Clarke said she needs a moment with Abby, to get her back, so we all waited outside. We made sure that one is coming into the room. After a while of waiting we decided to walk into the room, our guns pointed at Abby "Hey, no. It's okay" Clarke says

"I used the EMP. She's back" she adds "w-w- well, what about Ontari? Though you said we have one shot with that thing" Murphy asks

"I told you. Ontari is no longer an option for the flame, she's brain dead" she says before she turns to look at Bellamy "is the floor secured?"

"For now" Bellamy says "Jaha and the guards are tied up in the bedroom. We took out the elevator and the ladder as we climbed. The stairs are collapsed. No one is following us" Pike says

"Good. Then we have time" Clarke says "what we don't have is a way down" Murphy says "time for what? We don't even have a plan" I says

"We do. An ascension ceremony" Clarke says "ascension? You just said Ontari wasn't an option. Besides, she's still chipped, and we don't longer have an EMP" Murphy says

"We're not putting the flame in Ontari's head. We're putting it in mine" Clarke says "Clarke, that thing killed Emerson in seconds, liquefied his brain" Bellamy says

"Emerson wasn't connected to a nightblood" Clarke says "Clarke this is crazy" I says "transfusion?" Pike asks

"Not exactly" Clarke says "connected like Mount Weather" Abby says "yes. Everything we need is in your med kit" Clarke turns to face Abby

"No. It's too dangerous. And there are too many variables" Abby stands up "but no options" Clarke says

"Whatever you're doing, you better do it fast" Octavia walks in with Miller and Bryan "why? What happened?" Bellamy asks

"They're climbing" Octavia answers, we rushes to the porch seeing Alie's cult climbing to the tower with ladders while shouting

"I have to do this" Clarke says "okay, I'll help you" Abby says before she walks in with Clarke

"How are you holding up?" Murphy asks. Everyone else walked in, I staid in the porch to breathe some fresh air, I was stressed. My best friend is about to connect an AI to her brain that could kill her while Alie's army was climbing towards us

"I am fine" I says "look, I know you're scared" Murphy says "I am not scared" I says "yes you are, you're scared of anything" he says, I glares at him

"But you're also very strong, that's why I like you" he says "there's one thing I don't understand" I starts

"How did you survived here if Titus died?" I asks "I was Ontari's flame keeper" he says making me chuckle "yeah right" I says, but when I looks at him he seem serious

"You're not joking" I says, he shakes his head "we made a deal. I pretended to be her flame keeper, I helped her selling that she's the real commander" he says

"What? Why would you help her?" I asks "Roan was after you, I made her promise me he wouldn't kill or torture you" he says

"Are you crazy?" I asks "what?" He questions "you shouldn't have helped Ontari, not for me, you risked your life" I says

"I know, it was my choice" he says, I sighs "I didn't know you knew each other, do you feel sad now she's dead?" I asks

"I mean, I am not happy about it, but I am also not sad, most of my staying here wasn't nice" he says "she didn't hurt, did she?" I asks

"No, she didn't. But she kept me in chains and she would-" he says but stops talking in the middle of the sentence "she would what?" I asks

"Look, I don't want you to get mad at me" he says "what is it, Murphy?" I asks "I told her that I have a girlfriend, but I had to do it. She would have killed me" his eyes starts to get teary

"I am sorry" I pulls him into a hug "for what?" He asks "that you had to go through because of me" I says "it wasn't like that- I just don't want you to be mad" he says

"Why would I be mad?" I asks "because I slept with another girl" he says "if you said you told her you don't want to, it wasn't your fault. I believe you" I says

"Mary, I need you" Bellamy says "we gotta do this" I says I wipes his tears "yeah, yeah. I know" Murphy says. I walks in, Murphy follows

"balcony's greased. No one is getting through here" Pike says

"Good. There enough lamp oil to cover every window on the floor expect the commander's chambers" Bellamy says

"Then that's where the fighting starts. We'll dig in there" Pike says "O, be careful" Bellamy says "we're all set" Abby says

"Okay, you're ready?" Abby asks Clarke "yeah" Clarke answers before Abby starts in the transformation. Clarke exhales

"Hey, try doing that hanging upside down" Bellamy jokes, she gives him a sad smile "see? I can be funny too" Bellamy looks at me

"Don't be scared" I looks at him before I takes a deep breath "you too" he says

"This will work" Clarke says "and if it doesn't?" Abby says "if it doesn't work, then she dies. If she doesn't try, then she dies with the rest of us when the climbers get here. If we're gonna do this, I need the flame" Murphy says, Abby blocks his way to Clarke

"Mom, please. He knows what he's doing. You have to let me go" Clarke says, Abby moves and Murphy takes the flame from Clarke's hand

"Lean forward" he tells Clarke, she holds Bellamy's hand and do as he says "you ready?" He asks "yeah, do it" Clarke says

"Ascende superius" Murphy turns on the flame, he puts it in Clarke's neck. Clarke starts screaming before she passes out

"No, no" Abby says "is she okay?" Bellamy asks "what is going on?" I asks "her heart is racing, get that thing out of her head" Abby says

"I said, get that thing out of her head!" She yells "no, no...not yet" Clarke opens her eyes "are you in any pain?" Abby asks

"No. I am okay. I know how to stop Alie. I have to take the chip" Clarke says "what?" Bellamy questions "that's what the sacred flame told you to do?" I asks

"I have to go into the city of light and find the kill switch" Clarke says "yeah. That sounds like a great idea" Murphy sarcastically says

"Clarke, listen to me. Alie wants the flame. If you take the chip, you're giving it to her. The second someone see you, Alie is gonna know that you're there. She'll kill you. If your mind dies, you die" Abby says

"The flame will protect me. I don't know how I know, I just... know" Clarke says as Murphy walks in circles

"I believe you" Bellamy takes a chip from the bowel in the centre of the room, he walks towards Clarke

"Do you even know what you're looking for?" I asks "I'll know when I'll find it" she says "may we meet again" Abby says

"We will" Clarke says "we'll keep you safe" Bellamy says before he gives Clarke the chip, she swallows it and closes her eyes

"See you on the other side" I gives Murphy a quick hug

"Mary" Bellamy says "I am coming" I walks away. We were walking to help Pike, Octavia, Miller and Bryan with Alie's army in the commander chamber

"You left her with Pike?" Bellamy ask as we sees Miller helping Bryan walks, Bryan wound in the leg probably got worse. Miller nods, me and Bellamy shares a look before we rushes towards Octavia and Pike

We sees a couple of Alie's army punching Pike who was lying down, Octavia stands next to them, watching "O, what are you doing?" Bellamy asks

"Bellamy, no" Octavia says before Bellamy shoots the people who were punching Pike, he helps Pike stand, his leg was bleeding, I looks at Octavia and I could guess why.

"Come on. Can you stand?" Bellamy asks "she cut me" Pike says "come on, we gotta go" Bellamy helps Pike walk away as another round of Alie's army enters the room

"But we can't leave the room" Pike says "we already have" Bellamy says, we locks the door, put a few objects we find behind the door so they wouldn't break through the door

"I told you, you need to get yourself under control if we're gonna survive this" Pike says as we lifts a few more couple of objects

"O? O, listen to me. I know how you feel. I let my need for revenge put me on the wrong side. I don't want that for you" Bellamy faces Octavia as we were standing behind the objects we put behind the door, we were trying to block the people banging on the doors with our bodies

"You keep it closed. I'll get more for the barricade" Octavia walks away "wasn't the wrong side, if the grounder army was still there when Lexa died, they would have attacked, and you know it" Pike says

"Shut up, bald man. I see why Octavia cut your leg" I says "Mary" Bellamy glares at me "I wanted to see things like you. I needed that, to believe that they were had and we were good" Bellamy adds as the slams on the door gets harder and stronger 

"I don't know what I believe anymore I just know I have to live with what I've done" Bellamy says

"Look out" Octavia walks towards us with Bryan and Miller as they help put more subjects behind the door "this isn't gonna hold for long" Bryan says

"How the hell did they get in here?" Miller asks "doesn't matter. This is where we make our stand" Bellamy says

"Sounds like there is a lot of them. Maybe time to go to guns" Miler says "we got something better than guns, surprise" Pike says

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"Wait Kane. Wait. I give up" Octavia holds her hands up, Kane and the other army walks towards Octavia, our bait, through water "I'll take the chip"

"Good. No one else has to die ever. Maybe you can convince your mentor of that" Kane says "Indra's alive?" Octavia asks

"Yes... on the cross, suffering needlessly" Kane says "now!" Octavia yells. Me, Bellamy and Miller appears throwing shockers into the water they were walking in, electricity them making them all knock out

"The charge is clear" Pike say "hurry up. Let's get their weapons" Bellamy says. We gets their weapons and walks to Clarke

"Mary" Murphy says as we rushes into the room "are you- pounding Ontari's heart?" I asks with widen eyes "it's to keep Clarke alive" Abby says

"I wanted to hug you, but I'll save that for later" I tells Murphy before I helps Bellamy put objects behind the door

"This is it. We need to keep Clarke safe, give her time. they are unarmed, but they won't feel pain. They won't stop until they're out cold" Bellamy says

"Copy that. Go for for the knockout" Miller says as Abby loads a gun, standing next to Clarke, Bellamy looks at her "only if they get passed you"

Alie's army slams the door a couple of time, making a few objects fall down. I shares a look with Murphy before I was ready to attack

"Here we go" Bellamy's says as they break into the room. We starts fighting them, knocking them out. It is hard to fight them an army you can't kill, but I was doing my best

"Clarke, come on! We can't hold them off" Murphy says "Bellamy!" I yells as I sees Kane choking him, but when I tried going for him, helps him, I lost my concentration and someone grabbed me, he knocks me down and starts punching me

I tries struggling in his force, but no matter what I do, he doesn't feel anything. I takes a look at Bellamy who was still choked by Kane, he could die any second, I could die any second.

Each punch I got felt like it would be the last one before he kills me, my mouth was starting to feel with blood and I was getting tired. I started to think it was over

But before it was over, Alie's army suddenly stopped fighting us, falling down and grunts in pain. Clarke did it. They all started to sob, probably because they got their memories back.

I starts coaching after the man leaves me, I kept lying down as I was breathing heavily "Mary" Murphy rushes to me

"I am okay, I am fine" I says "are you sure?" He helps me stands up with his hand that hadn't pumped Ontari's heart

"You look bad" he says "I am trying to ease the picture of you pumping a heart" I says "you're making a progress by not throwing up" he says making me laugh

"John" I hears a girl says, Murphy turns around to look at her "is this Emori?" I asks, he nods "go to her" I smiles "are you sure you're okay?" He asks "yes, go" I assures him before he walks towards the girl and hugs her

"I am sorry, John" I hear her says before I looks at Bellamy, I gives him a quick hug before I walks to Clarke

"How are you doing?" I asks her "Mary" she says "yeah?" I asks "I saw Jasper" she says "what? Where?" I asks "I'm the city of light" she says

"No. That can't be, he was happy when I left, he was-" I says before I realises, he was happy when I left.

I really thought I got him back. But none of it was real. If Jasper wouldn't get better, I know I would never be able to forgive myself.

I thought that maybe if he would forgive me, I could too. But he didn't forgive me, it was all part of Alie's illusion.

I was really happy to see him happy, but he wasn't. No matter how much I would want him to be happy, I ruined his life. It's my fault.

"He should be fine" Clarke says before Bellamy walks toward us, helps Clarke stands up "Alie is gone" Clarke says "yeah, I figured" Bellamy says

"Clarke, you're not acting like someone who just saved the world" Bellamy says "because we didn't, not yet" she shakes her head

"Come fucking on, are you serious? I need a fucking break" I says before we all sees Octavia putting her knife in Pike before he falls down. After that, she walks out of the room "you couldn't tell he didn't see that coming" I says earning a glare from Bellamy

A/n

I am finally finished with season 3 of the 100!
I've been waiting so long to finish this season because somehow it feels like it took me too long

I'll continue to act 4!