned, steading herself on his shoulders. Lindsey leaned her against the wall and lifted on of her legs over his shoulders. Stevie leaned her head back against the tiles knowing what was about to happen. Lindsey added another finger and began to use his tongue. "Linds...more... please more..." she grabbed his curls. She felt him speed and deepen his fingers, putting more pressure on her clit, Stevie leaned her back into the wall as hard as she could and gasped. Lindsey could feel her tightening by the second.

"Lindsey either fuck me, or please hurry up baby" her grip on his hair was getting stronger. Lindsey removed his mouth from her and used his fingers, palm slapping against her. Stevie held her palm over her mouth, she knew this was going to be strong.

"Come for me baby," Lindsey said in a low growl. That was all Stevie needed to hear as she slapped her hands against the tiles. "Yes," Lindsey moaned as he held her up, wave after wave hitting her

"Oh my god" Stevie slumped as her orgasm was still going through her. Lindsey eased her down to his level and kissed her passionately. "You are so fucking sexy when you come..." he said against her mouth

"Thank you," she ran her fingers through his wet curls

"Want to seal the deal?" She asked

"I think you owe me," Lindsey kissed her neck

"Stand up then" Lindsey kissed Stevie once more and stood. She stayed kneeled as she looked at him through her lashes, smiling and took him in her mouth suddenly

"Fuck yes," he hissed, grabbing her hair. She placed her hands on the back of his thighs as she moved her head erotically. "God, baby," Lindsey leaned his head back against the wall. Using her hand now as well as her mouth she was driving him out of his mind

"Oh my god, baby!" He kissed, bucking against her. Stevie could tell he was close so she removed him and stood up, twisting them till his back was against the wall, wrapping her leg around his hip. "You want it, baby?" Lindsey asked, tapping his member against her entrance

"Mmhmm" she answered biting her lip, Lindsey stared lustfully into her eyes and thrusted quickly into her

"You always feel so perfect in me"  Stevie said staring back at him.

"Likewise," he smiled, biting his lip as he slowly thrust, "If we keep this up, there'll be something in here in no time" he placed the back of his hand against her stomach.

"God I hope so," Stevie kissed his neck. Lindsey placed his hand behind her other thigh and indicated she should wrap that round him too, once she did he placed his forehead to hers and thrust deep

"Oh god! Oh my god!" Stevie screamed, wrapping her arms around his neck

"Don't hold back Steph, give to me everything" Stevie bounced against him, her head tilted back as she screamed

"That's it baby..." he latched his mouth onto her breast as he emptied himself inside her on a grunt. Stevie shoved her hand between them to rub her clit, throwing her head back with a scream as she clenched around him. "I love you, God I love you so much!" She said full of emotion on her climax

"I love you too, baby," Lindsey held her tightly against him. Lindsey stayed inside her for a short time, for a maximum chance on getting her pregnant. He carried her back to the bed and laid her down, bringing her a shirt of his to wear.

"How many shirts of yours have I worn now" she joked

"Almost all," Lindsey pulled on some underwear and laid beside her

"What did I do to deserve you?" She asked wrapping his arms around herself

"You love me, that's pretty amazing," Lindsey replied, kissing her shoulder

"I do, so, so much!"

Lindsey pulled her on top of him and kissed the top of her head. "Thank you for giving me a family" she said after a minuet

"I should be thanking you," Lindsey told her

"I think our little quad family is beautiful" she smiled

"And hopefully growing soon," Lindsey rubbed her back

"Oh I hope so, more than anything...."