Leading her into the bedroom, I knew something was different... but I couldn't focus on anything but the feeling of her. Even the feeling of her wrist in my hand as I guide her towards the bed sends a pulse through me I can't control.

"Liam," God I love the way she says my name like that.

Turning around, I forget everything for a moment and I pull her into me, slamming my lips on hers. The moment she melts into me I lose it, reaching for the hem of her shirt I go to pull it off and...

Wait...

We both freeze and look down to see her shirt in my hand.

"Liam?" she whispers, the confusion in her voice mimicking the confusion in my mind, "Did... did you just..."

I test the movement, and my hands tremble when I manage to lift her shirt upward.

"I..." I drop the fabric, frozen in shock.

I've never been able to interact with anything around me before. I can't find the words, but when I look into her wide eyes I know something has changed because she's staring at me like...

"Liam," she whispers, reaching for my face, "Liam I... I can see you. Like... actually... actually see you..."

She studies me for a long moment before her perfect lips move upward into a smile.

"Blue eyes... you... you have blue eyes," she murmurs, her hand cupping my cheek and...

God it feels so... it feels so real...

Lifting my hand to place over hers, I can only stare at her as her eyes travel over me.

"What's happening?" I whisper, mostly to myself as I realize my hand isn't passing through hers even as I apply pressure.

She doesn't answer, but instead moves toward me and presses her body against mine. I can't help but shiver at the contact, closing my eyes and just feeling the pressure of her, the warmth of her...

"May," I choke, opening my eyes but too overwhelmed to really speak.

She reaches up, hesitantly, and I nearly fall over when she successfully unbuttons my shirt. The same shirt I died in, faded red flannel and dingy from work. Moving to the next one then the next, she slowly unbuttons it and slides it down my arms.

I can only stand there in shock.

When she presses her hands experimentally against my chest, running her fingers through the hair and tracing the lines of my body, I barely suppress a whimper.

Fuck, it's been so long...

"Liam," she whispers, looking up at me in awe.

Then, slowly, she falls to her knees.

If I wasn't already dead, I think I'd die again as she started to unbuckle my belt... then my jeans... sliding them down my legs before running her hands back up to free me from my boxers.

"May, you don't have to-" I rasp, but all words are lost when she wraps her lips around me and I see fucking stars.

It takes absolutely everything in me to stay standing.

I'm fully panting and can only stabilize myself by placing my hands on her head as she moves up and down the length of me. I feel all of it... the warmth of her mouth, the wetness of her tongue, the way she...

"May, oh fuck!" I groan, my legs starting to tremble as she moves faster and faster, gripping my thighs as she plays me like a damn fiddle.

When she moans, though, I lose it. I can't hold back when it hits me, and she moans again as she drives me fully into her throat - not wasting a drop. When she finally releases me, I stumble backward onto the bed staring at her... this fucking goddess on her knees before me, eyes wide and lips puffy from what she just did to me.

"H-how," I choke, unable to process what just happened.

"I don't know," she whispers, standing slowly and sliding her shirt over her head before dropping it to the floor beside her, "but it doesn't matter."

She walks toward me, shedding her clothes one pieces at a time. I'm mesmerized by her as she strips for me, slowly, before walking over and pressing me backward on the bed. My hands move instinctively, wrapping around her as she straddles me, and I pull her to me to kiss her with absolutely everything I have.

I don't know if this is forever, but I'll be damned if I don't make every second I have with her like this count.

When her hand moves into my hair, scratching my scalp lightly, I groan again - shocked when I feel the reactions down south already.

What is she doing to me?

"Liam," the way she moans my name lights a new fire in me, and I flip her over to lay between her legs - stunned when it works, but no longer thinking about the how.

I let my lips travel down her neck, nibbling and sucking at her skin... my God, I can taste her... and move my fingers down to circle her clit. When she bucks against me... she doesn't go through me. Instead, she grinds against my hand and I move my fingers down to sink them into her. One then quickly another, pumping them in and out as my mouth moves to her perfect breasts.

"Liam!" she gasps, her hands tightening in my hair, "Oh God, Liam!"

I move further and further south, settling between her thighs before diving in like a man starved.

I moan the second I taste her, plunging my tongue into her and feeling her tense around it. I add my fingers back into the mix, and work her the way she worked me - relishing the sounds of her gasps, her pleas, and her moans as her fingers dig into me. I watch her unravel, and when she cums for me with a scream I help her ride it out with a grin on my face.

I keep my eyes fixed on her the entire time, feasting on the very sight of her.

When she collapses back into the bed, I kiss back up her body and move my lips to her ear.

"May," I whisper, positioning myself at her entrance, "come apart for me."

Sliding into her, I can't help but gasp along with her. This isn't the ghost of a touch, this isn't a pressure or warmth that reminds me of what I once had... no. This is real. I feel everything, I feel her.

"Oh... oh my God," her words are breathy, and the way her hands claw at my back - pulling me toward her like she's trying to ground herself in me... I barely manage not to explode right then.

I can't hold back... I can't take it slow. I plunge into her fast and hard, lacking all control. I don't know if I'll have another chance, I don't know if this can last... and I won't waste a single moment of this bliss.

I feel her fluttering inside, squeezing me as I get her closer and closer to another orgasm, and it takes absolutely every ounce of strength I have to keep from climaxing first.

But I need to feel it. I need to feel her come undone around me.

"Cum for me May," it comes out a growl, but it's really a plea... a desperate plea for the chance to feel her, even just this once.

"Oh God, Liam!" she screams out my name as her body begins to tighten around me .

Her legs are wrapped around my waist, her fingers digging into my back, as she throws her head back and arches her back... and my God it's the most incredible thing I've ever seen and felt...

"May!" I roar, my own climax impossible to prevent, and I feel the warmth pool inside her and all around me.

"I love you," it escapes me before I can stop it, tumbling out of me like a prayer and a promise tied in one.

"Liam," her whisper makes me freeze in panic at what I've just said, "I love you too."

The panic evaporates, and the warmth that blooms in my chest brings a clarity I've never know.

I can't let her go. I'll never let her go. This is it for me. She's it. She's my everything.

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