"Perhaps I am a monster,

    But when there is darkness there is also light,

   He is the reason I see the light,

   I refuse to stay in the darkness,

   I refuse to be used for my body,

   I refuse to have a broken bond with my sister,

   Some say i deserve all this,

      After what I've done,

     And maybe I do,

     But I don't deserve it anymore.

    I am not the same girl I use't to be,

    I am better.......
 
    Or at least I'll try to be."

  A/N: thank you for reading!