Chapter 23

Manahil's POV.
I startled on his call.  Looking up,I was scared that why he called me all of sudden. My heart was beating so fast. As my eyes met with his,I could see an ocean of love for me and also I could see the wait and yearn for me.

"What you think about my singing?" He asked and I smiled in my heart.

I never heard anyone better than you. Your voice is made to hear. It pulls the hearts and it pulled me always toward you.

I wanted to say this but looked down and didn't let my words to come out. Composing myself,I brought a smile on my lips, I looked up again in his eyes which were on me all the time.

"You sing well. You have a beautiful voice." I said from my heart.

"You want to have my autograph then?" He asked and my eyes widened for a second and I looked around where everyone was silent on their places but their eyes were on us all the time which were making me feel strange.

"Autograph!?" I questioned in nervousness, scared on my own feelings.

"Yes autograph. If you like my singing." He said moving back on his chair and fixed his eyes on me.

"I thought your first autograph is booked." I said looking back in his eyes.

He didn't answer. He just keep looking at me with those heated eyes which were making my heart flutter. Leaning on table with his arms, he brought his face closer to my side.

"You know for whom my first autograph would be." He said and my eyes lowered down while heart beat increased.

"Manahil you know!? Tell me then." I startled as Shanze held my arm and turned me toward her.

"Who's he talking about?" Asked Shanze with mischievous smile on her face and I slapped her hand on mine.

"Ouch." She hissed in pain and I smiled.

"Vaiz see my hand." And she turned to her vaiz to show her hand where I just slapped.

"Is it hurting?" And I just sighed on the words Shahvaiz said while holding her hand with concern.

"Such stupid love." I mumbled as I looked at those two cuties.

"Yes such stupid love." I startled and looked up where he was already looking at me.

"Excuse me." Excusing myself from there,I walked out of the restaurant with tears in my eyes.

"Yes such stupid love. That only gives you pain and nothing." I whispered to myself while wrapping my shawl around me.

"This pain you choose by yourself." I startled on the voice and turned to my left side where he was coming with his hand in his jeans pocket.

"Because I only want to give you happiness but you're not accepting it." He said and this time my feet stopped

I stopped and turned to him who was looking so adorable in his black jacket while a muffler around his neck.

"Why don't you say what I can read in your eyes." His voice brought me out of my gazing and I looked away from his face.

"There's nothing in my eyes and in my heart. Why don't you understand!?" I asked hardened my heart and looked at him.

"Because I don't believe on lies. I know the truth and so you do. Don't run from me,from your feelings because at the end,my love will win. You have to come to me. I know that." He said and took a step closer to me.

"Manahil." Saying,he held my hand which startled me and I tried to free my hand but his hold was strong.

"Leave my hand." I tried to free my hand but it didn't.

"Shhh.." Saying, he pulled me closer and I looked around to find anyone looking at us.

We were standing in the middle of the corridor and I was scared of being caught by his mother. Placing my hand on his heart,he made my heart jumped inside my chest.

"Can you feel it? Can you hear it what my heart is saying?" He said pressing his hand on mine and I could clearly feel his heart beat under my palm.

"You're beating here Manahil. And when you don't accept your feelings for me,it hurts." He said and I looked up at him whose eyes filled up with tears.

"I'm incomplete without you. I'm nothing without you." He said and a tear slipped on his cheek making my heart arch.

Looking away from his face,I didn't pull my hand back from his chest and for few seconds I keep feeling his heart beat which was taking my name. My own heart was beating for the man who was standing in front of me,asking for my answer but I knew I had to broke him,his heart and I had to leave. Pulling my hand back,I looked up at him.

"I think you don't want to understand that I don't love you. Let me tell you clearly that I have nothing in my heart for you." I said and tried to be more hard in front of him.

"Don't lie Manahil...I..know.." He was about to say but now I knew I had to stop him.

"What you know! Nothing." I said and here I decided to broke the one who I loved.

"You were stupid and you'll remain stupid all the life. Have you ever seen yourself Kashan!? What you have to give me except your this stupid love? Nothing. I like you. But only as a friend but you all boys are the same. Always looking for love. And first you were in love with Haaniyah and now all of sudden you're in love with me. What a joke!" I mocked on his face of his feeling and he stunned I could see.

"What!?? Don't look at me like this. I didn't want to hurt you that's why I was not saying anything but today I had to stop you. Just look at yourself and then me. We're not compatible for each other. I'll be with the one who will have something, some fame, money not like you." I said and folded my arms on my chest

"So in short you want to say that you can't love me because I don't money, status and fame!?" He asked and I for few seconds keep looking in his eyes which were going red with the wave of pain which I could feel in his heart and in mine too.

"Of course. There's no love without money. And of course I want to have a man who can decided what he wants and what no. He would not like you who can't even decided that if he's stupid or not. But you're." I said looking in his eyes where countless tears were ready to escape his eyes.

"See that's why I was not telling you because I didn't want to hurt you." I said as my own heart was crying and I was hating myself for hurting him.

"But you hurt me. You hurt my feelings,my heart." He said and wiped the tears.

"Go. You want to leave. Fine. But listen one thing carefully." He said as he took steps closer to me making me startled.

Holding my waist, he pulled me closer and I got shocked when I bumped with his chest.

"What..what..are you doing? Leave me." I protested in his strong hold and how much my heart was betraying me only I knew.

How much I wanted to hide in his arms. How badly I wanted to say what I had in my heart but I made myself harden and looked at him who was looking at me deeply.

"Go wherever you want but my love won't leave you alone. And you want a man who would be rich but take my advice." He stopped as his hand cupped my face.

"Find the love not money." He said as his thumb caressed my cheekbone and I was just lost standing dumbfold.

"One day you have to come to me. Remember this." Saying,he leaned on my face and my eyes closed down as his lips touched my forehead giving me a linger kiss.

"I love you." Whispering on my forehead, he gave another kiss and I tried hard to stop myself from going in his arms.

Gathering my all strength, I pushed him back and freed myself. Without looking at him,I almost ran from there and walked out toward the backyard of the hotel to let my pain out.

"Kashan." Taking his name, I cried my heart out while kneeling down on the cold floor.

Haaniyah's POV.

"What's happening between them?" I asked Haider who was walking with me.

We were passing the corridors toward our rooms but my mind was stuck to Kashan and Manahil. Wrapping his arms around me,he,made me look at him.

"I don't know. Maybe they are trying to understand each other." He said and I nodded.

"True but still I think they are having fights." I said as I was suspecting that there was something that Manahil was hiding from me.

"Let them fight then. It strong the bound of love. Tears and separation makes the relationship more stronger." He said while stepping on the stairs and I followed him.

"What a philosophy! How is it possible!? I think there shouldn't be any separation between lovers." I said what I thought was right and what I felt was right.

"Do you accept that they love each other!?" He asked and I nodded.

"I accept. I can see that how much Kashan is getting crazy for Manahil." I said and smiled with my Haider.

"But this girl is testing my friend." Haider said and I stopped outside our rooms.

"Yeah right! You boys always made us to do such things." I said and turned to go as I wanted to sleep.

"Where?" Holding my wrist,he stopped me and I turned to him.

"To sleep." I simply answered.

"Without me!" His mischievous grin returned which made me startled.

"We have some instalments left to pay." He said taking slow steps toward me and I felt my throat dry.

"Ha..ider. No. Let me go." I said but he pushed me and himself inside the room and locked the door while pushing me to the door and stood just an inch away from me.

"Haider." I was shocked that how in a second he did all this.

"We're alone now." He whispered leaning closer to me and inhaled my fragrance but I was getting nervous on his closeness.

"Sha..nze and Manahil...would...would..be."

"Shhh..." Pressing his thumb on my lips,cutting my words he said and looked into my eyes.

"No one is going to come. Our parents are busy in their gossips and I asked Shanze to leave us alone for few hours." He said making my eyes go wide.

"H..hours.?" I asked shocked and he nodded.

"Of course. Its still 8 of the night and I'm not going to leave soon." He said and leaned on the side of my neck making me gasp in shock.

"Haider please." I said and tried to move from there but placing his right hand on my left side,he stopped me.

I turned to left side to go but he blocked my way again by placing his left hand there. I was now caged fully in his arms and my heart start beating fast on his intense eyes which were filled with love,emotions,passion and what not.

"Let...me..go." Slowly I said.

"And if I didn't then!?" Whispering,he moved closer,closer and closer that his nose touched mine and body glued with mine.

My breath stopped in my chest and I felt my whole heated up and cheeks start burning on the proximity.

"I'll shout." I said pushing him back with my hands and he laughed.

"Okay shout." He said moving closer but I ran from there toward couch.

"My dear Haaniyah you can't escape from me today." He said as he opened his shirt's first button making my eyes go wide.

"Why..why you opened your shirts button? Its so cold." I said walking round and round around the couch to save myself him who opened another button of his chest making his chest visible to my eyes.

"Its so hot here. Don't you think." He said chasing me.

"Haider stop okay. I'm going to Zufi and Areeba's room." I said and tried to run but was pulled back in two strong arms on the next second.

As he caged me in his arms,he sealed his lips with mine making my breath to stop in my chest and eyes go wide. My palm fisted his shirt in them and my eyes closed down on his loving kiss he was giving me. Kissing for few seconds,he moved back and I opened my eyes to see him.

"You think I'll let you go!?" He said as he pulled my clipper out of my hair to made him fall on my shoulders.

"If you didn't stop with your this intensity, I will go." I said looking in his eyes and he smiled.

"Like I will let you go." He said and I smiled more while wrapping my arms around his neck.

"And if I ever went away from your life then!?" I asked and he frowned on my words.

"What rubbish are you talking! Where are you going!?" He asked in anger and I realized that I said something wrong.

"Arey I'm just saying. Don't be angry. I'm not going anywhere." I said but he removed his arms from me and walked toward window annoyed.

I smiled and walked toward him. Wrapping my arms around his shoulders,I stood up on tiptoes as he was much taller than me.

"Don't be angry. I was just saying and you said before that separation is necessary in love." I said and he turned to me making me take a step back.

"Haaniyah stop it now. Don't ever think to go far from me." Saying,he held my hand and pulled me in his embrace and smilingly I closed my eyes while resting my head on his chest.

"I can't even imagine a second without you my love." He said and I felt his lips on my forehead.

I moved back and looked at him who was looking at me with so much love. Cupping his adorable face,I kissed his forehead.

"I won't go anywhere and if I ever did then..!" I paused and acted to think.

"Then!?" He asked as I felt him holding me in his arms.

"Call me with love I'll come back to you. To my Haider." I said and he smiled while resting his forehead on mine.

"I won't let you go ever." Saying he kissed my nose making me giggle.

"I know and I won't go leaving my Haider." I said and hugged him.

"I know." He said but I moved back as I remembered something.

"Where are my gifts?" I asked and he looked at me confused.

"You're not giving me any gift these days. I'm not receiving any gift since we came to this trip." I said and he scratched his head with a smile.

"Actually I thought installments would be enough as gifts on this trip." His tone changed suddenly and he pulled me closer to him.

"What instalments? My gifts!?" I asked again looking in his eyes confidentiality.

"Bite instalments. And there is your gift." He said and looked back at the table placed on left side of room.

"What? When you placed it here?" I asked while running to the table and took the gift which was wrapped with a beautiful red colour gift wrapper.

"That's not your concern. Open it." He said and I happily took the wrapper off of the gift and my eyes widened as I saw the gift.

"What's this?" I asked and looked at him.

"Your gift." He simply answered but I didn't understand.

"But this is.." I was not understanding why he gift me this.

"My shirt. That's my shirt and I want to see you in this." His words shocked me and I threw his gift on bed.

"No way. Are you mad?" I said taking step back far from him.

"No way to escape because tonight I want to see my sexy Haaniyah in my shirt. Its one of my fantasies." His answer made my eyes go wide.

"Such shameless you're. I'm going." I said, marching toward the door and truly,I wanted to run from there from the heat of his intense gaze which was making my heart crazy.

"Not so fast." Holding my waist,he hugged me from behind making my heart to jump in my chest and he held me tightly in his arms.

"I want to see you in that shirt at any cost." He whispered on my neck sending chills to my spine.

"Hai..der please.. I..can't." I said and tried to move but his hold was tight.

"For me." He whispered as he gave a wet kiss on the side of my neck.

"No." I said and again tried to free me but he didn't let me go and start kissing my neck with his heated lips which were marking my skin burn with its hardness.

I couldn't protest and my eyes closed down and I let myself flow with the feelings and sensations he was giving me. 

"Haider please." I tried to stop him with ragged breaths.

"Wear it." He whispered again licking my earlobe.

I gasped on his acts. He was really testing me. Torturing me with his heated love and kisses that it was getting hard for me to stop myself from hugging him.

"I..I...feel shy." Breathlessly, I said and he spun me toward him.

"Only I have the right to see my Haaniyah." He said squeezing my waist and pulled me closer to him.

"Please Haaniyah." He whispered as his lips touched my cheek.

"Okay." I said and he smiled.

Taking the shirt from the bed,I walked slowly inside the changing room. My hands were shivering and so was my body. I was thinking what to do. I was feeling do shy that I felt sweat rising on my forehead. Taking my jacket off, I felt shy to myself on what I was doing.

"Haider. You're so shameless." Saying I took the shirt and took a deep breath.

"Here I come." Saying,I put my hand on the knob of door to go out.

Haider's POV.

I was waiting impatiently for her yo come out and then my breath stuck in my chest as I saw the knob moving telling me that she was coming out. And then she appeared to my eyes giving me shock.

"How I'm looking?" She asked moving closer to me.

"What's this Haaniyah?" I asked looking at her from head to toe.

"What!? I wore your shirt as you said." She said innocently and I narrowed my eyes at her.

"I asked you to wear only my shirt not on your dress." I said going closer yo her and she giggled.

"You really think that I'll do that. You wanted me to wear your shirt and see I'm wearing it. You didn't say that dress on or not." She said blinking her eyes innocently.

"Haaniyah." I groaned in frustration while she laughed looking at me.

"Let me tell you how to change." I said looking at her smiling face where the smile disappeared on my words and I smirked moving closer to her.

"Noway." Saying,she ran and I laughed while chasing her.

"Haider stop okay." She said but I didn't stop and before she could go far, I held her arm and pushed both of us on bed falling on her.

"Now run." I said looking at her who was under me trying yo catch her breath.

"You're so bad." She said punching my chest and I smiled looking at her nervous face.

The colour if her face was changing to oink on our closeness and it was giving me heart love for her. Her every look,her every act,every word I was crazy for.

"Am I bad?" I asked and she nodded.

"And Shameless." She added and I chuckled.

"What I did that you think I'm shameless?" I asked caressing her jaw.

"Nothing. Let me go." Blushing,she tried to move but I pushed her back and leaned on her ear.

"You can't go as still I have the installment to pay." I said and moved back to see her whose eyes go wide.

Biting in her nose,I brought her out of her shock.

"Ha...Haider please." She stutter and I could see how nervous she was.

"Shhh..." Touching her lips, I leaned closer to her face.

"Today I'll pay all the installments." Whispering I gave her another shock.

"This is." Biting her tip of nose,I stopped.

"The start." I whispered and moved toward her left cheek to gave a slow bite on it.

Moving down on her chin,pressing my lips on her chin,I bite it there and heard her gasp. Moving on her jaw I keep kissing and biting lightly. 

"Haider." Her slow moan rang in my ear and I moved down on her neck pestering sweet kissing and with every kiss a feather bite was giving to her.

I could feel her getting restless on my touch. Her hand held my shoulder while I didn't stop and keep kissing and biting her neck. Taking my shirt and her dress away from her shoulder, I keep kissing her shoulder and gave a hard bite to make her hiss in pain. Kissing the bite place harder,I heard her moan and I moved up to her lips. My eyes looked at her who was breathing heavily with closed eyes in tinted pink cheeks. Taking her lower lip in my teeth,I bite it harder and start kissing her passionately and so did she. We keep kissing each other for a while and then moved back to take breath.

"The installments are done ma'am." I said looking at her who opened her eyes to see me.

"Shamless." Saying she hugged me and I laughed while wrapping my arms around her.

"I love you. With my all heart." She said and I smiled on her words.

"I love you too. You're my life." I said and kisses her forehead.

"You should go now. Shanze and Manahil must be coming." I heard her and I nodded.

"Its so difficult to stay far from you." I said and she blushed.

"I'm going." I said and we both stepped down the bed.

"I'll miss you." I said looking at her who was following me toward door.

"I'll miss you too." She said and I kissed her nose and she giggled.

"Good night." She said as I stepped out of the room and waved bye to her.

"So your meeting overed?" I turner and saw Shanze with Shahvaiz coming.

"Thank you." I said looking at Shanze

"Welcome. Good night Shahi." She said and walked in with Haaniyah.

"God I'm going crazy for this girl." I mumbled to myself and walked back to my room.

Shahvaiz's POV.

I was standing still in front if her room. My eyes were stuck on the door while mind was recalling what I saw. She was wearing his shirt and a blush I could see on her face. The smiled of their faces burned me and I felt hurt.

My heart was crying and it was getting hard for me to control myself. I couldn't see her with someone else. Their smiled,his going out of her room and his shit on her telling me that how much close they were. I felt bad. How can she do this to me!?

I thought and moved toward her room. Knocking harder on the door,I didn't care for anything. The door opened and saw Shanze standing.

"Vaiz what happened?" She asked but my eyes liikubg in the room to find her.

"Haaniyah." I called her with all anger.

I saw her conubg out still in that shirt which was on her dress but I could feel Haider's fragrance which was wrapped around her and I really wanted to snatch that shirt away from her.

"What happened?" She asked coming out and looked at me and Shanze.

"Why you are wearing Haider's shirt?" I asked controlling my anger.

"Excuse me!?" She asked but I wanted that shirt away from her body as soon as I could.

"Remove it. How dare you to wear his shirt and what he was doing in your room?" I asked with shouts as my heart was telling in kain.

"Shahi cone to your senses. What are you saying?" Someone shook me and said but what I was looking was that shirt around her.

"Haaniyah stay far from him. Remove this shirt or I'll do it by myself." I said moving closer but was pushed back.

I looked at Shanze who was standing between me and Haaniyah.

"Come to your senses Shahvaiz.. What happened to you?" She asked and my tears left my eyes.

"You know what happened to me Shanze." I said and moved her away from me and Haaniyah.

"Haaniyah can't you see my love. Can't you see how much I love you and still your after that Haider. I know he's a nice guy. He loves you but I love you too. I can't live without you. I can't see you with him it hurts me. Please leave him." I said going closer to her who took a step back in shock.

"Stay away from me." I heard her and saw her pulling that shirt more to her heart.

"Remove it or I'll do it." I moved closer to take of the shirt.

"Shahvaiz." And I felt someone slapped me.

I looked at her and it was her,my Haaniyah who slapped me. I looked at her shocked.

"How dare you. What you think of yourself." Pushing be back she said.

"What's happening?" I heard some voices.

"Who the hell are you to tell me that who I should live it not. And how dare you to touch me." Slapping harder again on my face she said and I saw her crying.

She was crying because of me.  I was shocked on my place.

"I hate you. Just get the gelk out if my life. I never want to see you again." She said and ran inside her room while keep standing there statue.

Haider ran after her in the room and so does their parents.

"Shahvaiz what you did?" My Mon shook me and turned me toward her.

"Mom that...Haaniyah.." I trued to say when I received another slap from my mom.

"Shut up. I never taught you all this." Saying, she left from there and I ran from there hiding myself from all of them.

"Haaniyah." I cried taking her name.

"Vaiz." Startled, I turned and saw my best friend standing.

"Shanze." I cried and she sat next to me and held my arm.

"Cry but for the last time." She said and I placed my head on her shoulder and keep crying and crying.

"Am I wrong?" I asked after an hour.

"Yes. You're wrong Shahi." She said and I looked up at her.

"She's not yours. You're wrong in running after her because you know that she lives her husband and its not wrong but you are wrong living a girl who is someone else's." I heard and keep looking at and trued to understand her words.

Shanze's POV.

I was looking at him who was looking at me with hope as if he want a way to run from this pain and hurt and I was surly going give him way which will lead him to happiness.

"Shahi I know you love her but what you have to understand that she doesn't love you and we can't force one to love us." I said and keep listening me with silent tears to flow down on her cheeks.

"Why?" He asked and I thought for a second.

"I love you." I said looking in his eyes and his eyes widened.

"I love you Shahi. How can you love Haaniyah when I love you." I said with tears in my eyes.

"Shanze how? What are you saying?you know that I...don't..." He stuttered.

"Why don't you love me? You can't live that Haaniyah. I can't share you with anyone." I said grabbing his shirt.

"Come to your senses Shanze. I don't love you." He said and I smiled.

"That's what I'm saying Shahi. Come to your senses. Haaniyah doesn't love you. You can't force her to love you. How you felt when I tried to force my love on you? Did it make you to love me? No then why are you forcing her to love you." I said and he got shocked on what I said.

"That was I wanted to tell you. Don't run what can't be yours. Hold the one who'll leave everything for you." I said and wiped his tears.

"Mean you don't love me right!?" He asked ad I smiled while placing my head on his shoulder and held his arm.

"Of course I love you my bestie." I said and felt him smiling.

"I'll hold the one who will love me." He whispered while placing his hand on mine and I smiled knowing he'll be fine now.

A/N:Assalam-o-alikum readers.

How are you all??

After a long time I gave you a long chapter. I'm so sorry for being late but truly I hardly get time to write these chapters for you all. In the past while week I just could write this chapter. Non of other stories😣
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