•Chapter 16•
Jimin's P.O.V.:
I quickly walk downstairs to see everyone sitting at the table already.
I also take a seat and I just start eating like all the others.
It's still pretty early. I need to go to school so yeah. Jungkook also got up, I don't know why exactly because he could just sleep as long as he wanted but I guess it's a habit for him to get up early.
Namjoon has to leave together with me and Jin.. well he's so nice to get up with us and make us breakfast.
It's always amazing to eat his food. It lightens your mood. I look at Jungkook who is already looking at me. I felt him staring.
"You already know how you will tell your story?" he asks and he gives me a curious look.
"I still need to think about it" I just answer and I see how disappointed he is.
"That Scott guy is on your school right?" he asks a little irritated. I just nod. "Don't let him change your mind. You need to choose yourself" he says and I nod again.
"You should also let him decide what he wants to do. I know that you want Taehyung to get free but Jimin knows that too. Just don't talk about it now sweetie" Jin suddenly says and he puts his hand on Jungkook's hand. "I know for sure that he will do the right thing" he continues and they both look at me.
Jungkook smiles weakly and Jin gives me an encouraging smile. I awkwardly smile back at them. I have no idea if I will do the right thing. What if I f•ck it up? I want everyone to get what he wants but that's impossible.
And the most important thing.. what do I want?
I quickly finish eating by pushing the food that I had left in my mouth before taking my backpack. "I'm going to school already" I quickly say with my mouth still full while I walk to the door.
"No, Jimin wait!" I hear Jin say a little louder what causes me to turn around again. Namjoon got up from his chair. "I'll come with you," he says and Jin nods. "We don't let you go alone again," Jin says and I sigh slightly but smile. They just care about me and are worried that something will happen again.
I was in the hospital the first day that I escaped from Eric with Mo because Eric and his little friends really hit me hard. I still have all the bruises and scratches.
Jungkook suddenly jumps up and walks to me, taking my hands in his. "I'm sorry. It's your story and you should tell it how you want it to be told" he says and I smile weakly at him. People shouldn't be pushing me in a specific direction.
I guess I need to figure out what I exactly want. "I just-" Jungkook starts but Jin stops him, already knowing that he is going to say.
"Jungkook don't," he says but Jungkook looks at him. "You don't even know what I will say," he says but Jin just shakes his head.
"Jimin let's go," Namjoon says. He pulled on his shoes and jacket and is ready to leave. I also take my jacket and walk outside, into the car.
I sigh deeply when I sit in the car and stare out of the window the whole ride.
Why can't life be easy?
**
It's lunchtime already. Did I think about how I will tell my story after school? Yes, I did. I thought about it the whole day.
Do I have an answer? No. Do I know what I will tell and what not? No. Could I concentrate on what the teachers were explaining? Obviously not.
I will stay dumb for the rest of my life. I walk down the hallway on my way to the food when I suddenly feel someone walking next to me. "How are you feeling today? You need to tell your story today right?" Scott says and we both take our food before walking to an empty table.
I sigh while putting my ass on the chair. "Yeah, that's right. Immediately after school, I have to go to the police station" I answer. "Alright-" Scott starts but the others are all taking a seat and they get my attention.
"How are you now Jimin?" Frado asks looking at me with a truly worried face. He asked this every day since I'm back.
"I'm alright," I say and I give him a friendly smile.
"You should tell them how bad they treated you after school today. They deserve to be punished right?" Scott says again suddenly.
"What is he talking about?" Frado asks and before I can answer Scott starts talking already. "He needs to go to the police station after school to tell his story," he says and Frado looks at me with big eyes.
"Good luck with that," he says and I nod with a small smile on my lips. "Just make them stay in jail," Scott says before nodding at me.
"What?" I just ask without showing any emotion. "It's just what they deserve. Living in jail for the rest of their lives" he answers but I shake my head. "You don't know what exactly happened"
"I don't need to. I don't like their stupid faces. I can tell they did only bad stuff" he replies.
"Scott you can't just judge them," Frado says but Scott immediately has an answer for him. "They are just a couple of assholes. The one with the green hair is just stupid and his friend doesn't have a brain and then you have that Jungkook guy who is just insane for staying with those crazy people and even loving one of them!" Scott defends himself with a voice full of disgust.
I cringe at his words and feel myself heating up. I'm angry.
I breathe in deeply before looking at him again. "Look, Scott, I know you only want the best for me and stuff but you don't know anything about the situation and I would like it if you could just sh•t up about it. I'll see what I'll do"
"I am just giving you good advice!" Scott says to defend himself. "I have another boy at home who also 'just gives me good advice' but he says the opposite from you" I answer and I see the anger in Scott's eyes.
"That Jungkook guy is crazy like I said before!" he says again and I don't even feel like answering anymore. "Just let it go, Scott," Frado says and Scott rolls his eyes.
I sigh deeply and continue eating. There is a tension in the air between Scott and me but I just ignore it. I don't feel like talking to him anymore and I also don't want to talk to Jungkook anymore for now.
I sigh before turning off my phone that showed me that I had a message form Jungkook. I'll talk to him after I went to the police station.
**
I'm sitting in the car next to Namjoon who's driving me to the police station. School finished not long ago. I didn't bother searching for Scott to say goodbye. I don't want to see him anymore before I told my story.
He's just like Jungkook. I don't want anyone to tell me what I should tell the police and what I shouldn't tell them. It's my own decision. It's my story. Jungkook has a part in it and I do realize that but it is my story that I will be telling.
The car stops and I look around to see that we arrived. "I guess it's for the best if you go inside alone. You should do this yourself" Namjoon says while turning off the motor of the car. I nod slowly.
"You're right. Thank you" I say and he nods. He puts his hand on my shoulder and takes a deep breath before talking. "Look Jimin, whatever you decide to tell them it is your own decision and you can't do anything wrong. Nobody will be mad at you" he says but I know it isn't true.
Jungkook could be mad or Taehyung, Yoongi, Scott and many other people. "I can't make everyone happy with my decision" I answer and he shakes his head. "No, you can't but that doesn't matter! You should be the one feeling happy about your decision" he answers and I guess he's right.
"Thank you, you're an amazing dad," I say with a little smile on my face. He starts smiling too. "I love hearing that if I'm being honest," he says and I smile before kissing his cheek and leaving the car.
I watch Namjoon riding away and after that, I walk inside. Once inside I look around until I see Lowey who immediately walks to me when he sees me.
"Jimin! I was expecting you! You're just on time" he says and he smiles friendly at me. I give him my best smile back but it's kind of weak. He puts his hand on my lower back and shows me the way while talking.
"Are you feeling okay? Ready to tell your story?" he asks but I shrug my shoulders. "I don't know Lowey. I think I'm never going to be ready" I answer as honestly as I can and he nods in understanding.
"I get that. Let's just start so you'll be done before you even realize it" he says and I nod. We walk into a room with just a table, chairs and a laptop.
He takes a seat in front of the laptop and points at the chair in front of him. "Take a seat Jimin," he says and I do as said and take a seat.
"Let's start"
"Where do I start?" I ask and I get an expected answer.
"At the beginning"
I take a deep breath while closing my eyes for a second.
Images are flashing in front of my eyes.
Images of Eric, Jungkook, Taehyung, Jin, Kai, Mo, Ella and of course... Yoongi.
I breathe out again and open my eyes to look at Lowey who is already looking at me.
"Okay, let's start"
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