i came home and it felt like there was a pile of bricks that smashed my heart.

i was crying because i was thinking of you and then my mom came in.

she must of saw me crying or i must've done something wrong to anger her because she started yelling at me.

"you're just a worthless little brat, i should have listened to my mom and had an abortion! sometimes i just want to leave you like your father did because all your doing is wasting my money! why couldn't i have any other child? but no, i ended up with a failure. and that's all you'll ever be!"

"i know mom, i know." i said staring blankly at the wall.