"Jerome, Jerome, JEROME!!" A voice I believe to be Adam's yells.

I jolt upwards to be met by my friends.

"Jerome, we are so glad your awake." Ian sighed with relief.

I stare at them shocked, "Why didn't you let me DIE!!!!!!!!"

My voice echoed in the room and nurses came in to calm me down.

"All I ever wanted was for Mitch to love me, when he finally said that he wanted to be my boyfriend. I was ecstatic. But when he died, my life was over. I finally had the chance to be with him. But you!!! You all made it stop!!! I was going to be with him forever!! I need him. I can't live without him. That's why when Jason tried to kill me, I didn't stop him. I was actually happy. My Biggums is dead and I can't be with him. I don't care about you all. If I get hurt again. DON'T BRING ME BACK!!"

The boys and nurses look at me, eyes wide in shock.

"Jerome, sweetie. Calm down." A nurse coos.

"I don't need to calm down!!!! I WANTED TO DIE!!!"

The room goes silent.

All eyes still on me.

"Charlotte, bring the meds." The blonde nurse orders.

Charlotte nods and comes back 5 minutes later with a basket of medicine.

She turns towards me, "Just swallow this and then you can go home."

I stop her from giving me the medicine, "If it doesnt kill me I dont want it."

"Jerome what is wrong with you!!!! You always told us never to give up, why are you giving up now?" Ian asks.

"Ian, I dont have anything to live for now. My Biggums is gone. What am I here for. To be sad the rest of my life." I reply.

"Just take the medicine, maybe it will kill you. We will only know if you take it." Charlotte replies, obviously angry.

I finally take the medicine knowing it wont get me anywhere not taking it.

"Night Jerome. I hope you have a nice dream."

Is what I hear before I fall asleep.

*Dream*

I walk through a beautiful green meadow, filled with flowers.

I find a nice big willow tree to sit down under.

I keep walking north until I reach that tree.

I go through the green branches to find him sitting there.

He stands up, "Jerome?"

I stare in shock, "Mitch!" 

We run at each other and grasp one another.

He nuzzles his head in the crook of my neck.

I begin crying, "I missed you Biggums."

"I missed you too."

*End Of Dream*

I wake up to find that I'm in my bed.

I lay back down and stare at the ceiling.

I begin to think about your letter, then I bolt out of bed and run to my desk.

I pick up a pen, and begin to write.

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Yeah, thats the chapter. I hope yall enjoy. Comment, vote, share and follow if you enjoy and want more!!!!! Take care and may StarClan light your path my fellow Warriors!!!!!!

-Frostleaf