Day 30 - mental therapy institution

Kylie's POV

I laid on my back with my eyes wide open for the fifth night in a row trying to process all of the details Carrie had given to me.

It had been almost a week since she came and gave me the paperwork, the proof, call logs and even text messages between them clarified everything for me.

My mom was truly a vindictive bitch and I wish I had saw it sooner. She had this planned from jump when all I ever done was be the best I could for her.

Due to regret, Carrie sent the files to AJ for them to help, I was just waiting on her to get back to me and try to work everything out. Prom was literally tomorrow, and I had no hope what so ever I was going to make it.

In all this short time I had found out a lifetime full of secrets with my mother, and what she had lied to me about. Including my father. I wasn't mad at him, I should have never been mad at him. It was never him neglecting me, it was her keeping him from me.

When Carrie dropped the bomb on me she had proof, meetings, recorded conversations and everything. She did some digging of her own, realizing there was much more to her that we both had no idea about.

For starters my mother was never a prostitute like she said. She was the leader of it. She set those women up, creating her own business and ended up meeting my father that way. I didn't even need her to clarify this, I was smart enough to know to put the pieces together.

Two, her real name isn't even Marie Nicole Adams, it was Whitney Peterson. Her identity and everything was destroyed, like she never existed. And she went on with life like nothing ever happened, having two kids and putting us in danger when she didn't even know it.

At this point I had no more sympathy, I had no more hope that my mom was gonna change, she's just flat out a liar. I couldn't do this anymore, I wanted her in jail more than anything.

I wanted to start over. With Kyla and my father like an actual happy family without her trying to ruin it. I wanted to finish high school and not try to kill myself again. I just wanted to be Kylie the way that I knew how.

"How long have you been up?" Renee's voice startled me. I looked over at her and blinked, my eyes burning.

"All night, Ren." I sighed as she climbed out of her bed and over to mine.

"You've been doing this for almost a week Ky.Talk to me." She laid down next to me, and on my shoulder.

"I can't right now, just- not until I can fully grasp this myself."

"Just know I'm here to talk." She continued to lay on me.

"You can stop if you want now."

"No you're really warm." She yawned as her eyes shut. I wish mine would do the same.

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"Kylie.. Miss Adams." I felt me being shaken. I opened my eyes and looked at the lady who always escorted me.

"Your 3 o clock session is about to start in twenty minutes. Please get ready." She warned me. I noticed Renee was no longer in my bed, so I got up and freshened up in the bathroom, not ready to face Cass. That's if he was even here today. He hasn't showed up since almost a week ago as well.

I brushed my hair into a ponytail and took a few deep breaths before walking out of the door.

"Mr Cass awaits you." She guided me. I slowly opened the door and walked in, seeing him looking down at papers. He laid eyes on me and I shut the door, sitting on the couch.

"Kylie, hi." He said to me, coming to sit down on the couch next to me.

"You can sit in the chair like you used to now." I told him. He didn't listen and leaned in toward me.

"No." I drew my head hack.

"Kylie let me explain."

"There's nothing to know except for the fact that you're a liar."

"You and I both knew I had a girlfriend, don't act so innocent now."

"It's not that! It's the fact you told her about my story."

"I have files in my office that I noticed that were out of place and she admitted going through them. I didn't tell her anything. She did that on her own it shocked me just as much as it did you." He told me. I finally looked at him and his eyes were so sincere.

"I just don't think we should do this anymore. It's causing too many issues for me and Carmella really loves you."

"Well Carmella packed her shit and left. She got mad at me for cheating once when she'd been cheating this whole time." He covered his face, sighing deeply. I felt for him at that moment, seeing the sadness on his face. Other than how he also felt about me, I could tell he really loved the hell out of Carmella.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know." I told him.

"No, don't." He touched my hands. "Don't apologize for something you had no control over. I wanted it and I don't regret it. Do you?"

"No Cass. I just been thinking a lot."

"Kylie we can work through this." He insisted.

"I still love Roman." I blurted.

"You what?" He squinted his eyes.

"I said, I still love Roman. But I really like you too. But I don't have time to be in another relationship I just don't have the energy. I always ruin things and people."

"I can't argue with that. But when you get out of here just follow your heart okay? Not your mind."

"I will." I assured him. He gave me a sly smile and kissed me gently, caressing my cheek.

"I missed these lips." He whispered pressing his forehead against mine. I hugged him tightly and laid my head on his shoulder.

"As much as I wanna lay here all day I actually need a therapy session. It's about my mother. I have a lot to tell you."

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My session with Cass had lasted way longer than it usually did, and I was fine with that. I poured my heart out to him about this entire situation, and he gave the best advice he could along with some intimacy if you know what I mean.

I dragged my feet down the long hall, dreading to go back to my dull room.

"Speed it up Adams." The escort told me snapping her fingers.

"Shut the hell up, lady." I snapped mine, mocking her. She rolled her eyes and I walked a little faster so I could get away from her.

"I'm sorry. I don't mean to be such a bitch." I told her as we got into the elevator.

"I've gotten worse, no worries sweetie. Thank you for apologizing though." She gave me a warm smile.

"Thank you for accepting." I gave her a nod as the elevator opened. I walked the rest of the way to my room and when I opened the door my heart dropped to my stomach.

"Oh my god." Tears immediately swelled up in my eyes.

"What.. AJ what are you doing here?"

"I'm getting you out of here, let's go."

"B-But I can't leave Renee." I told her shaking my head,

"She's already taken care of, just come on your bags are packed. Your mother is in jail she's finally caught Kylie. You can go back to your life now. Just come on." She grabbed my hand and we ran out of the place as fast as we could out of hells gates.

I couldn't contain my smile as I finally saw the sun again, and Cass smiling outside of his window. He blew me a quick kiss and I turned away, getting into AJ's car.

I finally had my life back and now it was time to right my wrongs. Starting with my family.

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long overdue update, so sorry!

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