Chapter 89
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So I won't let them down this time.
We spent some time at my sister's grave where I was the only one who was talking to her most of the time. Jack just stood beside me like my firm support. I had so much to tell her. I have always restrained myself from coming here because I miss her so much. She has always been a large part of my life. When she was alive it was my everyday routine to tell her what happens to me throughout the day. She would always listen and then advise me to do right if I did something wrong. She always guided me in the proper direction.
When she was gone I missed our long talks. I missed how she used to comfort me but now she was gone and I had nothing left with me. Sometimes I felt like I should also die but every time that thought came to my mind dad's smiling face held me back. Mom and Amelia didn't have a choice but I do so I choose to live it for all the people who love me. Dad, aunty Sam, uncle Richards, and Jack too because somewhere deep down at that time I thought he cared for me even though he didn't show it.
Today I told everything to my sister and like last she listened to me calmly. I cried, I laughed and showed her my every emotion which I have been holding back in myself because I knew she never judges me but tried to understand me. After so long I felt my chest was feeling light as if the heavyweight was lifting from it. I felt lively and wanted to be happy. Today not only was my sister listening to all my rambling but my husband too from his gaze I knew he was not judging me but trying to understand me and all my emotions which I felt in the past six months and it made me feel overwhelmed. We spent our best time there. It was already evening when we said our bye to my sister. Today I promised so many things to my sister and promised her that I will work on myself and my relationship with Jack.
On the way back home I kept looking out of the window with a delighted smile on my face. Everything was clear for me and now I felt at ease. There was meaningful silence in the car and we both didn't dare to break it as we both were lost in it. The awareness which had been between us now was slowly vanishing. Just because I came to know the truth doesn't mean the path Jack used to hide from me was right. I know we both are not perfect and we both need to work on it to make things happen and for once in my life, I'm not afraid to take that step. In the past, I have always doubted myself and my decisions but not anymore. I'm not going to repeat everything. I need to be braver and keep growing with every step for my child, for me, for Jack, for our relationship.
All these thoughts and all the lightness in me made me feel drowsy without even realizing I was pushed into a deep slumber of peace. The next time when I opened my eyes I found myself in my room on my bed with a heavy blanket draped on me so I wouldn't feel cold. I sat up and looked all around the room but Jack was nowhere to be found. Where did he go? But that thought quickly vanished away from my mind as the delicious aroma of food lingered in the air. The reason why I woke up was this. My stomach growled as the aroma of food was so tempting.
"Miss. Banker is making something very delicious" I whispered as I smelled the delicious aroma deeply. A big smile crossed my lips as food is the only thing that makes me happy more than a diamond. Well, diamonds didn't even make me happy even in the past. I removed the blanket away from me and stood up with a protecting hand on my bump. I think my weight has increased as I could feel it. After all, why won't it increase, Jack made sure to make me eat food on time more than I usually eat. It was like for the past month he has been staying here only to monitor my daily habits and change them to healthy ones.
Sometimes it irritated me as nothing was going the way I wanted but now I know he was doing it for me and the baby. Sometimes we don't see even good in someone's actions because they have not been doing it according to us. I moved my head making all the serious things go out of it. From now onwards I only wanted to think about happy things. I have been sad for a long time but now I chose to be happy. If I don't find myself happy the only reason would be because I don't choose to, so from now on I'm always going to be happy. With these thoughts, I opened the room door and walked out of it following the aromatic air and it was indeed coming from the kitchen. I saw all the kids gathered at the door of the kitchen. They were busy looking in as if someone was doing a show there. It made me so curious.
"What is going on there?" I talked to myself with curiosity getting the best of me. What kind of special food is making Miss. Bankers. As I started walking towards the kitchen door I saw Miss. Bankers coming out of her office as soon as she saw kids at the door of the kitchen her expiration changed into a horror one.
"Kids, what are you all doing here," Miss. Bankers asked with the same look on her face. If she is not in then who is making dinner in the kitchen. We both looked at each other with confused looks as if the same question lingered in our minds. We both walked towards the door only to hear kids giggling. My hand shot up to my mouth to cover my laughter.
God, I never thought I would see this day in my life.
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