After school we went out of the school building. We all went to Saf's place. I took her hand in mine. She looked at me and then smiled sweetly. I smiled back. We walked and I listened to others talking. I didn't say anything. I didn't know how to contribute to the conversation. I guess I was just awkward at talking.

We got to Saf's house and she let go of my hand to grab her keys and she unlocked the house. We entered and we went straight to her bedroom.

"This is a nice house, Saf." I said and smiled at her. She smiled back.

"You two are so cute." Steph said. I felt my cheeks start to burn. Steph laughed. Saf, Ro and I sat on the bed and Mat and Steph sat on the floor.

"Steph, you can sit on the bed." I suggested. She shook her head.

"I'd rather sot next to Mat. And you sit next to Saf." She said and grinned at me. Then they talked about things I didn't teally care about. I was just thinking the whole time.

Am I actually good enough for Saf? Does she deserve someone like me? Is she happy with me? Is she lying to me about being happy? I don't know the answers to any of those questions. I just know I'm happy with Saf. She is the best person to walk into my life. I'm the happiest I've ever been before. I just hope she's happy with me.

"Ty?" Saf asked. I snapped out of my thoughts. "Are you okay?" She asked. Everyone was looking at me. I nodded lightly and she smiled at me. I guess she noticed that I wasn't in their conversation. "What were you thinkin' about?" She asked. I shrugged. I didn't want her worried. Then they comtinued the conversation.