Haaniyah's POV.
"Haaniyah." On the voice i took a deep breath and opened the door.

He was standing waiting for me. As i looked at him i found a teasing smile on his lips making my eyes to lower down.

"So hidibg from me!?" He said and i looked at him didn't wabt to give him a chance of teasing me.

"Never. Why would I?" Pushing him out of the way i walked to the room.

But before i could take another step i was taken in his arm from behind while i felt tingle in my stomach as he placed his chin on my shoulder.

"So should be continue where we stopped?" He whispered in my ear taking my earlove in his lips making me shy more.

I didn't know what kind of connection i had with him what kind of feelings i feel for and what these sensations were whenever he touched me. Even after losing my memory i think my heart didn't forget him. My heart still remembered him that's why I feel a pull toward him. I feel crazy for him with every passing second.

"You had promised to yourself that you won't touch me. What happened to that promise?" Hiding my smile i said and slowly he entangled his arms from me making me turn to him.

"You're so tempting that i can't resist sometimes." Cupping my face he said and i narrrowed my eyes at him.

"Only sometimes?" On my question he laughed.

"I'm always desperate for you." Saying he pulled me closer to him.

"But only for you I'm stopping myself. Just get well soon then I'll drench you in the shower of my love Haaniyah." He said and i smiled while holding his shirt from front.

"I'm perfectly fine Haider." On my words he kept silent for few seconds.

Kissing my forehead he looked into my eyes.

"I know." Saying he held my hand and walked to the bed but i just kept looking at his serious face.

"First take your medicine." Making me sit down on bed he took my medicine and came to me while I shook my head negatively.

"I won't." I said and he looked at me amazed.

"Why?" He asked.

"Its been 3 days that we came here but we didn't go out for anything." I said as i put my feet up on the bed and pulled the duvet.

"Tomorrow morning I'll take you." He said taking seat in front of me.

"Promise?" I asked to confirm.

"Promise. Now have your medicine." Taking the pills from his hands I gulped them with water and looked at him who was already looking at me and i could see a fear in his eyes.

Moving closer to him i placed my head on his shoulder.

"Don't be scared. I'm not going to leave you ever." I said with closed eyes.

"Ever?" He asked and i could sense his fear of losing me.

"Never ever. I love you Haider." On my words i felt his arms around me hugging me.

"I love you too my love." Whispering he just kept hugging me while i just kept my eyes closed.

"Who was on the door?" As i remembered i asked moving back and looked at him who was smiling on my question.

"You've to do something for me." He said while i got confused on his words.

Manahil's POV.
"What was he saying?"

"What will Tasavur say if he asked to marry him?"

"What will be his reaction if he got to know that I'm Tasavur?"

"Am i going to break him again?"

"Am i going to again reason of his hurt and tears?"

Asking all these questions to myself i was looking at my reflection visible in the mirror. Brushing my teeth my mind was tangled with all these questions and was trying to find any answer. I wss really not understanding how to handle all this. I didn't want to hurt him again. I didn't want to go far from him. But there was nothing I could do. Tears brimmed up in my eyes as the thought of losing him again haunt me and i felt helpless in loving him. I didn't had any control on my heart. It was getting crazy for him more than before.

"Kashan." Taking his name i fekt him around me.

"Thinking about me!" Startled on the voice i looked at the reflection visible behind me.

He was standing in his black suit cuff, folded on his forearms leaned on the bathroom door while a beautiful smile was touchibg his lips.

"What are you doing here?" Shocked on seeing him in my bathroom i turned immediately but there was no one.

"Huh! Where did he go?" Mumbling to myself i took few steps ahead to find him around but he was nowhere.

"Was  i dreaming?" Asking myself i again went back to brush my teeth.

Taking a bath after brushing teeth i made mysekf free from all thoughts and wore a yellw shirt on jeans. After combing my hair i took the jacket to put on. Taking my stroller i rushed out as i felt my stomach making noise.

"I'm so much hungry." Mumbling to myself i rushed down throught stairs and as i reached in the hall, my eyes found them already there waiting for me.

"Sorry for being late." Saying i walked to four of them who were going to the breakfast table.

"No worries. Come. Have breakfast." Said Haaniyah and holding my hand she walked ahead toward the breakfast table where Shanze, Shahvaiz and Haider were already took their seats.

"How are you now Shahvaiz?" As i took seat i asked to shahvaiz who was looking weak.

"I'm fine now. Just a little weakness." He said and i gave a nod while my eyes roamed around to find who was missing.

"Is everything okay Manahil?" Haaniyah asked placing her hand on my shoulder.

"I'm." Replying with a forceful smile i started to eat my breakfast.

Where did he go??

Is he angry??

Or something else??

Is he not going to have his breakfast??

End of my mental  stress and these question when i decided to ask where he is. Taking a breath i looked up at Haider who was already looking at me.

"Where is Kashan?" Finally i asked.

"He's gone." Replied Haider and again looked down at his breakfast.

He was gone??

How??

Why??

I was not understanding why and when?? But he just was here yesterday and now?? Everything suddenly become so colourless and i felt my appetite ended.

"Shanze today we are going to Mall Road for shopping. It will be fun." Said Haaniyah looking at Shanze but i was still tangled with his thought.

"I'm so excited for shopping. Its been long that I shopped something." The voices of excitement were ringing around me but i was not there.

My all interest had gone. He not only had gone but took again my all happiness with him. My eyes started to get wet and i looked down avoiding to look at anyone.

"Manahil what happened to you?" Haider asked but i didn't look at him who was waiting for my answer.

Forming a smile o my face i looked up at all of them whose eyes were on me.

"Nothing. I'm good. So when we are going?" I asked tried to show my excitement but truly i felt empty again.

Felt lost again with empty handed. I thought i had lost him again and that was true somewhere. I had lost him intentionally, not now but years ago.  I ran out of his life and now when he back off why it hurt.

"After the breakfast. You get ready and girls please don't take much time in preparations." Said Haider and i gave a nod.

Me and shanze got up. She rushed toward her room while i was taking slow steps thinkibg still about kashan. How could he go just like that?? Without telling.

Like you'd gone.

My subconscious said and i felt guilty in hurting him every time.

"Haider." Couldn't take it for longer i turned and called Haider.

"Where did kashan go? Why he left all of sudden? Did he said something? I asked all the questions in one breath and tried to control my shivering hands.

As my heart got scared. Scared of going far from him again and this time i fekt i won't be able to bear the separation.

"I don't know. He just said he's going as he has some work. "Said  Haider but i was still not believibg that he just left without saying a word to me.

"Okay." Saying i ran to my room and closed my eyes as i rested my back with door.

"So i again lost you." Thought i went to pack my luggage as now i couldn't stay there.

But then stopped as Haaniyah's face appeared to my eyes and her happiness too.

"I can't go like this." Whispering i sat down and start sheding tears thinking about my kashan.

Shahvaiz's POV.
I was looking at her who was looking so excited for shopping. But one thing i was noticing that she was completely ignoring me. The care and worry i saw on her face when i fall ill was not there now. She was again hidden in her that sheild which was hiding her real colour from me. She was hiding my shanze from me.

"Let's go." Taking my wallet and mobile I said but before me she exit the room making me sigh and i followed her out where Haider and Haaniyah were waiting for us.

We all got in the car parked there. All three girls were on the back seats while me and Haider were seated on the front. Haider was driving and i was just looking around.

"What we'll shop?" I heard her and smiled touched my lips on her excitement.

"Silly girl." Mumbling to myself i leaned back on the chair and closed my eyes for some peace.

After the drive of half an hour finally we reached the Mall road. Countless shops were there to shop. Clothes jewellery antics and many more shops about the other things were there. Many tourist were there also for shopping.  Girls smiled looking at the shops while me and Haider sighed.

"It's going to be a long shopping day." On my comment Haider laugh making girls turned to us.

"What did you say?" Asked my girl and i shook my head.

"Nothing.  You girls start your shopping." I said and start walking in the  huge road which had so much colours around.

The both sides of road were filled with countless shops and the road was leading to the next destination of other shops of bags shoes and many other small stalls. Some shops of dry fruits and handcrafted shop took my attention. I looked at the girls who were busy in some cloth shop selecting dresses for them and Haider went to some jewellery shop.

I fall my steps on the way of dry fruits shop.  I knew she was crazy for them and maybe this can make her look at me. Maybe she could forgive me. Buying different dry fruits for her i made my way to the handicraft things to buy something unique for her. As i entered the shop my eyes fell on the jewellery box which was beautifully made with beads. Selecting it i paid for it and stepped out when i saw everyone waiting for me.

"Shall we?" Asked Haider and i gave a nod.

Later all ladies made us tired. They roamed all around searched every shop for their things and me and Haider walking behind him fully tired.

"Don't you think we should eat something?" I said looking at Haider who gave a nod.

"Girls we are going to that restaurant. Come there when you get free." Haider said to the girls and taking their nod we walked to the restaurant to have something.

Taking seat we ordered tea for us both as the cold breeze started to blow making the shiver of cold run in us.

"So what's going on between you and shanze?" As i took a sip of tea asked Haider and i looked at him who was siping his tea keeping me in his eyes.

"What you mean?" Asking, I looked around in the restaurant.

Different people were there. Some with families, some with friends and some were couples. Enjoying the dishes they wanted.

"What i mean is what is happening between you two? Are you both happy with this marriage?" He asked and i looked at him.

"Why are you asking all this? Everything is fine between us." Looking away from his those eyes which were fixed on me like he was reading me in and out.

"But i don't find it fine. If you both are happy with this marriage then why you both are sleeping separately? Why don't you both call each other? I can feel the distance between you both." He was showing me the mirror of those truths  which was hurting me all the time.

"Tell me. Maybe i can help you. Share your problem with me." He said snd i looked at him and took a deep sigh as now i had to share all this with someone.

"We are not like this from start. We were happy with our marriage." I started and took a second of break.

"Then what happened?" He asked making me lost to back those says.

"We were so happy.  Willingly, we both took the step of our marriage. We were happy to be with each other. I took  her to Singapore on our honeymoon as she wanted to go there but there i spoiled everything." I stopped to take a breath.

"I crossed the limit. I hurt her. I broke her trust on me. I just made her break that line for which she was not ready yet." I said and looked up at him.

"So you broke her?" He asked and i gave a nod.

"After that night I apologise to her.  I asked her to forgive me that I broke her trust on me. I crossed the line. And we came back from our honeymoon." I completed and looked at him who was glaring at me.

"And you came back?? Such an idiot you're." He said and i looked at him confused.

"I'm idiot?" I asked and he gave a nod.

"Yes you're.  Can't you see that she loves you idiot. The care the worries the love i can see in her eyes for you why can't you see? I saw her worried for you when you got sick and you're worried that you hurt her. Yes you hurt her because you didn't recognized her love." He said and i looked at him with wide eyes.

"She loves me? Come on, you must  misunderstood it. She doesn't love me." I said.

"That's why she's angry with you  because you didn't understand her love." He completed and i was looking at him surprised.

Surprised on his words. She loved me. Was this true? But she never said never showed then how could i recognized it. I was still not sure on what i heard from.

"Its not true Haider. She doesn't love me. And yes i hurt her for this I can't forgive myself." I said looking down when I heard the phone ring.

"Let me give you your answers." As i looked up said Haider and picked the call and put it on the speaker.

"Vaiz..doesn't love me." My eyes widened as i heard her voice from other side of call.

"He never loved me. I was always his friend and was happy with it but now i think I've lost my friend too." She was saying and i felt her crying.

"And why that happened?" Manahil's voice came.

"I don't know. Maybe I'm not the one he want to be with.  The one he choose to be the mother of his children, the queen of his heart but its not me." She said and i looked at Haider who was looking at me.

"Do you love him?" Asked Haaniyah and my heart beat stop while i held my breath to hear her answer.

"I do. I love him a lot but he's an idiot. And i hate him." She said angrily snd Haider cut the call.

"So any questions now? See what have you done with you and her." Haider said but i was still shocked that she loved me.

Really?!!

"She loves me?" I was still in the shock.

"Yes you dumb. Now clear all your misunderstandings and confess your love to her too." Said Haider and a relaxed smiled touched my lips.

"I will." As i said my eyes moved toward the entrance of the restaurant where girls were coming.

My girl had tears in her eyes with a smile and she was saying something to Haaniyah but i lost myself in her. I didn't know that I was this much in love with her. I never knew that she was the girl i ever wanted in my life. But now i knew she was the girl my heart yearns for and who was the queen of my heart.

Now i had to do something to end her anger her offence and i knew i will be succeeded. With a smile i looked away when she turned to see me.

Shanze's POV.
How arrogant and rude he was. Ignoring me all the time. As i looked at him he turned his face to other side not wanted to look at me.

"Such an idiot." Saying i also looked away from him and took seat with my friends.

The food was ordered and we all had it. While eating i never for once looked at him, avoiding him. If he didn't care for me, didn't want to look at me then i also didn't want to.

After the lunch, we all headed toward our shopping again. Passing from a handbags shop i stopped there and looked at the beautiful clutches shoulder bags handbags which had so beautiful embroidery on them. Some had mirror work with light embroidery. I took a blue colour shoulder bag and paid for it while Haaniyah and Manahil choose their own colours. We all were happy with our shoppibg enjoying every moment forgetting every thing else.

"Girls we're tired now." On Haider's words we laughed and looked at both of them who were holding our shopping bags.

"Its almost evening and your shopping is not ending.  Please mercy on us and leave some shopping for some other day." He said and giggling we girls gave a nod while walked back toward our car.

"It was such a lovely day." Haaniyah said and i gave a nod in agreement.

"Yes it was. It was a complete day." It was shahvaiz who said making me startled.

Not thinkibg about more about his words i iust looked out at the passing view which were looking so beautiful and it felt they were running with us. The trees,mountains, cliffs, clouds and air everything was running behind as the car was moving fast and i was just enjoyng the weather. All of sudden the rain started making the weather so cold and beautiful.

"Its so beautiful." Manahil said and i looked at her who was placing her hand out of the window feeling the drops of rain on her palm.

"It is." I said but she turned to me.

"But someone is missing." Her slow voice was not that slow that couldn't be heard.

Her eyes started to get and she looked away. Me and Haaniyah looked at each other and then sighed.

"This love." Said Haaniyah and i gave a nod in agreement .

"Yes this love." I retorted and looked again outside where the rain was falling down on the earth drenchibg each and every thing but our hearts were still thristy waiting for the rain of love to be poured on us.

"How much time more will it take?" Shahvaiz's voice came and we all looked at the tragfic jam ahead.

Lots of vehicles were waiting for their way to be cleared. Our car was also stuck between them. The speed of rain incread. The beautiful sky covered with black clouds who were pouring this rain on us. The water was rushing down on the road the tress were dancing with every stroke of the wind. 

I was enjoying the weather when i heard manahil's yell. As i turned i saw her shocked while her right hand on her heart and other on her mouth with wide. I looked at the direction where she was looking. As boy on bike with blavk jacket black gloves and helmet just parked his bike next to our cars and now was looking at us.

"Who's he?" I asked Haaniyah who was as shocked as was Manahil.

Third person's POV.

"Call her." Said Mr Hameed looking at his son who was typing something on mobile.

"Yes Dad." Saying he dailed the number and passed the mobile to Mr Hameed.

On the third ring the call was picked. He looked at his wife and gave a nod to say what he wanted to. Not only say but to order her and that was the only way which can make her agree.

"Manahil." Mr Hameed said and took a breath.

"Come home as soon as you can." Said Mr Hameed.

"But why Dad? I'm on vacations with Haaniyah.  I've told you right!?" She said and his father took a sigh.

"I know but now it's necessary for you to come. I've fixed your marriage and in the week you're getting married." He said for what he called.

"What?" As he expected the shout of Manahil reached him.

Manahil's POV.
"What? What are you saying Dad?" I asked as i thought I've heard him wrong.

"I've devided now. No one can change my decision not even you. Come home next morning. I've fixed your marriage date." Dad said but i was shocked on the words he said.

My marriage??

What was happening around me??

And this moron with everything black on he was looking at me from his helmet i knew because his head was turned to me. God this long traftic jam was irritating me because that guy was increasing my irritation more. On all this my dad gave me a shocking news.

"Marriage? What marriage?? Dad I'm not going to do this." As I've said I looked at the guy who removed the helmet from his face and my eyes widened.

"Kashan!?" I almost yelled looking at him who winked at me while placing his helmet in front of him on the bike.

"Put that on Dude.  You're not a common man now but a celebrity." Haider said and i gave a nod in agreement.

"Manahil. I won't listen no. Come home next morning." Dad ordered again and cut the call.

My eyes started to get wet as i was looking at him who was looking so handsome in black attires. Black shirt black jacket blavk gloves. The colour was made to be His colour which made him more attractive with it. The redness of his cheek was not hidden from me which was the sign of cold. His light brown hair were moving with every stroke of air and the drops of rain were slowly falling on him.

"Kashan just put that helmet on. And where is your security?" Again asked Haider while i was lost in his eyes who didn't left mine for once.

"I want you to come." Placing his hand in front of me he said while i was shocked on his offer.

"Its Kashan Hussain." I heard and turned to see.

Many people on bike and cars noticed kashan and now i knew it was going to be a trouble.

"For the last time. Come." Leaning a little closer to my window he said looking directly in my eyes and i couldn't stop myself.

Unlocking the door i stepped out and he smiled beautifully.  I could see the shine of his eyes which increased as i held his hand.

Standing in front of him I tried to not blink and just kept looking at him.who just disappeared all of sudden and now was here to give peace to my heart yet making it run fast for him.

"Wear your helmet." I said still keeping my eyes on him.

"Today no orders no limits no fears. Just trust." He said holding my hand firmly.

"Sit." He said pinting toward the back seat of the bike.

"Hey rockstar are you forgetting you are not an ordinary person that you can go with a girl just like that. Wear your helmet or leave her with us." Again Haider took part and i hid my smile on his words.

"Not going to leave her today neither I'm going to wear this helmet. Take it from me as a gift." Throwing the helmet inside the car he said and  looked at me.

"Sit." He said and nodding i jist jumped on the seat behibd him and placed my hand on his shoulder.

As i held him he turned his head a little to see me and that smile touching his lips was not hidden from me.

"Dude its raining. Why you want to create some scandal about you snd Manahil. Please understand." Again Haider tried to stop us.

"Haider let them go. Don't stop them." It was shahvaiz who said.

"Guys i think the roads are getting clear and also the rain is decreasing. You go but please be careful." Shahvaiz said and i could see a teasing smile on everyone's lips.

As the traffic started to move he started the bike and in few seconds it start running on the roads which had so much turns.

"You remember those days?" He asked.

"I do." I replied and closed my eyes to feel the pour of rain on my face.

"I missed those day when you were so close to me. Ehen i didn't had the fear of losing you." I heard him and then i fekt him holding my hand which was on hus shoulder.

Taking it in his hand he took it ahead to his chest just close to his heart.

"Hold me." I heard him again and i felt hand shivered on his chest.

"As i said no fears no limits snd no orders. Just do wgat your wants now in this moment." He said and i took my other too to his chest.

Plaving my hands on his chest i leaned closer to him and rested my head on his shoulders.

"You're flirting with me miss." He said eith a light smile.

"Shut up." Saying i closed my eyes and jeot feelibg him who was beating in my heart.

"Rockstar." I called him as i placed my  chin on his shoulder.

"Hmmm." He answered.

"Will ypu forgive me? For hurting you. I'm sorry i couldn't stay there for ypu shen you cslled me." I said and he stopped the bike.

I looked at tge place. A large road was going to upside to lead the way toward the chairlifts and other restaurants. The small mountains were wet the sky was clody the eind was stringe snd on thus he was offeribg me his gabd to walk with him. Holdibg it didn't disappoint him and we both staet walking.

I saw many people turning and lookibg at us like they wrre believibg that it was really the tockstart Kashan Husnain or his duplicate.  I was smiling happily on his fame but he was looking striaght not giving attenyion to sny one.

"Where ypu gone yesterday?" I asked.

"Some work. Just came yo meet ypu for the last time." He said and this time he turned and looked at me.

"Oh." Sadky i replied and look away from his heated ryes ehere i coukd see only me.

"You didn't answer me. You forgave me?" I asked him again.

"No.  Never. I just can't." He replied and a sigh realsed grom my lips.

"Still I'm sorry." I said looking at yhe passing views.

"For what? For not lovibg me? For leabing me all of sudden? For not believibg on my love? For breakibg my heart? For throwinh me oit of your life? Or for runnibg away grom the reality?" He said stopping in front of snd looked deeply in my eyes.

"For everything." Repkting slowly i looked away not tried to show him the tears which started to brim up in my eyes.

"Manahil." He cslled bit i didn't look at him.

Kashan's POV.

"Manahil." I cslled her eho was nit lookibg st me but her tears were not hidden from me.

"You can't hide snythibg fromme. Not even your tears." I said snd turned her face toward me.

"You still don't want to sccept that..."

"My marriage got fixed." My words were badky cut by her srbtence and I looked at her in shock snd disbelive.

"Dad just called and told ne sbout my marriage. In a week I'm...getting married." Sge said with tears filled eyes on me.

I tottered a luttle on my place. Was i lost again. Did i lost her sgain. She was again sbatching ne breaths away and I was dtanding tgere helplessly.

"Was this a joke?" I asked and she laughed sadly.

"I wish but its the reality you wrre talkibg about." She said looking in my eyes mircelessly.

"You are so cruel." I said who laughed agsin snd staeted to walked ahead.

Her hand slipped from mine and i just keot standing there lookibg at ger who was goibg far from me. After taking few steps she turned to see ne. Her red eyes were nit hidden from me. The tears shich she thought she coukd hide in the rai were also in my eyes.

"Hold it for me. I'm still no ones." Forwarding her hand to me she said and with tears in my eyes i moved ahead abd took her gand in mine.

"Hate me Kashan." As we both were walking slowly lookibv at our surroundings and somewhere fighting sith our hearts i heard her.

She looked st me andi was slrwady lookibg at her. She smiled and walked to sit on the rock placed at the side of the road.

"Hate me. I'm not worthy of your love. I akwats hurt you and you still like a drazy man is hoping that..." She stopped sbd cried with hicvuos ehile jiding her face in her pslms.

I just jeot lookibg at her for few seconds snd tgen walked to her. Sittibg on my one knee i hel6her hands sbd remived them from my face.

"Csn i ask whuch i brver asked? Ehich i akways wanted to ask?" I asked oermission and he looked st me.

"Kashsn what?? Stand up. What are you doing?" She said as she niticed my sitying position.

"Shhh...its just a wish.  The unspoken words which i always wanted to say. Let me ask you." I said and saw her nodding.

I placed my hand in front of her ehere sge paced her sift habd on mibe. Holding it with live i loomed in her eyes.

"Manahil you are my life. You are the one who brought happiness to my life. You made the idiot snd stupid kadhan the rockstar Kashan Hussain. ThisKashan Hussain loves you. You live in his heaet. I see you when i close my eyes snd i want to see you when i open my eyes. You are the reason of my living. You are my everything.  You're my every relation.  My friendmy live my family.  So Manahil Ijaz..."I paused and kept looking at her who was trying hard to stop jer tears but tgey were  drenching her face.

"WILL YOU MARRY ME?" And I asked.

A/N:: Assalam-u-Alikum readers.

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Sorry for the spelling errors. I was in hurry so couldn't edit it.

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