It was almost like the world was standing still except for me. Everyday my stomach grew in size, and everyday sharp little pains were felt if I moved too much. I felt like Bella Cullen except I wasn't going to fucking die when I give birth. Rose was playing in the corner of the room with her dolls and Abe was sitting in the chair next to my bed reading aloud from a book. I wasn't paying much attention, only that it was a romance and he skipped when anything remotely sexual came up. I was glad I was with the two most important people in my life, but their stress could be cut with a butter knife it was so thick. Leaning back into my pillows I closed my eyes. Knowing whatever sleep I got now would help in the long run.

" Do you want me to watch your mind as you sleep? So that you have no nightmares?

" No I will be fine love. But Keep an eye on Rose. She seems to be getting more angry with me as time goes on. Maybe get her to take a nap with me once I'm completely asleep."

Then I slipped into a deep sleep.

-time skip-

I woke up with a start, letting out a gasp as I held a hand to my stomach. It was flat. Jumping out of bed I realized it was my old room in the B.P.R.D. Fear shot through me as I tried to understand.

" ABE? ROSE?"

Panic was filling me as I ran out of my old room, everything was the same as I remembered it. Quickly dashing into the Library I almost cried with relief when I saw Abe swimming around in his tank.

" Thank god you're okay."

" Of course I'm okay. Are you okay?"

" Yeah, do you know where Rose is? Where are the babies? How long was I out?"

" Whos Rose? What Babies. You took a nap about half an hour ago."

My heart froze.

" Rose. Our daughter. I am pregnant with twin girls."

" Are you drunk? We have never had sex. How could I be a father? Besides we are just friends."

"NO!"

My heart was cracking. This had to be some sick joke as I spun away from Abe. Some sick, demented joke.

" Eleanor. Why are you looking all panicked?"

That voice. Spinning back around I saw him.

" Daddy?"

My throat felt like it was closing. Speeding over to him I clutched onto him like he was a life raft in a bottomless sea. Clutching onto him I started to sob. How could this be possible?

" Eleanor, what is wrong. Why are you acting like this?"

" Oh Dad...I'm so confused. I had a daughter, I was pregnant. You..you were dead!"

His face twisted into more concern as he pushed me back to look at me.

" Eleanor, you must have one heck of a dream."

Pulling away I shook my head like a wet dog,

"Nonononono! It was real! Rasputin had killed you! We avenged you! Liz was pregnant with Red's kids. Abe was the father of my Rose. Oh my baby."

Clutching my stomach I fell to my knees, sobbing. I wanted my little girl to run up to me and throw her little tiny arms around my neck and cover me with her kisses. I wanted to feel the belly bump under my arms with my other little girls who I haven't met yet. What hell did I get thrown into with my family taken away from me?

" Eleanor, you have never been pregnant. You hate kids. You would have never had any."

Dad was talking gently to me, even getting down on the floor with me.

" I am very much alive. I only went to the hospital because of Rasputin. Do you want me to get Red down here to tell you that he is not a father? I can have him grab you a cup of coffee if you want."

Anger flared up from deep within me.

"NO I DON'T WANT COFFEE. I WANT MY LITTLE GIRLS. I WANT MY SISTER IN LAW AND MY HUSBAND BACK. I WANT EVERYTHING TO GO BACK TO NORMAL!"

I got up, looking coldly down at my father. He seemed to be trying not to think I had lost a few screws, but I knew I wasn't crazy. I had children. Abe was my husband and Red was married to Liz. This had to be some sick, demented trick.

" Eleanor, you need to calm down. We don't want to put you in lock down. You have always been a good girl. You don't have a little girl named Rose. You aren't carrying twin girls. Liz never had babies either."

"Yes she did, May, and Belle, both of them were the sweetest things on earth. One looked like Liz but red and the other had Red's horns. They both were so damn cute it made me want to squeeze them. I know I am not insane. I remember me falling asleep to Abe reading to me and Rose, he kept skipping all the mooshy gooshy stuff because Rose is a little girl and doesn't need to listen to that gook. Please believe me. I know I'm not crazy."

Tears were falling fast and hot, my nails were digging into my stomach as I tried to make sense of what was going on.

"Eleanor please calm down. I promise you, you have had no children. You are not a mother."

" Ellie...please."

Abe was out of the water now, he seemed worried, but it was because to him I seemed crazy.

" Please, look into my mind, see that I am telling you the truth!"

He paused, I felt him going through my mind, taking ever memory in.

" Ellie...this was all a dream. This never happened."

Dread filled me. Would no one ever believe me? Folding into myself I just sobbed, I knew I wasn't crazy...I just couldn't be. I was Eleanor Brooming, I was the mother of Rose Brooming, and soon to be twin girls. I have saved the world more times than I could count. My brother was married to Liz, she had two baby girls who were the cutest things in the world. I wasn't crazy...I just wasn't...

-End of dream-

I woke up gasping, my face was soaked with tears and I was sobbing.

" Mama are you okay?"

Rose was at the foot of the hospital bed, rubbing her eyes. She had been sleeping. Ignoring any sharp pain I reached down and pulled her to me, holding her close.

" Mama, you are squishing me!"

She was pushing on me, trying to get away from my momma bear hug.

" Ellie, are you alright? What's wrong?"

Abe was sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes filled with concern as I kept crying.

" You love me right?"

I asked, my voice was shaking as I tried not to sob. That dream was way too real for me to feel okay.

" Of course you silly girl. I love you more than anything. I love my girls."

Closing my eyes I almost started to sob more. Fucked up dreams. I didn't need that right now. But I guess shit happened. 

A/N: Please don't kill me. But we Hit 5k!!! Life is getting better now. I'm passing government and that means in less than 2 months I will be graduating. And in 55 days I will be 19. (GOD I'M OLD) But I want to thank everyone who keep reading. The comments I see make me so freaking happy I just want to write more and more for yall. Thank you so much!! Lanie~