i decided to just walk to school from the park because they were very close to each other.

i had no other clothes except for the ones on my back.

i had to go to the bathroom in the old public bathroom.

i didn't stop crying when i reached school and i didn't even bother to wipe them away.

it's not like anyone would come up to me and ask if i was okay.

so for all my classes i just quietly cried with my hair covering my face wondering,

what am i going to do after school ends?

i had no friends. i had no close relatives. i didn't have a dad.

and i wouldn't dare ask you because your scary girlfriend would come after me. and i will never forgive you for leaving me for her.

i have no one.

no one cares.