Song: Little Do You Know by Alex and Sierra
___________________________Hello everyone! I'm back with another fan fiction! Yes, I am making my second fan fiction to my Sourin fan fiction later! I just want to say I love you all and I hope you enjoy this! And I'm truly sorry if I misspell or mess up in this! Enjoy~! <3
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Tobio's P.O.V
Tap. Tap. Tap.

Its 9th period. Finally. I can never fully understand what my professor is talking about. Its always the same exact thing. He babbles and babbles on until I feel as if my ears are bleeding.

And to top it off, my 9th period class is Language Arts. Yahoo, wonderful. Of course, thats my worst subject. Well, besides every other subject. School shit is too confusing for me, my mind wonders too easily. And I can't pay attention no matter what because I will always have only two certain things on my mind. They are super simple, but so amazing. I'll never let them out of my head;

1) Volleyball

2) Hinata, Shouyo

Just thinking about the two will always distract me, no matter what the situation is. Just thinking about how the ball gently taps the tips of my fingers and when Hinata jumps up to spike my set; it's wonderful.

As I was day dreaming about those two perfect things, I jumped when my teacher swatted his meter stick at my desk. "Mr. Kageyama! Pay attention!" My professor hissed. His eyes were dark and serious, like a dolls lifeless eyes. I felt shivers jolt down my spine as I cleared my throat with a nod. "Y-yes sir!" I shouted in understanding. Well.... that explains what that annoying tapping was...

The teacher droned on with the lesson until-- D I N G!!!!!

Heh... saved by the bell. I popped up while slinging my bag onto my shoulder, when dashing out of the classroom before anyone else. I tumbled through the main hallway in the east wing until I stopped short. I almost lost my footing when I saw the small, orange haired male with coffee brown eyes. He stood before me. It was most definitely Hinata.

"Oh! Hey, Kageyama~Kun!" Hinata cheered, jumping gently. Holy crap he's so. C-cute?

I felt my cheeks fog with a pink shade. I cleared my throat and looked to the side.

"H-hey, dumbass," I muttered, a pout forming to my lips. Dammit, 'dumbass' isn't the best greeting toward the guy I like. Crap.

Hinata rolled his eyes, but a faint smile stayed to his lips. "So, ready for practice?" He asked me, jumping up fully until he reached my height, then lowered down like an autumns leaf.

"Oh yeah, of course, of c-course," I stuttered.

His face turned concerned, "Kageyama~kun, you're stuttering, and your face is red. Are you alright? Do you need the nurse?" Hinata questioned, looking up to me with a slight tilt to his head.

Unexpectedly, the small fool wrapped his arms around my arm.

My face faded crimson as I gave a stern nod, shaking him off of my arm. "Shut up dumbass... let's go." I grumbled as I started to walk to the direction of the gym. I heard his sneakers make a high pitched squeak as he zoomed straight past me.

"Race yah' there!" He screamed in the hall, taking a short turn to go to the next halls entrance.

I smirked, this is probably another reason why I love this short fire ball. "Oh, you're on dumbass!" I hollered, darting straight after him.

We zoomed past teachers and got yelled at a few times, but we both arrived at the gym in the same time.

"I won!" Hinata yelled, changing his uniforms sneakers to his court sneakers. My brows furrowed as I changed my shoes as well. "Uh, no, you didn't dumbass, I did," I growled while walking into the gym. Hinata was about to shoot me an argument before his mouth formed to a smile and he pushed through me, like I was garbage.

"Senpai! You're so amazing at being our Libero, it makes me feel like 'WAAEEEEEE'!" Shouyo yelped while darting to our shortest Senpai, Nishinoya Yuu. He was definitely short, much smaller then Hinata. His hair was a distracting dark brown with a small streak of blonde in his bangs as he always slicks it back to be away from his face. I always feel a bit annoyed when Noya~San and Hinata talk because I really want to make a good impression on Hinata but, he definitely likes Senpai much more then me.

I huffed to myself as I shuffled quietly over to the small cart that held the volleyballs. I lifted up the one sitting on the top as I started to walk at the back of the gym. All the noise around me made my head hurt. But, why? Loud and obnoxious noises never phase me but holy crap, my head was pounding so hard I could feel my own pulse. I choose to ignore it as I placed my ball between my hands, giving it a twirl under my finger tips before launching it up. I took a few steps forward before running, then jumping and then;

W A - B A A M!!!

The ball hit the center of my palm before it flung up over the net and landed at the other side. A small grunt escaped my lips before landing onto the ground soundly. Now my head was feeling worse. Like if someone slammed a bat to my skull. I rubbed my head gently, flinching at my own touch as I glanced forward while squinting. Oh great, my vision is somewhat blurry too. And no, I don't need glasses, I have 20/20 vision. When I could focus my eyes a bit, I could see a soft blur of gray infront of me. It was Sugawara-Senpai.

"Hey Tobio, nice one! "

"Hey, are you feeling alright?"

"You're crying.."

Sugawara's voice trailed from cheerful to concerned as I felt his hand clasp onto my shoulder. Now I was confused. I raised my fingers to my eyes as I felt salty water leaking from them. I was crying. Dammit! I didn't even know I was! Shit!

I wiped my eyes quickly while struggling to speak. "Y-yes." I rasped, feeling a wave of nausea hit me like a brick. "Are you sure?" Sugawara took me by the shoulders as I wiggled myself free and started to try to walk to the locker room. I felt dizzy. "I-I'm alright.." I mumbled before I felt my body collapse and everything went black. Like I was shutting down.

Shit....
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Hinata's P.O.V

Cold and silent...

After Kageyama collapsed, the court went silent. My eyes couldn't believe what just happened. Kageyama fainted.

The blood rushing through my veins ran cold and still. I knew something was wrong but he wouldn't say a thing.

"Quick! Call the nurse!" Daichi-San screamed in an ordering tone.

"Tobio?! Wake up!" Sugawara-Senpai shouted into his ear, going to the floor to lay Kageyama's head on his jacket so his head was gently elevated.

"Pour some water on him!" Coach Ukai hollered as he rushed out of the gym with sensai to the nurse.

"Asahi! Pick Tobio up! You're huge!" Noya-San pointed to Asahi's direction as Asahi looked terrified.

"I-I-" Asahi stuttered, looking as if he just witnessed a murder.

The gym went into a panicked mode. Everyone was running but I stayed still...

I wasn't frantic like all the others. They were going everywhere to help. But it was like my body was cemented to the floor. I wasn't like everyone else.

I was scared.

My best friend just fell face first to the ground without notice. I can't help the nott dwelling in my stomach.

As I was trying to fix my thoughts, I felt a strong grip clamp onto my shoulder. "Oi! Stop spacing out and go help Tobio! Aren't you two friends?! Call 911!" I looked to the male scolding me, his head was a dark buzz cut, eyes piercing with a deadly glare. It was Tanaka~Senpai.

"I-- Oh, yeah!" I started to lose my mind. I ran over to Sugawara~Senpai
And Tobio. I slid to my bottom as I sat right by their sides. "Tanaka-Senpai told me to call 911, should I?!" I shouted as Sugawara was holding Tobio by his side, letting him lay on his club jacket. "No, they won't listen to you, you're a 1st year. Stay by Tobio while I call an ambulance." He instructed, trying to stay calm as he rushed away from my sight, leaving me with Tobio. I felt sick, I was going to throw up. This has to be some sort of sick joke right?

Right?...
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6:49pm
Hinata's P.O.V

Hours, minutes and seconds.

They all felt the same. As seconds passed, it felt like years.

While hours pasted, it felt like seconds.

It was a living nightmare.

The whole team and I went in the ambulance to the hospital, they strapped Tobio in a weird bed thing and started to hook a mask to his face to give him oxygen. It was scary. I didn't ever think I would have to see anyone like this. It isn't anything I've ever wanted to see.

But after the ride from the ambulance, they rushed Kageyama in and brought him to a room. And now, we have been stuck in this place for hours. 2 hours, exact and almost three without any information given to us...

I was sitting in one of the waiting room's chairs, biting my nails while tapping my court shoes to the tile floor. I can't do this. It's too nerve wracking. I just wanna scream.

"Hinata... calm down.." I heard a soothing voice from a tall male with long brown hair pushed into a bun. It was Asahi.

"Asahi-San.." I mumbled, smiling a small bit. Yeah, maybe he can help me calm down. He helps me calm down before games. He's a great teammate.

"I know, it's a bit scary but we have to just wait" Asahi sighed.

"Why wait?" I muttered, starting to pout.

"Because," he shrugged

"GAHH I JUST WANT TO SEE BAKAYAMA" I screamed, causing Asahi to jump slightly and laugh nervously.

"Hinata.. people are at rest here, they need a quiet environment" he tried to help me stay quiet as I nodded a little, dropping my head. "Yes... you're right.." I mumbled softly.

"Thanks.." I rasped, pushing a chunk of orange hair away from my eyes.

Asahi' smile shines brightly, being the nice guy he is, he laughed. "No problem. Hope your calm now," He responded as I nodded. "Yup! Thanks!" I grinned.

And yeah, that was a lie.

I can't be calm but I have to pretend because when anyone worries, Asahi worries and thats not fair.

I just kept my smile and waited. I waited through the painfully long wait. All I want to know is if my friend is alright... He's strong, he can handle what ever it is. Well, hopefully...
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Tobio's P.O.V

All I could see was darkness. Nothing more, nothing less. I felt weightless and still. What happened? Am I dying? What's wrong with me?... This never happened to me. Why now? Just why?...

I felt myself raise my heavy eyelids up as I squinted around the area. It wasn't the court like were I was... ah fuck. It's a hospital.

I furrowed my brows as I still felt the pounding go through my head. Why was I here? It's probably just a migraine, they went to far and brought me here. Those dipshits...

I looked up, just to get a better look around as I quickly shielded my eyes with extreme pain wielding me. My eyes stung from the bright lights around me, feeling as if pepper spray was poured into my pupils. Why was this happening to me?!

"Shit.." I muttered, holding my head in my hands as I felt a small gauze patch on my forehead. Great, just great. How could this possibly get worse?

When it seemed I pretty much jinxed myself, I heard a crack and turn from the door knob. I slowly craned my head to the direction, feeling water fall from my eyes. They were sensitive and gentle against the light. I guess that's why I was 'crying' in the gym?...

"Mr.Kageyama?... Are you awake?" A strong voice echoed through my hospital room. I cringed, the noise being so loud and droning through my ears caused so much pain. I slammed my hands to my ears, whimpering quietly. "Please.. lower the lights.." I managed to choke out while I stared at the floor. I hated this feeling of being weak against anything. Now I'm weak against my own body?... that's bullshit.

"Alright," he whispered while dimming the lights and walking to me. I raised my head, rubbing my eyes and removing my hands from my ears. It was a tall thin man that looked kinda like Tsukishima but with dark brown hair and circular glasses. "How are you?.." he asked almost silently, crouching down to my bed and sitting beside me. He adjusted his glasses, taking a long hard look at me. I stared at him, shifting away slightly as I looked away. "Fine" I muttered.

"You have to tell the Truth Mr.Kageyama, or we cannot let you leave." Well, I don't know if I wanted to leave... my team saw me pass out. I don't think I could stand seeing them.

"Fine.. I feel like shit..." I growled, getting very annoyed really easily. He nodded, sighing slightly like he had a big problem weighing him down.

"Well Mr.Kageyama, we ran some tests... x-rays... scans... and we have bad news...It'll explain why you feel like 'shit' though..." he spoke gently, rubbing my shoulder slightly. I tensed up at his touch as I swung my head to his direction. "What?.." I asked, feeling curious, but oh god, I was in for some rough shit if the doctor was trying to comfort me.

Then. He said it. 4 words I didn't ever want to hear in my life or ever think I would hear them in my life;

"You have brain cancer"

Reality hit me like a boulder as I felt my heart stop. Brain cancer?... cancer?... "Holy shit..." is all I could get to escape my mouth.

"That's why you're sensitive to the light, you can't handle the noise too well and you've been getting migraines. It's not too odd to see someone with brain cancer, just odd about your age..." he went on and on like he was just squeezing lemon juice in a cut.

"I'm sorry, I'll tell your friends so they can take you home--" he started as I stood up shakily. "No... don't say a damn thing..." I hissed, slimming my eyes. "Tell them to go home. I don't want to see them right now" I struggled to get a grip on what was happening.

Was I over reacting?

Was I losing my mind?

Oh no... How the fuck am I going to tell Hinata....?

"Tobio, you can stay the night so there's no stress, we will call your mom--" he started to speak again before I glared at him in the dark lights.

"She's 10 feet under the ground sir" I snapped at him while shuffling to the small night table, which my court sneakers stayed.

"...I'm sorry... Then we will call your father--" he spoke while getting up before I jammed my face in his direction, tears streaming down my cold face. "He doesn't give a shit. I'll see him when I get home. Tell my team I only have a fever. Nothing more, nothing less. " I gritted my teeth, yanking my shoes on and starting my way toward the door, wiping my eyes on my sleeves.

"But Kag-"

"I'll come when needed. Call my cell. Not my dads. I'll be taking my leave now" I stated, exiting the hostpital room while rushing through the hallway, panting and flinching from the lights. I made sure I went in the opposite direction from my friends. I didn't want to confront them.

I left the building stealthy, losing my breath. It seemed dark. Which was better. I went to the side of the building, a few feet away from the door as I let my back slide down the brick wall. I arched my head to my hands as I started sobbing. Why does this world hate me? Oh that's right, its because I'm just a mistake.
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