Kashan's POV.
"Where are you going?" I was getting ready to go to see Manahil when my mom's voice interrupted me.

I look up her and again bend down to tie my laces. I was getting impatient to see her. After last night I spend all these hours on wait to see her.

"I'm asking something Kashan.!" Mom's voice again snapped me out from my thinking.

"Huh! Mom I'm going to library." I said ad got up to look at myself I mirror.

"Library.? But it looks like you are hung on a date.!" Mom said ad my hands stopped in the air which were combing my hair.

Date..? Is this a date?

But me and Manahil are just friend nothing more. No its not a date.

"Mom I'm getting late." I said and took steps to go out of my room.

"You know winter vocation is about to start soon. So you have to spend all your days with Haaniyah." Mom said and I turned to her.

"Mom why again Haaniyah?" I asked frustrated.

Yesterday night what happened was enough for ne. I mean I was running blindingly behind her and she doesn't care. The way she throw my bangles was hurting me.

"What does that mean? Don't forget you have to snatch Haaniyah from Haider. Don't let them come closer. I can't forget the insult Haider's mother did to me." Mom.growled and I just walk out if the house with so bad mood.

I was so happy in a good mood and now it was just spoiled and thanks to mom who did it. Now I didn't want to go to see Manahil. Somewhere mom was right. I thought and directly went to the library without picking Manahil with me. I was feeling bad. I was standing outside the library looking at the board bit didn't step on. I sighed and turn to go. But stop when I saw a familiar face standing right behind me.

"Missing me?" She asked and took a step closer to stand a step far from me.

"Manahil!" A whispered makes her smile.

"I thought you forgot to pick me so I came by myself." She said while her eyes were examining me.

"You are looking handsome." She said while stepping toward the library and I was standing there like a dumb with my mouth open.

She can say this and i ?? I'm standing like a dumb who even didn't greeted her and didn't tell her that she was looking so beautiful in her pink frock.

"Are you coming?" She turned and ask waking ne up from my dumbness.

"I'm." I said and followed her.

We stepped in the library and she start checking the books.
But my eyes were on her all the time.

"You like romance?" Her sudden question make me come back from my gazing.

"Huh! I...I don't know." I said and she passed a novel to me.

"Read this. You'll love this." I hold the book she gave me.

"But I..!" I tried to say.

"Read this." She said while pointing toward the book I was holding.

"Come. Let's have some ice cream." She said and we both step out of the library.

Silence and silence. No words were coming out of my mouth. I was just looking at her who was walking with me and my those red bangles were still in her arms.

"Strawberry ice cream please." She ordered and I saw two strawberry ice creams in front of us.

"But I like vanilla flavour." I said as I picked my ice cream and pay the bill.

"Today enjoy strawberry." She said while enjoying ice cream.

We keep walking on the huge road. Cars,buses, cycles were passing us.

"Is it a date?" Her question choke the ice cream in my throat.

"Date?" I asked looking at her.

"Yeah are we on a date?" She asked again.

"Date..no...no this,..is not a...not a date. I mean we are just...not date." I stutter and she laughed.

"Just....look at yourself. I know you can't date me." She said and look away.

"You can't date me." I heard her whisper.

We were walking silently toward the beach. She didn't turn to me nor she said something.

Why can't I date her??

Sun was about to set and our eyes were at the sight of water in front of us.

"Are you angry?" I asked and she turn to me.

"Why would I be angry? Because you are not dating me?" She said and again start laughing but I can see her eyes going wet.

"Kashan." She called me and I look at her.

"She'll be the lucky girl you will date and love." She said making me surprise.

"You think so? I mean I'm no one. I'm..I'm..stupid so why??" I was saying and she was listening me.

"You are stupid yes you are. You are idiot yes you are." She said and I look at her in disbelieve.

"Because you let other think that you are stupid and idiot. Actually all those are idiots who think of you nothing." She said and...and I..I feel so good.

Her words were so magical making me feel so good.

"You are a nice person Kashan. Don't let people to judge you. Make yourself what you want not other." She said and I smiled.

"Come sit" I said and we both sat down on sand.

"You know you talk very good." I said and she laughed.

"That's the point I'm too intelligent you know." She said making me laugh on her cuteness.

"Yes you are." I said and she nodded with a smile.

"Of course. You know I'm the best at my school. The topper Manahil Choudary." She proudly said and I chuckled looking at her cute acts.

"And this topper of school likes to read novels." I said and she laughed again.

"I'm crazy for them." She answered and I saw the shin of happiness in her eyes.

"You like romance don't you?" I asked looking at the novel I was holding.

"I love romance." She asked and I smiled.

"I'm crazy for romantic novels. I almost read all the Urdu novels and now I'm after English romance." She said making me smile.

Her sweet talk,her bubble style,her twinkling eyes were something different. This was not the Manahil I met. This is different. The Manahil I know was arrogant and moody but this was new. So childish and bubbly.

"I wish I can be a writer." I heard her and I turn to her fully. She was making circles on the wet sand.

"You will if you want to." I said and she smiled.

"You think so!" She asked and I nodded.

"Oh thank you. You know no one encouraged me and now when you said this I'm sure I will be a super romantic novelis one day." She said and I laughed.

Laughed loudly. Her actions,her words were so powerful to make me forget world.  That moment even she was talking non stop making circles on the sand or kook away at the water I wish somewhere that this moment never ends. I wished to keep watching her who was talking and tangling with her hair which were disturbing her again and again.

"What you like Kashan?" She suddenly asked making me come out of my thoughts.

"Singing." I said and she turn to me fully.

"Singing?? Wow Kashan. You know sometimes I wishes to become singer." She said and I hide my smile.

She was a minute ago wanted to become a writer and now a singer. A sudden change in just a minute great!

"Sing then." She asked and I shook my head as no.

"Come on just one song." She said so sweetly and I  nodded.

Pehli nazar mein kaisa jado kar dia
Tera ban betha hai mera jiya.

I start singing Atif Aslam's song and she was listening me carefully as I finished she clapped.

"You have a beautiful voice." She said and I smiled.

"Thank you." I said and she tug her hair strand behind her ear.

"You have beautiful hair." Suddenly these words slipped from my tongue making her hand stopped in the air.

Our eyes met and we forget to blink. I don't know what was there in her eyes which caught mine into them and I find it difficult to avert my eyes.

Minutes passed and again a gust of sir touched her hair making us wake up. We both look away and I felt my heart beat beating differently.

"What you play?" She asked to fade the awkward silence.

"You know I play guitar." I excitedly tell her and she smiled.

"So Mr Kashan when we are going to see you on TV as a rock star?" She asked and I laughed.

"Rock start and I not happening" I said and start cleansing my jeans

"Why? You have so telant. I know one day Kashan will be the rock star." She said so confidently and I was shock.

"Rock star and I? I never think like that." I said looking at the waves of water.

"So now think na. You'll be the rock star Inshahallah." I was shocker on her confidence.

"You think so?" I asked and she nodded.

"100% sure. But first autograph would be mine. Don't you dare to give your autograph to someone else before me." She said and I laughed.

"Yeah like I'm going to be a rock star" I said and stands up.

"Of course. I believe. When you will perform on stage don't forget to remember this day." She said snd we walked back to home.

But she put some hope in me and I was hoping for myself for the first time. Why can't see everyone like she does. I thought and march with her.

Haaniyah's POV.
Its been a week that we kissed but after that day week non of us face each other. I didn't visit Aani for a week and he also didn't came here not even at nights when he usually came to see me. I waited for him but he didn't show up.

I was all shy to go to his house to see him to talk to him but I really wanted to see him.since a week I haven't seen him.and I was desperately waiting for him. All the day I waited because it was Sunday but he didn't came. Aani came in evening with Asad and Zufi but he was not with them. Aani told that his Collage is also started but that doesn't mean that he can forget me. I was missing him so much. 

I open the door of my balcony to were the bight stars and moon were making the sky bright and beautiful but he with whom I feel my life beautiful was not here. I was missing him so much. The feel of his,his voice,his touch,his smile everything. I slowly walked in and open the wardrobe. I touched the shirt which was hanging in front of me. My Haider's shirt.

I slowly took the shirt and a trouser and went to change into. I wanted to feel him. His fragrance. His feel was there in the shirt so I decided to wear. I took a shower and changed into shirt and trouser. Shirt was,as,usual loose. I step out of the washroom with wet hair with a,smile because his shirt was,making me feel so good.

I stand in front of mirror and my eyes landed on something.

"Haider." A whisper came out of my mouth.

I turn immediately to see him who was seated on bed so relaxed. I blinked my eyes to confirm that it was not a,dream or I was  imagining. He stands up. I saw him walking to me but I was freeze on the spot.

"Missing me?" His beautiful voice rang in my room making me came out of the shock.

My eyes lower down with shyness and I realize that I was standing in front of him in his shirt. My cheeks heated up. He lifted my chin to meet my eyes. My eyes met with his intense eyes making my heart go faster.

"Why didn't you came since a week?" He asked while caressing my chin with his thumb.

"I'm...I'm..going." I said and turn faster to hide myself in washroom.

I was so shy to stand in front of him like this. As I took two steps his hand grabbed my wrist and he pushed me toward the wardrobe. I was,pinned against the wardrobe and he stepped closer to me. My breath stuck when he didn't stop. Closer. More closer and more closer until our bodies were plastered together. His hand on my wrist travelled down to my hand to intertwined his fingers with me. My eyes were lower,my heart was beating as hell,my breath uneven.

"Hai...der." I stutter.

"Why didn't you came after that..?" He paused making me shy more.

"After our first Kiss." He said and I go red with blush and shy.

"I..I..." I tried to say but words stuck in my throat.

"Was feeling shy. Don't you?" He said but I didn't say anything this time.

"That kiss.." He paused and again an electric current run in me as his thumb touched my lips.

"That Kiss revealed something." He was saying but the pad of his thumb was continuously running on my lips.

My breath was so uneven as his touch was so sensuous. My body was shivering under his touch.

"That we belong to each other. Our that passionate kiss reveals that what we feel for each other. There is no place for anyone else between us." He said and pressed his body with mine that there was no place for a thin piece of string to pass.

My hold on his hand which was intertwined with mine tighten and I closed my eyes. The sensations was too much. And his touch on my lips was making me crazy.

"Open your eyes Haaniyah." He whispered in my ear.

I slowly open my eyes to see him. His eyes captured mine and I forgot to blink. He leaned closer to my face and stopped just an inch away from my lips.

"Can I?" He asked and I felt his  warm breath tingling my lips making me gasp.

That was enough for him to lock my lips with him. My eyes closed down and then again we forgot everything and lost in the kiss. The slow and steady kiss turn into a passionate one and I was so lost. How much I missed this. I didn't know how much I wanted this. His hand circled around my waist while my fingers start playing with his hair while kissing him back. Time was passing and we were kissing kissing like there is no tomorrow. I wanted to pull back for air but he was not letting me. His lips were not leaving mine. I groaned as his teeth bite my lips.

"Haider." I hardly whisper to take breath.

He moved back leaving me panting fully. I just keep breathing heavily. My eyes were still close and then I felt his lips on my forehead kissing me. I didn't open my eyes but just hugged him.

I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him tightly. His arms instantly wrapped around me taking me in them.

We just keep hugging each other. No words exchange but the silence and our heart beats. This was best ever feeling. In his arms I feel the whole world is here. My all happiness, peace everything here in his arms. Time passed but we just keep hugging each other.

"Haaniyah." His voice broke the silence.

But I didn't move nor I say something. I wanted to hear him.

"Will you go out with me?" He asked and I moved back to see him.

"A date.?" I asked and he smiled.

"A date. Will you go out on a date with me?" He asked and I smiled.

I hugged him again and he sighed. Again the silence took place but it worth it. We our feelings,and the silence.

"By the way you are looking so.." He stopped and I moved back again to face him.

"So?" I asked and he tug the hair strands behind my ear.

"So sexy in my shirt." He said and a blush creep on my cheeks.

"Shameless." I pushed him back and turn to other side to hide myself.

I heard his laugh but I didn't turn. I felt his chin on my shoulder and slowly his arms wrapped around me from behind.

"Am I shameless? " he asked and I nodded.

"So shameless can do anything you know!" His innocent voice was enough for me to shiver in his arms.

"I can do whatever I want." He whispered in my ear and snuggle more in my neck.

"Ha..ider." I stutter but his warm breath was tingling my skin blocking my senses.

"Haaniyah." He whispered my name as his lips touched my neck.

"Haider please." I tried to stop him but it was hard.

He traced my neck from my ear to down to my neck with his lips making me restless in his arms. I was leaning back to him. I was losing. His intense touch was melting me. My heart was running so fast. His hands were moving on my stomach making me crazy.

"Please." I said lost in him.

Haider's POV.

"Please." Her voice bring me back from my passion.

I can't do this. I can't. I have to stop myself or else I won't be able to.

I slowly move back from.her and turn her toward me. Her eyes were closed and her cheeks were flashed red. I cupped her face and kissed her forehead.

"I'm sorry." I said and her eyes slowly open to meet mine.

I could see the confused look in her eyes. She must be wondering that why I said sorry.

"Sorry for every hurt. For every tear. Sorry for making you feel uneasy. Sorry for making you jealous. And sorry for getting intimate with you." I said and her eyes lower down.

"Haider why you.." She tried to say but I put my finger on her lips to stop her.

"Just dont say anything. Listen to me." I said and hold her hands.

"I know the feelings in our hearts sometimes pull us closer to each other but we have to stop. Hope you understanding!" I said and she nodded.

I waited for her to say something but she was all quite looking down. I cupped her face and kissed her forehead with love.

"But that doesn't mean I'm going to stay far from you. And specially after that kiss its so difficult." I said making her go red.

"Haider." She said and hide her face in my chest and I laughed while hugging her.

"I waited to hug you like this." I said and she hold me tightly like she wanted this too.

We stayed there in silence feeling each other.

"Haaniyah I think you should sleep now." I said but she didn't move.

"Haaniyah." I called her and she slowly moved back.

I look at her who was looking down.

"I'm going. I'll wait for you tomorrow." I said and she nodded.

I kissed her cheek and she look up. I went near window and turn to see her. She smiled and I climb out of the window with a smile.

I was walking to home but with a smile..every moment with her was special. I wanted to say that I love you Haaniyah but I stopped myself. I wanted to make that moment special for her. So special where she understand my words without saying.  I smiled and walked in with the planning of our first date.

Assalam-o-alikum readers.

How are you??

Short chapter I know but for today just take it.

Avoid all the mistakes of spelling as I didn't edit it. So please bear it with mistakes.

I'll be waiting for your comments.

Allah Hafiz.

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