Chapter 27

Jin cried himself in the bathroom, hands on both edges of the not so big sink, as he has his head hung low---tears continuously rolling down from his eyes down to his chin then fall on the ground.

He doesn't know why he cries even by the simplest matter. It's just a word, a not so sure and just a knowing question---yet he reacted this way.

He knows that Dabin and Seungri doesn't even knows his name before, yet here he is----

Over-acting, that's what Jin thinks of himself right now. And at the same time, pathetic.

He didn't want to think this way---nor reacted this way. But he just couldn't stop himself from doing so. This is what he feels from within him---though he acts so strong and not so affected on the outside.

Maybe, he just doesn't likes it when someone thinks that he's just somehow close friend to Namjoon---or his office mate.

Maybe, he wants others to know him as Namjoon's husband. Him being known by the name Kim Seokjin and not Jeon Seokjin anymore.

Maybe---at least this time---he wants to be selfish. Selfish that he doesn't want anyone near Namjoon. To whether if it's one of his family or not.

At least this time----he'll gonna try to be desperate and selfish. He'll try to show some love and affection to Namjoon.

"Baby. Are you done using the bathroom?" he halts from sobbing continuously as he heard Namjoon calling him from outside the restroom's door.

He stood there steadily, still in front of the mirror but no longer leaning on the sink. He manages not to shed any more tears then he splashes some water on his face afterwards.

He smiles on his reflection in the mirror, practicing how to look oh so fine when he faces Namjoon this time.

Though it's very obvious that he's from crying. Just by judging how swollen his eyes are and how red his whole face is.

"Yeah." he mentally curses when he said that in such low and broken tone.

Meanwhile, the oblivious Namjoon on the other hand---was no longer oblivious of the fact that his lovely husband had shed some tears.

He furrows his eyebrows before anxiously knocking on the restroom's door, scaring the hell out of Jin who's still recovering from crying.

"Open this door, Jinnie. Right now!" Namjoon demands, and who's Jin to not obey on that?

The moment the latter has the door wide open, the ravenette didn't wait any more moment to pass as he quickly embraced Jin into a heart-whelming hug, calming down the younger male a bit.

"Why were you crying?" Namjoon asks during the hug and Jin shookt his head againsts Namjoon's chest.

"I wasn't!" Jin defends himself but Namjoon isn't that blind not to feel how hurt Jin.

"Tell me honestly. Did you cry because of what Dabin said?" That's when Jin couldn't held himself back anymore and slowly nodded. Namjoon smiles lightly.

He cups Jin's face and made him look directly on his eyes. "Don't mind it, hmm? It's just that she still doesn't know anything about you. Even your name, because we hadn't talk these past few days. She was busy with her studies and i was busy with my company."

"Please understand that. You know that you're the only one i love. You are my one and only, my first and also my last." Namjoon confesses with such spark of adoration for the younger male standing before him--shining on his eyes.

Jin didn't fight the urge to smile and tear up just by the confession. He also loves him, he really do. And even if he's not his first love---at least he's sure that he will going to be his last.

Namjoon's gonna be the man that he'll build such happy family with---Namjoon's gonna be that one who he will love and cherish 'till death do they part.

That one who he'll be loyal to even afterlife. And so---in his another life, he would still love him. And only him---infinitely.

"I understand her, Joonie. Just that my weak heart couldn't take all of it. This---couldn't..." Jin says, almost a whisper and points at his left chest afterwards.

Namjoon leans in to rest his forehead with Jin's and the latter immediately closed his eyes at the small distance between them.

"It's fine to cry, it's alright to express your feelings out. But just don't keep it to yourself--don't cry without anyone around you to confront you." Namjoon says.

"I am here. Will gladly listen to all your concerns and problems, i will be that shoulder for you to lean and cry on. Just don't cry all by yourself!" A sudden warm liquid rolls down Jin's cheeks again, by hearing Namjoon saying those words to him.

It makes him forget all of his concerns, it makes him to cry---and just cry until he finally feels light and fine. As long as Namjoon's gonna be there for him to cry and rely on.

"T-Thank you." Jin utters and Namjoon's hands on either side of Jin's face moves. His thumb caressing the latter's wet cheek as if shedding those tears away.

"No, Jinnie. Thank you." Namjoon says with a warm smile as he moves forward more to put Jin on a calming embrace again.

Doesn't wants to let go of him anymore.

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"What are we doing here, by the way?" Jin confusedly asks and Namjoon runs his hand through his hairs---looking at the impressive view before them.

"What else? You said you wants to see some mountains in reality---so here we are. I granted your long time wish."

They are now in the foot of South Korea's highest mountain---Hallasan Mountain, that happened to be located on Jeju Island.

One of Jin's dream destination.

They travelled almost for an hour before arriving here at hallasan mount. yet it's worth the long trip---they travelled from Jeju City till here.

Since it's winter, they were wearing warm and thick sweaters. Jin's wearing a green one as Namjoon wears black.

Both of their clothes were so thick, for they had wore plenty of thick layered jackets just to not feel the cool breeze that almost got them freezing.

The view was overwhelming and breathtaking. Jin couldn't help but to capture this beautiful moment on his camera---he took a picture of him and Namjoon.

Him kissing Namjoon's cheek as the high and beautiful mountain behind them---alongside with the snowy view and winter flowers---served as their amusing background.

"I am really thankful of you. I love you" Jin says after taking a picture, and hugs Namjoon by his neck gratefully.

"And I love you, Jin." Namjoon replies as he pecks Jin's temple.

After having a so-called mountain hiking, they straightly went on a famous small food stall nearby the mountain---not so near though.

Jin's already hungry and so does Namjoon.

"Wow. The foods here are insanely delicious. I'm craving for this kind of food nowadays, and finally---i finally got to taste this. Here exactly at Jeju Islands." Jin dramatically utters with his mouth full, yet he shoves another cut of pork belly into his mouth.

"Right. But hey! Slow down, you might just choke on that." Namjoon says as he lets out a chuckle due to Jin is super adorable while eating.

They continued eating, savouring every pieces of the fried pork belly as they eats it. Namjoon, however, couldn't took his eyes off of Jin's face---while eating the food they had ordered, loving the adorable reaction the latter gives.

No lies---but, just by seeing Jin eating oh so properly and is enjoying the meal. It makes Namjoon to be happy too---and it also makes him to feel oh so full that he doesn't wants to eat anymore rather just watch Jin while he whole-heartedly eats.

It's the first day of their stay here in Jeju. Well, he took a break again from work for a minimum of three days as Jin still has to return to school on Tuesday for their extra classes before this year's semester ends.

And so---Namjoon also needs to return on working. He couldn't just abandon his work and let Ryujin handle it all alone. Because he knows that not all the time his Secretary is having enough strength and energy to do all of the office works.

Office works that were suppossed to be his'.

He knows that Ryujin also can feel such tiredness and stress, so whether he wants to stay here at Jeju with Jin a little bit longer, or not---he still needs to go back on working.

He doesn't want Ryujin to feel some illness or severe stress just because of him being irreponsible to his company.

"Awesome! I really had some fun, you---did you had some fun as well as i had some of it?" Jin asks holding his bloated tummy, feeling so full from eating a plenty of pork belly cutlets with a cup of rice and a cola on the side.

"Yes, of course. As long as you're here beside me." Namjoon plafuly says, tho it's true at the same time. Jin lets out a not so loud laugh.

"Cheesy, Mr Kim." Jin says and it's now Namjoon's turn to chuckle.

"Only for you." Namjoon replies and Jin blushes.

They get inside Namjoon's car, Jin sitting on the passenger's seat as Namjoon drives off for home.

Nobody tries to speak even a mutter because of both of them were already tired-to the point that they have no strength to even open their mouths anymore.

And just remained quiet, no one making any noises. Until they reached Namjoon's grandparent's house.

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