"I feel desperate,

     My mind in not clear,

    It is full of thoughts,
       Of him,

       The boy at the bar,

      How he called my name,

      Wanting me to come back,

     How he was astonished,
        To see me leave his bed,

     His eyes grew as I walked away,

      Grew into tears,
     That I caused,

     I had destroyed him,

     Taken his purity,

     How I ache to go back to him,

     To make things right,

     To go back to the way I used to be,

     To never have kissed the gangster,

     To have my older sister back,

     To have my father normal,

    My mother accepting,

    And my brother, how I wish to give him a second chance.

     But I can't
      Ever
      Go back,

     For I'm too far gone."

  A/N; thanks for reading! Let me know your thoughts! Have a great day and be happy! :)