Anniyah heard her phone ping her husband had sent her a video of the rain. They messaged each other and he said shall I call. So she called him, it hurt when he said you never used to do housework here I used to have to do everything. Then anniyah asked him how's everyone how's the kids he said they're fine and if you hadn't killed our child you would have been expecting a child. But she didn't kill anything because there was nothing there and she wasn't so stone hearted that she could kill. Why is it that people say we forgive you but they bring up the past again. They make you feel so special and then knock you to the ground, they don't realise how much it hurts. Anniyah didn't want to talk to him after today but knew she'd have to stand up for herself for her future even though it'd hurt more and he'd probably not talk to her for a while. She thought of committing suicide but she'd never have the guts to do it. Plus she had to think about the people who loved her for her like her dad, her siblings sister in law and nephews. She was just so mentally exhausted. After he had spoken them words to her she had stayed in her room and cried so much but she wiped her face and made sure no one could see she was hurting. Only she knew how hard she was finding it, she decided to message her cousin who was her older sister and like a mother figure who'd always been there for her since she was little. She'd entered this marriage and relationship because she wanted happiness and a family of her own. But right now she was fighting a mental battle. Her dad and stepmum didn't know about it, she knew if she told them it would probably just cause more issues. Was this the price of her love loyalty and respect for him. Why was it that she was always treated like rubbish, she wanted to scream out and let the whole world know of her pain but she couldn't do that.