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Kayal's POV

Life was unpredictable. My life is best ever example for that but not in good way... Everything was correctly moving on wrong way...

After coming to room first thing I did was removing my saree immediately I went to washroom and stood under the shower rubbing my whole body to get rid of his touch.. Those forbidden disgusting touch...

I felt more ugly when still I could feel his touch burning on my skin . I did not mind that still I was with blouse and underskirt, taking the body wash I poured them in my hand and rubbed all over the places where he kept his pervert hand.

I sobbed loudly, not because of  that my skin started to burn from my harsh scratches but I cried my heart out because I was disgusted of his touch. Still I could feel them.

I have gone through  lots of things, but no one assaulted my body with bad touches. Today he made me more ugly by his sinful hands and made hate me more.

Suddenly bathroom door bursted open when I looked, first I couldn't see the person properly since my vision was blurred with tears and water flowing from the shower.

So I wiped out the tears quickly and rubbed my eyes . When I saw the person who was standing infront me,  again tears started to pour out non stoply . Even I did not try to cover myself just stood there looking at the orbs which showing lots emotions without uttering words.

He did not looked at my body even when I was standing half naked  and completely drenched in water, unlike the lust filled eyes which only looked at my covered body like I was his prey  .

" K....k..karthik.. "

Hearing my voice simultaneously he blinked his eyes like regaining consious from his unnevering thoughts . Leaving the door knob he reached near me by quick steps . Closing the shower he hugged me like if his hold loosened little bit, I would vanished into thin air. I also hugged him and sobbed hiding myself in his chest.

I could feel he was raking my hair by one hand and patting my backside by another hand. But I did not feel even a pinch of uncomfortable with his touch, instead of that his touch soothed me and gave me the persuasion unlike Siddarth's evil touches. That one name I started hate to core.

" Shhhh... Calm down... Please do not cry Kayal. I am here. You are safe. No one can harm you..but please stop your crying... You have cried for enough in your whole life.. Here after you will not.."

Hearing his words more tears started to flow and I holded him tightly. Because that was the only thing I wanted now and craved in my whole life. A comfort hug which tells me that I was safe and no one can harm me...😞

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I do not know for how long we stood like that. When my cryies subsided he retreated from the hug and said holding my face "Now wash yourself properly and come out. You are soaked with body wash. If you stayed more with wet dress you will catch cold. " when he said that reality hit me hard that I was hugging him for long time in this attire. Immediately heat crept in my face and cheeks  turned  into crimson.

Quickly bending my head I made distance from him and turning to other side I covered my front by crossing my hands. What a idiot am I? I just hugged him like a cola bear and that too in this messed up manner. Now he will think I was so desperate... Shit.. Shit....! Why did I do like that? When I was busy in cursing myself,  I heard a voice from my behind , " Now do not overthink about anything. Just come quickly getting freshen up.... Hmm, By the way, I won't mind that you ruined my favourite shirt" he said the last part, sarcastically. And with that I heard a fading sound of footsteps and with that door closed sound.

I released a huge breath which I was holding from the moment when I realised what the blunder mistake I had done few minutes ago. ' oh, for you, was it just a mistake?' my mind mocked me.

"Aaachummmmm..." when suddenly I got sneeze I understood that I had to clean myself quickly before getting fever.. Already I have lot in my plate so do not want more.. Thinking that I locked the bathroom door immediately and went to take a quick bath removing the rest of  soaked dress.

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When I came back from the shower still Karthik was standing in my room looking outside through the window. I cleared my throat to let him know about my arrival. He turned and looked at me but his all demeanour changed into something. Nothing like when he spoke sarcastically few minutes ago.

" Did you dry your hair properly?" he asked in blank tone and I just nodded.

"If you finished your things shall we talk about what happened today?" he asked lifting an eyebrow. My breath hitched hearing his suggestion. No... I was not ready for that. More than that I was afraid what would happen if he got to know the whole truth behind my answer . And definitely devil would not hesitate to kill me if he heard the news that I revealed everything to Karthik.

" What?" when he snapped my reverie got broken. " What? Are you thinking the way to escape from the question or planning to make up the lie?"

"Karthik, please leave the finished matter and now please leave the room" saying it I turned but holding my forearm he turned me again and asked, narrowing his eyes " Leave? Do you want me to leave from this room or you wanted me to leave from your life?

But remember this I can not and will not leave from your life. Why couldn't you understand me Kayal? " he asked in frustration . And gradually his sound getting higher and higher

" Karthik, please do not shout. If anyone heard , it would become a huge problem. " I told him in scared voice looking towards the door .

" It's okay, I won't mind that. Let them come and hear out what I am talking. I was fed up with these all hiding things. It was my fault that I dragged the matter upto this end . I should have confessed my feelings to you before, without any delay ."

" Karthik you're telling about all those feeling, but I could not understand probably about what feeling  you are talking .....

" I Love you damnit... " suddenly he said bringing me near to him by holding my forearms. My words freezed inside of my mouth hearing his confession . I very well know what he was talking about but I did not think he would openly confess to me this soon.

"Now I accurately told what's my feeling for you. Now what are you going to say? I know very well you were pretending all these time like you did not understand me. Now what is your answer?" Karthik asked desperately.

" K.. Karthik it will not h..happen.. " while saying it my voice stuttered .

" Why? "

" Because for this world you and me are sister and brother. What will they talk if they got to knew about all this? For them it would be a huge sin... A taboo relationship... They will not approve this... Us... " I told him weaving my hand between us.

" You are talking only about what would other's  think and speak ? What about you? As far as I remember, like last time you did not deny it saying that you did not like this relationship. Only denying considering about other's shitty talk. "

I could not talk looking at his eyes so I looked down on the floor because what he said  was right..

*Before the revelation of my birth I thought him as a brother but I did not get his love.

*After knowing the truth I erased the brother thing and started to think him as a stranger who lived with me under the same roof for years .

*When he confessed me for the first time about his real feeling I was confused and dumbfounded.

* When he flirted with me I felt irritating.

* When he saved me from Siddarth and punched him I felt overwhelmed because except Abi no one has done that for me. At that time when I saw Karthik I got relieved.

*When I saw him in my room sleeping in the cold floor. And the reason he told me for that, I thought what does he really want from me?

*But something stirred inside me when he gave me forehead kiss for the second time. First time when he kissed it felt wrong and I tensed. But second time there was a feeling like he was telling ' I am here for you' and I felt some warm feeling which until that moment I did not get from my birth.

* When he bought me medicine I felt his care. I know he had not been bought any medicine for me before. But that one time made me feel better by his act. Also he gave me space when I asked him to not come near. There he respected my words.

*Few minutes ago he saw me the way, no man had seen me until to this date. But  his eyes did not gave me a chance to feel disgusting or uncomfortable. Do not think me as shameless. I did not feel discomfort to think that I was standing without wearing saree. Because until today every mankind's eyes only gave me two looks. Disgusted look or lustful look. No man looked at me the way he did.

* When he was hugging me I did not feel any bad touch. It only gave me the secure feeling and I wanted to be caged between those arms to feel that warmness until my life ends.

I felt a soft touch under my chin. Karthik lifted my face holding my chin and gently wiped my tears. Then only  realised I was crying silently. I was crying because I was confused between all these emotions. I could feel that something has changed inside me the way I was seeing Karthik.

But I was afraid to confess that openly. Thinking about this cynical society, I was afraid how would they judge me? Already I was not perfect for them. What would they say if I accepted this unnamed relationship. Definitely they would curse that I was a characterless girl. Without knowing the whole truth they will talk I was having an illicit relationship with my own brother because of I could not get other boys .

Why my life was so complicated... Now only I was feeling the warmness and caring which I craved for my whole life. But I could not embrace that feeling with my open hands. My hands were tied by the chain in the name of society. The society which made me think low of myself and ruined my life.

Putting brake to my running thoughts I looked at the eyes which keenly looking at me like he was reading my mind about what I was thinking deeply.

When I opened my mouth to talk, " Shhhh... You do not need to tell anything. First relax yourself without stressing your mind. And do not worry about those shitty people." he told those things like he really understood what was running inside my head.

Bringing me near to the bed he climbed up while I was looking at him confusingly." Come" he pat the next place next to him leaning on the bed.. My bed...

When he got that I was confused, he asked " Do you believe me or not?" slowly I nodded my head affirmatively.

" Then come sleep here, I promise I will not do anything which you do not like. All I want is a good sleep after the long, stressful day." already I could feel tiredness in his face.

Taking slow steps hesitantly I climbed to the bed and sat near him. " What? Lean on the pillow " he said patting the pillow. Slowly I leant on and kept my head down. Since my bed was single bed. I stayed like stiff log without moving. Because I do not want to choke him by my body.

I heard a heavy sigh and suddenly I was pulled in to the hug. No it was not hug he was cuddling me and my head was in his chest." K.. Karthik" when I tried to pull myself he did not leave me and said " Just close your eyes and sleep. Trust me I will not do anything.. Cuddling only" saying that he started to pat my backside of head by using the hand which his under my head.

First, few minutes it felt odd... But gradually it reduced when I started concentrate on the sound of his heart beats . I know he did not sleep so I asked " Karthik about your father and..."

But he cut me off saying" Shhhh.... I will look after about them. You do not have to worry about anything as I said. Now just sleep without torturing your poor mind and let's hope for the best". I felt him smiling when he said the last part. I too smile little bit and closed my eyes expecting to wake up early for the next day... A hopeful day....

Karthik's POV...

I felt her smile when I told that... And I know she was fell into the deep slumber after that.

I promise my love ! I will make everything right which gone wrong.

I  felt content today after long time of years. Because I openly confessed to her, even though she did not reciprocate the same feeling openly, I know and I saw those same feelings through her dove like eyes. But she was afraid and have doubts about the consequences... I am sure everything will be alright and make her all worries disappear from her heart.

Also I would find what that bastard did to Kayal to  make her accept this proposal. I do not want to pressure her more thinking about that. That's why  I did not ask anything furthermore. I was sure I am going make him regret if I got to know, that low life has done something to her.

My thoughts broke when I felt her snuggling towards my chest. I smiled at her antics and slowly kissed her forehead to do not want to disturb her peaceful sleep....

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