i went to visit you again and your smile seemed even bigger than usual.

i wonder what you are thinking about, if you are even thinking.

i was holding your hand and i could've sworn i felt you squeeze mine. so i called up the nurse and i was jumping up with happiness. she told me that it was probably just a reflex and not to get my hopes up.

i don't care what she thinks because i think you are going to wake up soon.

maybe if i believe enough it will happen.