Destiny's POV

After I got engaged Prince was found no where. I couldn't find him anywhere. I just letter it go then I got dances with everyone including Brittany and my mom and dad. It was so much and I was glad everyone was having a good time but something was wrong. Something did feel right... I felt like I was missing something I felt........... empty.

After having snacks and dancing all over the place I found Prince on my porch starring out into the ocean.

Destiny- Hey you gonna come and join the party...

Prince-*Sniffing*Yea I'll be there in a sec.

Destiny- what's wrong?

Prince-Nothing....

He looked up at me and his eyes were blood shot red. I wonder what's wring with him Brittany probably broke up with him.

Destiny- What's wrong Prince?

He closed his eyes tightly and opened them again. I looked at him confused as to what he was doing. He raised his hand and grabbed my cheek and started leaning in. I grabbed his arm and he winced in pain.  I was confused cause I didn't even grab him that hard.

Destiny- omg I'm so sorry

Prince- It's ok

I flipped his sleeve back and saw a tattoo. It was in a letter so I read it.

"She's what I want. She's what I think about. She's who I love the most. But I can't except the fact that I can't have her."

At the bottom there was a heart with my name in it and a white ribbon that said Love. I looked up at him and he was looking down at me with sincere eyes. I just looked back down as he grabbed my hands in his.

Prince- I know I can't have you but you deserve to know the truth.....

Destiny-Prince.....

Prince- No it doesn't matter anyways cause I'm to late and I can't do nothing about it......... I'm IN love with. ...... I've have been since the day I met you at the basketball court I guess that's called love at first sight. I've never stopped thinking about and every time I close my eyes I think about you....... I wish I could've did things different in the beginning. I've been a jerk lately and that's only because I wanted you to notice me but I didn't realize that I was pushing you away. I love you so much and I would do anything in this world to take his place. Your in good hands and you deserve something good like him.

I looked up at him with tears threatening to fall from my eyes. ..... I never knew he felt this way. But now he can't have me because I love someone else and I'm happy.

Prince- And now all I ask you for is one last kiss to make it all go away.

I didn't know what to do or say. I just stood the crying......................hell!!!!!!!! You would to. Eveything seems wrong and messed up. Prince started leaning in and I didn't stop him our lips touched and we kissed.... not a rough kiss that he forced it was passionate. He lick my bottom lip asking for an entrance and for the first I let him in then we started making out.  It felt so good in my heart but my mind was telling me no.

Eventually he pulled away and we starred into each other's eyes and he kissed my forehead, and a tear slip down.

Prince- Cheer up its your 19th birthday.*smiling* Happy Birthday...... Birthday day girl.

With that he walked off the porch and into the streets and I hadn't realized I was crying until my mom came on the porch and she hugged me.

DM(Destiny's mom)- It's ok baby

Destiny- No it's not..... how much did you hear.

DM- I followed you outside......

Destiny- *Crying more*

After me and my mom were done hugging I put myself back together and I walked in with a smile as everyone congratulated me and gave me hugs that I need the most.

Roc- ITS PRESENT TIME!!!!!

Destiny- Really Roc.*Laughing a little*

Roc- Yea c'Mon he dragged me to the present spot and sat me in the chair and started handing me presents.

Destiny- Wow thanks Santa

Roc- Ho Ho Ho

The crowd started laughing and so did I Ray and Roc were the clowns of my party. They know exactly how to cheer someone up. That night I had great gifts and good letters and all. This was far the best day of my life and I'll never forget it. But there was something on my mind the whole night and I needed to talk to David alone.

David- He wassup

Destiny- Can we go somewhere in private please?

David- Yea sure

We walked up to my room and I closed and locked the door behind me, then I looked at David.

David- So what did you need to talk about....

Destiny- I've been thinking lately about tonight......

David- What about it???

Destiny-*Sighing* This is really hard to get out..*smacking forehead*

David- Just let it out I'm sure it won't harm anyone...

Destiny- Well not exactly......

He gave me a confused look and I sighed again and took deep breaths before I continued.

Destiny- Tonight two guys Told ME they loved me and I didn't have any idea they felt that way until now.... and now I figured out that I love them both and I don't know which one I love and want more. ....... and I think imma have to call the engagement off until I figure out my decision.

David looked like as if he was gonna cry and he feel down to his knees. I felt sorry for him because what if the one I loved, loved me and another girl right when I asked him will he marry me.

Destiny- I'm so so so sorry David

David- It's ok i-I just c-ca-can't loose y-You. *Stuttering and shedding a tear*Your the best thing that's every happened to me.

Destiny- Trust me the feeling is mutual... but right now I need space and time...

He sighed and stood up on his feet looking me in my eyes.

David- It'll be very very hard for me but I understand what your asking for..... just please remember how much I love you.

I nodded my head and he kissed my cheek then went out of my room leaving me there empty. Idk what to do or what I want its all just a blur right now. Then I thought if I can't choose one then I don't choose none.

))))))) 1 week later (((((((

Its been a week since my birthday and I'm still lost in my mind. Right now I'm in my bed under the covers that I haven't left since the party.. my mom trys to talk to me but I don't say a word. I'm to focused to say anything.

Right now I'm just sitting in my bed daydreaming. Idk what to do I don't answer my phone or respond to text messages just not in the mood for that I guess. I hear a knock on the door and in came Desiree and Roc.

Desiree- Hey

Destiny- Hi

Desiree- Feel better yet

Destiny- Nope

Roc- You will I have faith in you....

Destiny-*smiled slighty* Thank you but you might as well give up on me idk who I want...... so I'm choosing neither

Roc- C'Mon you have to choose at least one...

Desiree- Roc..

Destiny- No he's right. ....... but they both deserve better

Roc- Idk what's better than you....

Desiree- Yea your the most beautiful, smart, creative etc girl Ik no wonder YOU have two niggas on yo back trying to get up in there.

I slightly laughed as they starred me. I really don't know what to do, but either way one is them is gonna get hurt or both of them...... it's so hard right now.

Desiree- But anyways I came over here because I miss my best friend..

Roc- And So Roc the great and sexy has decided to throw another sleep over to cheer things up a little....

Destiny- Lemme guess you guys want me to go sorry, but no thank you..

Desiree- We knew you were gonna say that......please.

Destiny- C'mon team sexy..

Roc-  Wait I'm on this team right.

Desiree- Sure

Destiny- You guess it's seems fun but I'm really not in the mood for that.....

Roc- I'm so sorry that we had to do this.

I looked at them confused and they jumped off of the bed and Roc flipped my on his shoulder while Desiree gathered some of my clothes. Roc went full speed downstairs making me scared at as he ran to his car and throw me in locking his door. I hate those cars that you can't unlock unless you have a key, because the thing you pull up is all the way down.

They jumped in the car and drove to there house.

!!!!!!!!!!MB's Household!!!!!!!!

I got out of the car and walked inside to a quiet house. Well let's hope it stay that way.

Desiree-*Yelling to house* WE'RE HOME!!!!

Prod, Ray and Prince came running downstairs and they all gave me a bear hug.

Ray- I missed my little ball of fire....

Prod- Yea things were getting boring.....

Destiny- Well idk how I can make it fun

Prince had grabbed my bags and took them to the room. I looked back at everyone and they were giving me that look.

Destiny- What?

Ray- You should go talk to him.... your the only one who can.

I sighed then looked at the stairs and then back at them and they gave me a nodded I took a deep breath before walking to my original room. As I was about to enter I saw him in my room just looking at the bed so I leaned on the door frame watching.

Prince- Starring at people is rude.

Destiny- Well I should've told you that the first time I met you.

Prince- I wish I could've said some things also.

It was so soft that I could barley hear it but I heard every word. I sighed heavily and ran my fingers through ny hair.

Destiny- I never got the chance to say thank you...

He turned around and looked at me in my eyes as I just stood there.

Prince- And you never have to..

Destiny- look Prince imma half to tell you the truth straight up...... I've just realized that I love you to but I also love David we fell for each other we were planning a furture together I just can't let that go.

Prince- You can love more than one person at a time.

Destiny- Yea it all just doesn't seem right though.

Prince- so what are you saying....

Destiny- I'm saying we can't be together....... I chose neither of you I think y'all can find someone better.

He came closer to me,but for some reason I couldn't move it felt like my feet were super glued till the ground.

Prince- there's nothing better than you.

He started leaning in and so did I.right when were about to kiss Roc popped up out of nowhere.

Roc- I'm so sorry for interrupting, but Desiree made me come up here for Destiny she needs top talk to you.

Destiny- Ok

I walked downstairs trying find Desiree and see what she wanted.