Shahvaiz's POV.
As we reached home it was almost night. My eyes were going again snd again on her who was ignoring me completely and was busy in talking to Haaniyah but i knew she was aware of my gaze on her too. She turned to me and gave a deathly glare to me and I looked down to hide my smile.I knew my gaze was making her nervous but now as i come to know my mistake I was not going to hurt her again. I was not going to let her go far from me. I was going to apologise for what i did but was not going to lose her who was the queen of my heart now.

"Shanze can you please bring a cup of tea for me?" I said in order to call her but she just gave a glare to me.

"Sure." Gritting her teeth she replied and formed a fake smile.

"Its going to be very tough." Haider said as both ladies walked to kitchen.

"I know but I also know in the end she will forgive her vaiz." I said and he nodded.

"Come we should do something. Let's surprise her." Haider said and made me stood.

Holding my arm he walked ahead toward our toom and i was smiling listening his plan. He was really a true friend who was not leaving them with their problems but was solving them.

"What are you waiting for? Start now." He said and i nodded with a smile.

Manahil's POV.
"WILL YOU MARRY ME?" My eyes widened on the words he saud.

The words i longed to hear. The words which just made a storm of happiness to rush inside me and the answer!! The answer was ready, ready to slip out of my mouth but i was holding it hardly.

"Say something at least." Holding my hands in his, he said.

"Kashan I..." I just couldn't say anything as the words of my father were ringing in my ear.

The bitter reality was in front of me then how could I live in this beautiful dream which was seated in front of me. I was helpless. I wished to die at moment because once again I was going to break his heart.

"My marriage got fixed Kashan. I can't answer you." My words brought a very sad smile on his lips.

"I know. You've told me but still just for my living say what will be your answer if there wouldn't be any option. If I asked this question years ago what your answer could be then and now?" He wanted to know and i gulped my tears down.

"Its...a yes then." I replied with tears rushing out of my eyes and for the first time i saw his eyes after these years lighten up.

"I will marry you." I said as many tears left my eyes and i could see his eyes wet too.

"May I?" He said as he placed his hand in front of me.

I gave my hand in his and he slightly slid a diamond ring in my finger.

"You know this is all a dream. This can't be reality. We can't be in real." I said pointing toward the ring i was holding.

""I know but let me live in this dream until you're with me." He said and looked at my hand and held it in his firmly.

"I love you my love." Kissing the back of my hand he said and i felt my hand shivered.

"Don't do this Kashan. You will only hurt yourself in the end." I said scared to hurt him.

He kept looking at me with wet eyes and i just wanted to embrace his love and never let him go but i iust couldn't do that. Why things were so complicated?  Looking away from his heated eyes, I stood up and looked around tried to avoid eye contact with him who was beating my heart more with his presence around me.

"Kashan we should go now. Its getting late." I said and he stood up too.

"Let's go." Saying he held my hand in his and start walking toward the back way to our bike.

I was just looking at him and feeling my every feet heavy I was taking it because i knew I was again going far from him. I had left no option for me to be with him ever.

"Here." As we sat on the bike  I composed myself and said while tried to take off that ring he made me wear.

"What are you doing?" He asked as he  turned and saw me taking off the ring.

"Ending the dream which will only hurt us." I said and tried to take off the ring which was not taking out.

"It stuck." I said as I was now pulling it out but no it was not moving.

"Like you've stuck with me. This ring is yours and you don't need to take it out." Saying he started the bike and I once again tried to take it off from my finger.

"I said its yours Manahil. And it won't come out." He said while turning his head a little to me.

"But.." I was about to say when he start riding the bike making my hand to move to his shoulder.

"I'm going back to never come back." I heard him while a lonely tear left my eye.

"Going away from you Manahil." He said again and i just couldn't stop myself from placing my head on his shoulder and moved my hand ahead to his waist.

"Me too." I said closing my eyes to just feel him closer to me.

I didn't want to think not wanted to see anything but only him. The bitter reality of life was standing in front of me and I just closed the eyes. I was scared. Scared of going far from him again. How will I live this time without him? Far from him?

Wipping the tears I made myself at distance from him and tried to avoid all those hurt, fears and tears which were around me taking in their embrace as the thought of him going far from me was coming in my mind.

"Go." Stopping the bike in front of Haider's house, he said and I came out of my thoughts.

Stepping down from the bike I looked at him once and turned to go but stopped as i felt his warm touch on my hand. Turning to him i looked at him who smiled and moved a little closer to me. Touching his forehead with mine, he closed his eyes while his hands cupped my face. Slowly I felt his lips on my forehead making my eyes to close down and a tear left my eye.

"I can live a life now. With this moment, I'll spend my all life." Whispering he kept placing his forehead on mine and I just kept looking at him who was so near to me yet so far.

"Go now." Pushing me lightly he said and turned to other side avoided to look at me.

"Bye Kashan." I heard myself saying and took back steps and almost ran inside.

Tears were rolling down my cheeks and I was just totally heartbroken.  It was really difficult. So much difficult to stay away from him. My heart was crying but there was nothing I could do to heal its pain.

Shanze's POV.
After spending a long day I was so much tired. We all were seated in the hall waiting for Manahil but I was not feeling well. I was getting tired and feeling sleepy.

"I'll be going to my room. I'm actually a little tired." Felt tired I said and got up.

Haaniyah gave a nod to me and I walked toward my room. I didn't know why i was feeling so much tired. Not feeling good. I thought I was going to have fever.  With many thoughts I pushed the door and turned the lights on and closed the door behind me. As i took step ahead my eyes widened and feet stuck to the ground. For a second I just kept standing there tried to believe on what I saw. Almost running toward bed I looked at the word written with rose petals in the middle of the bed.

"Sorry".

I was amazed to see this but then something else caught my attention and I walked ahead toward the dressing table. A heart with rose petals was again made on the table and there was a card placed near that heart. With shivering hand I took the card and opened it.

"I'm sorry. Sorry for hurting you. For not understanding you. For every tear, For every heart break. Your vaiz."

I was shocked to see all this. Tears brimmed up in my eyes and then I felt someone's presence in the room. Turning I saw him closing the door and looked at me with a smile.

"What's all this?" I asked looking at him who was taking slow steps.

"My little effort to seek forgiveness." He said stopping in front of me.

"Forgiveness for what?" I asked harshly as the anger increased in me.

"For hurting you all this time. For keeping myself far from you." I heard which increased my rage more.

"Really? Then try something else. It's not working." Throwing that card on him I walked beside him while wiping my tears.

Here he had given me so much pain with rude behaviour and strangeness and he's just saying sorry. He thought it could be easy.

"I'm sorry Shanze. Listen to me please." I heard him and turned to say something harsh but stopped as i saw him.

"I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry. I know I'm stupid fool who couldn't understand your feelings neither his own." On his knees with holding ears he was saying all this.

"I'm sorry for considering that night, beautiful night of ours a mistake. I thought I hurt you. I thought I crossed my limit but no I was wrong. Our relation crossed all the limitations. It's filled with love and I was just so stupid ignoring it, escaping from the truth. Escaping from the feeling my heart has for you. The Love which was present from the first say of our marriage I just couldn't see it. I'm sorry for making you cry." Still holding his ears he was saying all this looking so cute but i was not going to melt soon.

"Fine. I accept your sorry. Now stay away from me." Saying i turned to go but again I heard him.

"What kind of forgiveness is this when you are still angry with me?? Shanze." He called and before I could lay on bed he turned me toward him.

"I'm saying sorry na. I'm very bad but you are super cute. Always ignored my every mistake.  Please forgive your vaiz this time. I want my shanze back." He was saying and i was just trying hard to stop my tears.

"Why?" I asked and folded my arms on my chest.

"Because I'm in love with my cute yet stupid friend who is my loving wife. I want my shanze, my loving shanze back." I heard him and my eyes go wide.

"What...did you say?" I asked not believing on my ears.

"I LOVE YOU." Cupping my face he said and i just pushed his hands away.

Again he was going to make fun of me but this time I won't let it happen

"Stop all this. You don't have to say which you never felt.  I forgave you and I'm not angry with you but don't say such words which hurt me more." Crying I said and turned to bed but i was again taken in his arms from behind.

"I'm saying what I'm feeling with every passing second. Your love is deeply rooted in my heart. It's just that i couldn't recognized it. But now i know what I'm feeling is love. That love we have in our hearts in our relation." He said and i just couldn't hold myself anymore.

Turning to him i slapped him harder and two more with crying loudly.  How dare he to hurt me. I was pushing him back and crying. All the pain rushed out in the form of tears but he didn't stop me. Holding my wrist he pulled me in his arms and I just lost it. Hugging him back I just cried out. Cried my heart and let the pain washed out of my heart, my soul and my brain.

"Stop crying now." Pulling me back he wiped my tears while I again hit his hand with a smile.

"Am i forgiven now?" He asked and i gave a nod with wet eyes.

"Don't do this again vaiz or I'll die." I said stopping my hiccups and he pulled me back in his arms tightly hugging me.

"I won't hurt you again. I'm so sorry for every tear." I felt him kissing my head and I just smiled and my heart got relaxed on his feel while eyes closed down with his feel.

"I love you vaiz." Holding him tightly I said and smiled happily.

Haaniyah's POV.

I was looking at him who was sitting at a distance from me placing the wall of pillows between us. His eyes fixed on the tv screen busy in watching the movie while I groaned in anger as why the hall he was trying to keep himself away from me. Why this stupid wall between us??

And I was far from him. Not able to feel him not to hold him. Sighing I placed the bowl of popcorn aside and gathered my legs and turned my head toward him.

"Haider." I called who was fully engrossed in watching the movie.

"Hmm." He just replied making me narrow my eyes at him.

"Would you like to make love to me?" I said and saw him jumped on his place, turning his head toward me.

"What?" He asked shocked.

"You were fully engrossed in the movie not talking to me so, I just tried  to get your attention." Saying I blinked my eyes innocently.

"You're impossible." Turning back to his movie he fixed his eyes again on the tv screen.

"Is this movie more attractive than me? Haider come on talk to me. And why this wall?" I tried to take the pillow cushions away from between but he held it back on the place.

"No. Don't. Don't take them off." He said and placed the pillows again in between while I made a face.

"Why?" I asked moving a little closer.

"Because I sense, your intentions are not good tonight. I've to take care of myself." He said pulling his shirt up.

"You...you think I want to..." Words couldn't come out of my mouth while I fisted my hand.

"Yes. Now stop talking and sleep but don't forget to take your medicines." He said and took the remote to switch the channel but grabbing it I turned the tv off.

"What are you..." As he was about to say I moved closer, removing the pillows away and circled my arms around his neck.

"Haaniyah." He was shocked on my act but now he'd to pay for what he said.

"Just shut up." Moving closer to his lips I said and looked deeply in his eyes.

"Please move away." He said and i smiled as I could see the effect of me on him.

"And if I didn't?" Asking I took seat in his lap pulling him more closer.

"Haaniyah..Please." He tried to take me off of his lap but I leaned closer and touched his lips with mine.

"Kiss me Haider." Pecking his lips, I whispered.

Haider's POV.
"Kiss me Haider." My eyes closed down on the feel of her lips  and her fingers slowly running in my hair.

I just couldn't resist the urge to hold her back. To take her in my arms. Her feel, her fragrance, her warmth all that time I wanted to feel. Circling my arms around her, I start kissing her back. After a long time, we were this close to each other. I just couldn't stop myself to kiss her kiss her like there was not tomorrow for us.

"Haider." I heard her whisper and i immediately broke the kiss.

"You okay?" Concerned, I asked but her eyes were closed and she was taking deep breaths holding my shirt in her fist.

"I've told you to please stay away from me and now see what is happening to you? Haaniyah you okay? Opened your eyes please." I got scared.

Scared again.  Scared on losing her. How could I forget that she was not well. How I forget about her condition.

"Haaniyah please you..."

"Shhh..." She placed her forefinger on my lips to shut me up and leaned closer to touched her forehead with me.

"I'm fine." Slowly she opened her eyes and looked at me but I saw tears in her eyes but lips had a smile on them.

"You okay?" Caressing her cheek I asked as I felt my eyes going wet.

"I'm. I'm fine. Nothing happened to me." Caressing my cheek, she said and smiled more.

"Haider." She called me and I was just lost in watching her.

"Will you.." She paused and her eyes lowered down and I saw her biting her lips.

"Will you...make..me yours tonight?" My eyes widened on her question.

"Haaniyah what..." I was again stopped by her lips.

Pecking my lips, she hugged me. I held her back.

"Nothing is going to happen to me because you're with me. I..I want to be yours Haider." She slowly said and moved back.

I saw her eyes lower shivering a little and cheeks red like tomato just like my old Haaniyah who looked more beautiful when she shy.

"But I don't want to hurt my
Haaniyah." Cupping her face i said.

Giving me glare of anger, she removed my hand from her face, pushed me back on bed and came on top of me. I was totally shocked on her acts today.

"When I'm saying that I'm fine that means I'm fine and one
More thing." Placing her arms on my cheat, she leaned closer to my face.

"You don't have an option." Saying, she just slammed her lips on mine making my eyes to wide.

"Kiss me Haider." Whispered on my lips, she start kissing me passionately and I just lost it.

Circling my arms around her waist, I start kissing her with love with passion.

Moving with her to the left, I landed her on bed and went on top of her still kissing her. She pulled back as she felt lack of breath but I didn't stop. I just couldn't.  My lips travelled toward her jawline down toward her throat.

"Haider." With heavy breaths, she moaned my name.

"Are you sure Haaniyah?" Going back to face her, I asked, concerned.

She smiled and gave a nod to me. I rested my forehead on hers and took few deep breaths.

"Tell me if I hurt you okay." I said and she gave a nod.

Smilingly, I turned toward the lamps and turned the light off to spend a blissful and loving night with Haaniyah.

Manahil's POV.

I looked at the entrance of my house and took a deep breath before heading ahead. Holding the bag in my hand, I was walking inside my home where new decisions had been taken for me but I had more thoughts on my mind.

First I didn't tell Haaniyah about my departure. I know both will be angry. But I had to. I didn't want to face them. To anyone. I didn't want them to see Kashan in my eyes. Secondly, I was thinking about kashan. Did he went over there again to see me??

Gulping the tears I shook my head on my thought and took a deep breath before stepping inside.

"Assalam-u-Alikum." I greeted as I entered the hall and looked at my family.

"Manahil you came." Mom said with a smile and came to hugged me.

With a smile i hugged her. Lookibg around, I was finding dad but then I saw my brothers smiling at me and came to hugged me.

"We missed you." Hugging me aside both of them my brothers said.

"I missed you too." Hiding my tears, I said.

I didn't know why my eyes were filling up again and again with tears. I didn't know what thing was hurting me.  Why I was feeling scared.

"Kashan." My heart yelled his name but I ignored it like always.

Gulping the lump of tears forming in my throat, I tried to smile.

"Where is dad?" I asked looking at mom.

"He went to meet Farukh. Your would be husband." Mom said slowly and my rage increased.

"How can dad do this? Without even asking me, he fixed my marriage with an unknown person. I don't know him, never seen him and Daf is arranging my wedding with him. Wow." Throwing my bags away I cried my heart out as I took seat on sofa and hide my face in my palms.

"Hey gudiya." I felt bhai's hand on my head but I just couldn't hold the pain rising in my heart.

"Bhai please I don't want to marry him." I said looking at him.

"So you want to marry that rockstar Kashan Hussain?" I looked at him shocked.

"Don't be shocked. That rockstar came with his proposal 2 days ago." My eyes widened on what bhai said.

A/N::Assalam-u-Alikum readers.

How are you all??

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