Chapter 73

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The biggest nightmare of mine has come to exist.

I just kept looking at those scattered papers with my teary eyes. "Everything was such a big lie" I whispered in my crooked voice. As the realization came down on me. My throat was clogged with a big lump. I was not even able to swallow it or throw it out. It felt like it was stuck making breathing hard for me. 

Each passing second was making breathing harder as the air I breathed felt like it was not meant for me to breathe. Black spots started to form in front of my vision, making me lose my consciousness. I took hold of the corner of the chair in a tight grip stopping myself from falling on the cold floor. The place I was standing was not mine in the first place. Everything felt so distant. Nothing was mine but a big fat lie in the disguise of new hope and a new beginning for me. 

How couldn't I see it? Why did I trust him? Why I choose to ignore what my inner intuitions were telling me. My trust was shattered in such a bad way that it made my heart cry. Why I choose to follow my stupid heart just to get downfall like this. I wanted to sob loudly but the stubborn lump in my throat was not even letting me wail. My legs started to feel weak as my glassy eyes fell on the photo frame of my sister and him. 

I was such a big fool to think he feels the same as I felt about him. The constant fear I was living with that my bubble of happiness would burst one day to show me the reality of my life in such a hard way. I never imagined that day would arrive like that. My world has crashed in a split of seconds. I felt like not a single ray of hope was left in me. I just felt like running away from everything leaving all the things behind. I just want to get away from the people whose faces always will remind me that I was fooled to fulfill their ambitions.  

Yes, I should get away from here. I don't want to stay with him anymore. Getting a grip of my weak form I tried to get out of the room and far away from here but as soon as I took the first step a big question arose in my mind where could I run away from his predatory light brown eyes. He will find me and bring me back to cage me in here where he is assured that his dream ambitions are not affected by my action after that's what he is doing from the very start. 

A heavy sob left out of my mind when I thought of my miserable situation. Stop losing hope Nina, don't forget you have always been a fighter and now you are not fighting only for yourself but you are fighting too for life growing inside you. More tears welled up in my eyes as I thought about growing life in my womb. I need to be strong for my baby. I can't live with my baby in this cage. I don't want my baby to stay in this delusional world just to get his or her happy bubble burst like me. I want to grow my baby with love and care, not with lies. My decision was clear. 

"Cupcake what are you doing staring in the dark" I heard a very familiar voice that was able to increase my heartbeat in resentment. The endearment he called me made me want to cringe as I could see his lying face now. I closed my eyes and more warm tears slipped from my eyes as I knew everything was just a big lie to trap me in this selfish plan. 

"Why are you not saying anything," he said in his calm but there was an edge in his voice as I still stood silent, weeping in my misery. I didn't want to hear his voice anymore as it made me realize further how he was able to manipulate me. He switched on the light to get a better look at me as I had still not answered his question. 

"Are you crying?" I heard his concerned voice as he saw more warm tears falling from my eyes. With my blurred vision, I saw him walking towards me. 

"Stop, don't come near me," I said as he was about to come close to me. I made him stop a foot away from me, not wanting to get near to him anymore. 

"What happened? Why are you saying that?" he asked in his same concerned and worried voice. The old me would have believed the concerned bad worry lace in his voice was genuine but now I know nothing is true about his behavior. He has been acting with me from the very start. 

"Because now everything is clear," I said in my stern voice as I looked straight into his eyes with my blurry vision. My heart ached as I said those words. More warm tears slipped from my eyes. His light brown eyes fogged more in worry as he heard my words. 

"What is clear? I can't understand why you are saying this," he said in his feared voice as he took a step to come near me. But as he stepped on scattered papers he looked down to find all the papers lying down on the floor. I saw how his eyes widened when he saw what papers we're about. 

"You all lied to me. Did you have fun getting me successfully in your trap claws" I said in my sobbing voice. He was still looking at the scattered papers with a grim look on his face. 

"I was such a big fool to think everything was real. I was a big fool to think Satan of my life will be my angel in disguise" I said in my angry voice making my heart hurt and heartbeat wildly against my ribcage as I felt more anger flowing on my blood. Listening to my words he looked up immediately. 

"Everything is real," he said in his firm voice as he looked straight into my eyes. I smiled bitterly at him. 

"Do you still think you can again get me in your trap of lies then you are wrong Mr. Jack Miller because now I have learned my lesson!" I said in anger as my head started to hurt even more. 

"You have played my life until now but now I won't let you do it anymore," I said in my firm voice as I wiped my tears with the back of my hand. The thoughts of my baby came into my mind making my decision firm. 

"I will never let you get away from me don't you know that," he said in his firm voice. 

"Watch me, Mr.Miller I will fight until my last breath to get out from your claws," I said in my angry but firm voice to show him that any kind of action won't change my mind. I took my pregnancy test papers with me as I had to change my mind now. He hid these papers for me. He doesn't deserve to know about our baby. I know I'm doing wrong hiding my pregnancy from him but he doesn't deserve to know it. I felt my vision become more black but I opened my eyes to get a grip on my losing consciousness. 

I will never let him play with my life or with my baby's life. God knows what he will do once he knows about my baby. I know how evil he is. What if he tries to take my baby away from me. This thought made my anxiety rise to the peak where I found my breathing becoming hard. I will never let him do it. He has taken many things from me but I won't let him take my baby away from me. 

I clenched the papers more tightly as the fear of losing my child scared me to death. I took my first step to get away from him but my vision became completely black and I felt his hands wrapping around me before my body touched the cold floor with him calling my name in his fearful voice. I was losing my consciousness but I was still trying to push him away from me. I don't want him near me anymore. I kept fitting but I don't know when I lost my consciousness completely as darkness consumed me causing papers to slip from my hands. I knew getting away would be hard with his stubborn attitude. 

But I won't let him win this time. 

I won't get caught in his trap this time. 

It was my time to get free from his cage. 

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