Chapter 22


Third person's POV.
All were having their breakfast while discussing about the place they were going to visit today. But Kashan was just looking at her who was silently having her breakfast and not for once she looker up. His eyes were all the time on her and she was hardly stopping her tears from coning out.

Haider and Haaniyah were busy in their talks while Shahvaiz was looking down as he was feeling hurt when he saw both of them seated closer.

Kashan saw Manahil getting up and she walked out of the restaurant. He looked st everyone and found them busy. He slowly got up and ran out after her. She was passing the corridor when he called her.

"Manahil." Her feet stopoed for a second on his voice but again they start moving toward the stairs.

He followed her and went in front if her stopping her on her place.

"What happened to you? Why are you running from me?" He asked looking at her who was not looking at him.

"Let me go." She said with her eyes lower.

"Manahil what happened? Why didn't you come last night?" He asked and she took deep breaths.

"Listen Kashan I don't know how you are looking our this friendship but now I don't want to be friend with you." She said and he looked at her shocked.

"What..did you say?" He asked shocked.

"I think we shouldn't be friends anymore now." She said looking at him who took a step closer to her in anger.

"And why you think this all of sudden?" Ye asked angrily.

"I just don't want to be with in your friendship. And just please don't follow me now." He heard her and then she passed besides him and start walking toward her room.

"Why are you doing this? Why are you going far from me?" He yelled from behind and she stopped on her place.

"Tell me. Did someone say something? Or I did something wrong!" He asked going closer to her and she turned to him.

"Nothing happened. No one said something. I just st don't want to be with you. A person who first was running after Haaniyah and now is after me.  I don't want to be with you anymore. Leave me alone. Just go away from my life." She said looking deathly in his eyes while he took two steps back in shock.

She start walking and he was lost. His world shattered. He looked at her who was going far from him.

"Stop." He yelled and she stopped again but didn't turn to him.

"I know something happened. You're hiding something from me but please don't go far from me. I'll die." He said as tears start filling his eyes.

"No one dies for anyone." She said without turning to him.

"But I will. I'll die without you because I love you Manahil. I love you please don't go far from me." He yelled as many tears escaped from his eyes.

Manahil's POV.

"But I will. I'll die without you because I love you Manahil. I love you please don't go far from me." My eyes closed down as his words went in my heart.

I covered my mouth to stop the hiccups. Many tears were running down on my cheeks. My heart was jumping with happiness but a deep pain was still there because I knew I couldn't accept his love. I couldn't.

"Don't go far from me." He said and I could feel him crying.

I too was crying. How badly I wanted to accept his love but I just couldn't.

"Don't make it difficult for you Kashan. Just forget everything." I said and ran to my room to hide myself from him.

Closing the door behind me,I ran to bed and hide my face in pillow and cried my heart out. Since last night, I was crying. Since last night, I felt dying on every second. I was so happy to meet him. I so wanted to hear what he was going to say.

Flashback.

"Where are you going?" As I was going to meet Kashan, I heard a voice and stopped.

Turning,I saw Kashan's mom standing. I got scared the way she was looking at me.

"Nothing aunty. I was just roaming." I answered looking away from her dangerous eyes.

"You think I'm a fool. Stay away from my son." She said and I looked at her shocked.

"I'm telling you for the first and last time stay away from Kashan. I told him for many time to not to meet you but he didn't listen. And I know he called you to meet him that's why you're going. But I'm warning you stay away from him." Aunty said and I didn't understand what was he motive.

"Why? Why don't you see us together?" I asked shocked on her behavior.

"He's not yours. You get that he's not yours. And what you think he loves you!? He doesn't. He can't love anyone. He is a useless person who is so stupid to think who is well wisher and who is his enemy. I know you just want to separate him from Haaniyah. But let me tell you he's not going to be yours ever. He'll do what I will say." Said aunty and I was shock on the way she talked about her son

"He's not stupid. You called him your son but you don't know him. You know nothing about your son. And he doesn't love Haaniyah." I said but she held my arm tightly.

"If you didn't disappear from his life then I'll never let him live like he wants to. If you want Kashan to become successful in his life with his mother and Father's blessings and love, then you have to go far from him. Otherwise, I'll throw him out of our lives,love and family. Choice is yours. What you want, Kashan or his happiness!" Pushing me back,she said glared at me and I was shocked on her words.

"But he loves you all. How can you do this to him?" I asked shocked while held my tears.

"If you love him then leave him." She said and walked away from there and I fell down on ground thinking what to do.

All the night,I keep crying. I went downstairs to see Kashan who was waiting for me. I could see the wait,the happiness in his eyes but I didn't go to him. The snowfall started but he didn't move. All the night he keep standing there waiting for me and I was looking at him, hidden behind the door. All the night passed and he didn't move but keep waiting which made me cry more. I ran to my room as I couldn't make him lose his mother because of me. I never wanted to give him pain but somewhere I was giving him pain,I was hurting him.

End of flashback.

"Manahil." I got up on Haaniyah's voice and wiped my tears.

"You okay?" She asked and I nodded while tried to smile.

"I'm..I'm..fine." I replied but she held my hands.

"Are you crying?" She asked and I shook my head as no.

"Why would I?" I said and tried tovsmike but rears once again start brimming up in my eyes.

"Don't lie. Tell me what happened?" Haaniyah asked and I just couldn't hold myself.

I hugged her and start crying with hiccups. All the tears and pain I had,I let it go out.

Haaniyah's POV.
I was shocked to see my friend like this. She was crying and I never saw her crying like this. I keep caressing her back to console her but I was getting worried for her.

Why she was crying?

I was stuck on that question. After frying for few minutes,she moved back and wiped her tears. I looked at her who was not kookingat me but her eyes were fixed on hr hands.

"Is everything okay?" I asked looking at her who gave a nod in answer.

"Did Kashan say something?" I asked as I suspected that its related to Kashan.

"No." She replied while wiping that tiny tear from her eye which was ready to escape.

"Then? Why were you crying? Tell me what happened?" I asked and she smiled while holding my hands.

"Nothing happened. Trust me. Sometimes we feel to cry do it was just my feeling to let my tears out. Nothing else. I'm fine." She said giving me her smile but I still suspected that something she was hiding from me.

"You sure you're telling me the truth?" I asked and she nodded with a smile and I hugged her.

"I can't see you crying. Any problem just let me know." I said and moved back to see her who was smiling.

"Good." I said and sat with her.

"Where are we going today?" She asked and I sighed.

"Nowhere. Its heavily snow falling. We are stuck in hotel today." I said while pulling the blanket on me.

At the sane time,the door opened and Shanze came running.

"Girls gave you seen the snowfalls." She said getting excited like a kkid.

"Of course." I said and giggled looking at her childish excitement.

"Come let's ho outside." She said coming coming closer to us while me and Manahil looked at each other and then at her.

"Are you mad?" Me and Manahil said together.

"What mad? Its the weather to enjoy." She said happily and pulled the curtains.

There we could see heavily snowfalls. A white blanket which was slowly covering everything in it. As she opened the windows,a cold stock of wind rushed in with the cotton of snow inside our room.

"Close the window." I said as a shiver of cold ran in my body.

"How unromantic you are." I heard Shanze and she keep standing there, feeling the cold air on herself.

But in her enjoyment me and Manahil were suffering from this cold wind which was surely going to make us ill.

"Shanze close the window." Manahil said and this time, she closed it.

And as she turned,she sneezed and we laughed looking at her red nose telling us that she's going to have cold.

"Now enjoy your romance." I said and she again sneezed.

"I think I should tell your Vaiz about your sneezing." I teased her and she narrowed her eyes at me.

"I'm going to have soup." She said and marched out while me and Manahil laughed.

I looked at Manahil who was smiling on Shanze's childish acts and I was relieved that she was finally smiling.

Later on, we all were stuck in our rooms and I was getting bore. I really wanted to go out but this heavily snowfalls blocked all the ways.

"I'm feeling hungry." I said looking at the girls who were busy in watching a romantic movie.

"Shh..Shahrukh is going to sign." Shanze said fixing her attention completely on the TV screen.

"Yeah right." I said looking at TV where the song was going on of DDLJ movie.

"He sings so beautifully." Said Shanze and sighed while me and Manahil giggled.

"I'm going." I said and took my shawl while walk out of the room

As I stepped out of the room,Haider came out of his room at the same time which made me smile.

"Feeling hungry?" He asked and I gave a nod.

"Come." He said offering me his hand which I held it happily.

We both walked down to the restaurant and he ordered pizza for us as he knew how much I was crazy for pizza.

"Oh Thank you." I said as I saw the pizza served and we both start having it.

"Without us." We startled and saw Shanze with Manahil.

"Come join us." I called them and soon they joined us.

"Shahi." As I took a bite of Pizza,I heard Shanze.

I looked at the direction of the entrance and saw Kashan and Shahvaiz coming. I looked away from his face whose eyes I could feel on me. Shanze ordered Pizza for them all while I keep eating quietly.

"Hello everyone." Kashan said and I looked at him who's eyes went to Manahil and when I saw her,I saw her looking down.

I didn't understand what was happening between them. Why and what they were doing with each other.

"I'll just come." I heard Kashan and I looked at Haider to know but he just shrugged his shoulders.

I turned to see Manahil but she was nowhere. I saw Kashan going out and I knew he must be following her.  I sighed and prayed for their best.

Kashan's POV.

I was following her who was running from me. I had to talk to her. She couldn't go like this. Leaving me like this.

"Stop." I said and ran to her who was about to go to her room.

I ran to her and stopped in front of her. I looked at her who was not looking at me. She was escaping from me.

"Why? Why are you doing this?" I asked but she didn't answered and keep looking down.

"You're the one who found me and now you're again pushing me in darkness. Why? I'm nothing without you. Please Manahil listen to me." I pleased and this time she looked up at me.

"Found yourself Kashan. Don't let anyone to play with your life. I maybe can never be there where you want me to see but still you have to reach the peak which is only for you." She said and put her hand to turn the knob on.

"I can't be with you anymore. I can't tell you the reason." She said and stepped in the room but I held her wrist.

"But I want a reason. Reason of your going out of my life. It was so easy for you to enter in my life but now its difficult for you to go as I'm connected with you now. My heart is connected with you now." I said and freed her hand and walked away from there while my tears were ready to come out.

I went to the roof side to hide from everyone. To let my pain out. I nevercfekt like this. I never felt helpless and now for the first time I was feeling helpless in my life.

How easily she said that she can't be with me. It was so easy for her to come and then go out without any reason. My this crazy heart was so attached to her that now I can't bear a second without her. She was becoming my life and now she was going taking my life from me. My reason of living.

I keep crying there. I didn't how much time passed but I keep seated here in loneliness while my mind was recalling all the moments with her.

"What are you doing here? We were finding you." I looked up and saw Haider standing.

"Nothing..I was just..." I stuttered, didn't know what to say.

"Come its dinner time. Everyone is waiting." He said and I gave a nod.

We both walked to the dinning side and saw everyone seated there. My eyes roamed to find her and there I saw her seated next to Haaniyah. In yellow frock,a white sweeter on it and her stroller around her neck while her pony tail hanging behind made me stop me on my spot and I keep looking at her for few seconds.

"What happened?" Asked Haider and I shook my head as no and walked to the table.

Our dinner was served but my eyes were on her who was looking at her plate but was not eating. Many families were around facing their dinner and everyone were busy in their talks but my heart was just calling her. I startled as I heard some music and looked at the direction where some musical instrument were placed and a cute kid was trying to play Piano. Looking at her,I smiled and then walked to the kid.

"Want me to play?" I asked as I bend down in front of that cute kid.

"You know how to play?" He asked and I nodded.

"Let me show you." I said as I pulled the mike toward my side and asked the manager to turn it on.

"Ladies and gentleman." I said and saw everyone looking at me.

Her eyes moved to me on my voice and that's I wanted. I smiled looking at her.

"This is for someone special. Hope you all enjoy." I said and fixed the mike near the piano and took the seat.

I start playing the  piano in the rhythm playing on my mind and then my lips start singing.

Jo pass tu mera Jahan mere pass hai
Samjhy na tu

Nazdikiya'n kuch khaas hain; ab darmiyan
Jaany na kyun.

Main hun tum bin Adhoora
Kaise main Yun Jiyon

Dekar mujhy na Aazma
Naraziyan,khamoshiyan chor de

Tu Noorrrr hai mere dil ka
Tu Noorrrr hai mere Dil ka.

Rahi hun main
Manzil hai tu

Kashti hun main
Sahil hai tu

Dekhon Jidhar
Aye Nazar

Manzar mei hard
Haaeil hai tu

Be-asar hui hard dua
Phir bhi na tu mera hua

Dekar mujhy na Aazma
Naraziyan,Khamoshiyan Chor de.

Tu Noorrrr hai mere dil ka
Tu Noorrrr hai mere dil ka.

As I finished the song,the hall filled with clapping and I opened my eyes to see her who was not looking at me. But I could see her eye lashes wet and so was her nose. She was crying. I knew. I knew she loves me too but was not accepting it.

I walked back to the table where everyone was seated. I took swat next to them.

"Wow we never knew that you sing so beautiful." It was Haaniyah praising me.

"Thank you." I said while my eyes went again to her who was busy in having water.

"Hey Rock star." I turned on the call.

Few girls were coming to me and they stopped near me.

"Can we have your autograph. Mashallah you have a beautiful voice." One of the girl said.

I smiled and took the pen while my eyes once again went to her who got restless. I could see that what she was feeling. Returning the one to the girls,I turned to them.

"Sorry first autograph is booked. Without the first I can't give you an autograph and I'm not a singer not a rock star. Its just my passion to sing. To sing for someone." I said turned again again to her who was now rolling tissue in her fingers.

"Oh that's okay. But we wish you all the best for future." They said and walked away.

"That was really awesome Kashan. I didn't knew that you're such talented." Haider said and I saw everyone praising me but I wanted to hear from her who was quite on her place.

"Someone found me not stupid that pulled me from darkness where I felt myself only a zero person." I said looking at Haider and he smiled as he knew who I was talking about.

"Manahil." Finally I called her and she looked up shocked.

A/N:: Assalam-o-alikum readers.

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