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I'm just gonna write, it may get personal to me at times (eg. mask and short temper) but remember this is my imagination so it's ok! (Also this is mostly influenced by the current song I'm listening to so it may be different for that reason, I will write the current song in italics) Enjoy!
I may also quote songs but that's intentional
Etho Pov:
Mask-dream
I wake up and look in the mirror only to see my messy hair sticking up in all directions like a lion. I laugh to myself as I grab a brush and get dressed and just generally get ready for the day. Then I take one last look in the mirror and sigh as I put on my mask, walk out my room and go to my office to stream. Does Etho do streams? Muffin-BadBoyHalo
It's not like it matters because of my mask, but I force a smile and start. I put on the waiting screen and grab some water and a cookie before I turn it off again. I jump on the hermitcraft world and start to work on my mega base. Your new boyfriend (8d audio) This one comment keeps coming up and it annoys me whenever I see it:
Is XB your boyfriend?
I answer it another time (5 in the last 10 minutes) that it's fake, getting really angry about it. Vibrant eyes- CG5 Then I see it again, and again, and again, it's even getting read out on donations now. Next thing I know, I'm shouting: "WILL YOU JUST SHUT UP ABOUT THAT! ITS FAKE FOR THE LAST TIME!" Then I click end stream and head to YouTube to watch something to calm down. Deal with Destiny- Ldshadowlady. It's already clipped.. everywhere I look on YouTube, I see the video of me shouting on stream. I angrily shut of my PC and take off my mask, lay face first on my bed, and start to cry.
"Why can't people just leave me alone?!" I scream and cry into my pillow. Then my roommate Keralis knocked on my door before entering. Ain't no crying- derivakat
"Sweet face? I heard you shouting and crying so I thought I would check on you" He said.
Say it enough and you start believing, in the glory, in the justice, they will drill it into your head. The cycle happened every couple days and I was seriously thinking of quitting YouTube and twitch all together.
What am I fighting for? What is stopping me from quitting? It's Keralis, he is the reason I haven't quit. He is like my personal therapist at this point and he always stops me from lashing out at people. TommyInnit- CG5. I mean- sure I find it annoying sometimes but it's so nice the way he looks out for me, he is always there to calm me down and makes sure I don't overwork. He is the best friend.
Get yourself a friend like Keralis, and you will be okay for life.
Not proofreading because I just want imagination on the page.
8:36pm English time
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