"Would you want a child in the future?"

"I would want one so much," he confirms my thought and nods to me, holding Mingi carefully. "And as a mother, it must be thousands of times stronger since you're the one who carries him, it's inside of you, and you have him with you all the time while it's becoming a human, that's crazy," he expresses a lot of awe about it, and I cannot help but smile. "It's painful and hard, but it's worth it."

"Yeah, if you forget the pain, there's nothing that would make you not want to go through that," he agrees but skims the bridge of Mingi's nose, before pecking it and putting a smile on his face. "Aw," he giggles at the sight of it but gives him another kiss on the same spot as I know that he likes those types of kisses. "I'm going to place the dishes on the table," I leave him alone with my baby, but he follows me. "No, I can do it. Just do whatever you want without doing any tasks."

"I'm doing what I want," I smile and do it no matter what. I cannot stay for too long without taking care of something. "I cannot stop you, can I?" he giggles at my stubbornness, and I give him the answer to affirm what he says. "Exactly, you can't," I chuckle and take the five dishes to head towards the dining table in the other room, where the boys are, and Dongsik plays with Mingi while I'm setting the table.

"Use two dishes only, me and the guys will leave once the food is cooked," he tells me to do, but I gaze up at him. "Why would you? You can eat here, I don't mind."

"No, I cooked for you. I have to go home and cook for my mom and sister," he tells me what I can understand. "Ah, yeah. Well, if that's the reason, then it's okay," I do not insist given the circumstances. "Your sister must miss you since you stayed here."

"She does. She sent me a text some minutes ago to tell me she misses me, so I want to be home soon," he smiles but uses one arm only to hold my baby. "That's cute, you shouldn't wait then."

"Yeah," he does not tell otherwise since his sister means everything to him, so I don't say anything.

30 minutes later...

"Thank you for letting us stay here, Miss Han," Minjun bows to me as they're all ready to go, but I smile. "No need to, I hope you enjoyed your time here. You can come back whenever you want to, you were really respectful, so thank you for that."

"Of course we are, it's not our house, we would never dare to act stupid here," he answers, but they both look behind me, so I peek at the one who entered the room. "It's still damp," Dongsik does not hide his bother, holding his black t-shirt in one hand. "Well, don't put it back, some here might be disappointed if you do," Jaehyun remarks to joke with him, but the smaller boy by his side changes of behavior, averting his eyes from Dongsik's torso and looking at me, before glancing away as if he didn't know what to do.

"I know," Dongsik licks his lips but giggles, putting his Nikes on. "Stop flexing in front of Miss Han, that's disrespectful," the one who never stops finding a way to tease his best friends continues, but I nervously laugh, and Dongsik remains on one knee to tie his laces but stare up at him. "Just stop talking. You're dumb."

"Sure, your abs are disgusting to see," he raises his eyebrows and looks away, but Dongsik straightens up, putting his eyes on Mingi, who I'm still holding. He leans closer to him and brushes his thumb over his cheek. "Goodbye," he smiles, but Mingi makes a small and adorable noise, getting Dongsik to beam but move away, and he puts his clothing back on. "I hope you'll eat well and have a good evening and night," he bows to me. "I hope the same for you, take care of yourself as well."

"Thank you," he smiles but turns towards the front door, and he grabs the handle. "Thanks for the food, and for taking care of Mingi as well," I say again, unable to keep it to myself since he didn't have to do it. "Don't thank me," he smiles and opens the door. "Have a good dinner," he goes out, and the two other boys bow to me before leaving too.

Once the door is closed and that they are gone, I go back to the living room. I sit down on the sofa since I still have Mingi in my arms, but Jungkook comes right next to me and presses a kiss on my lips, making me smile. "Are you okay? You can sleep a little if you want, we're soon going to eat."

"I'm okay. How you feel is more important," he puts his hand on my thigh to caress it. "You should rest, I'll take care of the food and Mingi."

"No," I refuse. "I'm fine. I don't need or want to rest."

"Stop saying that, you're tired," he knows I'm hiding it, but I smile. "Am I that ugly?" I chuckle to change the subject, but he clicks his tongue and gives a squeeze to my thigh. "You're always pretty."

I giggle at his cuteness. Love makes him blind, obviously.

I look away to set my eyes on Mingi who's silently resting his head on my chest, but I gaze back at my other baby boy. "Did you enjoy your day with him?"

"I did," he nods. "But I'm easily scared once something wrong happens, just like when he choked, I thought I would faint..."

"It's fine. If it happens again, just let him cough and make sure that he's able to breathe and don't panic, that's the hardest but most important," I attempt to give him a piece of advice since I know how stressed out he can be. "I will, but I'll want to spend a day like that again. I'll do it while you're chilling," he smiles at me and kisses my lips, telling me some words I'm relieved to hear. "You'll relax and not do anything, got it?" he speaks near my lips, gazing down at them and peeking up at my eyes.

"Is it an order?" I play with him as he lowered his voice, but he smiles. "Maybe. I think it is."

"And what happens if I don't do it?" I raise my eyebrows, concealing my grin as much as possible. "I don't know, something will happen, but I can't tell yet. I just highly advise you to listen to me. Just saying."

"Okay then," I nod but gaze down at his thin and tempting lips. "I will not listen. Is that fine? I hope it is."

"We'll see what happens," he looks deep into my eyes with his big ones, but his lips press a kiss on mine, and he moves back. "We'll see," I repeat, with confidence, but he softly laughs through his nose.

•••

10 pm.

The door of the bedroom opens after he stayed in Mingi's one for long minutes. I lay my eyes on him, checking his expression and behavior, but he comes up to me while taking his t-shirt off, and he slides under the blanket without saying anything.

"Is he sleeping?" I asked, surprised to get no words. He leans towards me and presses a kiss on my lips. "He is," he nods and smiles, reassuring me. "Really? You put him back to bed?" I cannot believe he managed to do it, but he kisses my neck, giving me some hints about what he wants to do instead of talking. "Hm, I did."

I let him kiss my neck, knowing what he wants but feeling extremely worn out to do anything. "You should sleep, baby..." I try not to reject him, but he stops and looks at me in the eyes, probably taking it the way I did not want him to. "Are you tired?"

"Just a little, it's a bit hard to keep my eyes open," I tell him the truth to not force myself to do anything with him if I don't feel in the mood. "Hm, okay," he pecks my lips in a soft manner. "Sleep tight, I love you," he lies down on his back, making me feel a bit bad for pushing him away again. "I love you too," I turn the lamp off and turn to my side to be more comfortable, and I close my eyes.

•••

1 am.

I wake up in the middle of the night, my eyes not opening to the full, neither my body. I inhale deeply but know that I need to stand up to drink, feeling thirsty, and hating myself for not taking a bottle with me. I roll on my back but wait a few seconds before standing up and leaving my comfortable bed. I only sit up at first but then turn around, feeling some emptiness behind me.

Jungkook isn't here, I hope Mingi hasn't woken up again.

Since I'm not sure, I push up on my feet and rise to walk up to the door and leave the room. I head towards Mingi's room but make sure to be quiet while opening the door to take a peek inside. Jungkook is not here, so I close the door and go downstairs without turning the lights on.

I walk down the two staircases, holding onto the railing, I do it slowly and silently, but once I get to the lower floor, in the living room, I hear and catch sight of Jungkook.

⚠️MATURE CONTENT TILL THE END.

I don't make any noise but hesitate for a long moment before moving forth, not believing what I'm seeing and stumbling upon that for the first time. I bite my lips to not smile, but I watch him masturbate in a corner of the sofa, his head resting on the back of the sofa as he seems to be desperately trying to remain quiet while enjoying himself.

I step forward since I don't want to stay on my spot without doing anything, I do it gradually to inch closer to him, and since his eyes are closed, I come from behind and press a kiss on his neck, but he gets startled and opens his big eyes wide.

"Are you enjoying it?" I smile at him as he stopped but get next to him. "I..." he pants heavily but drops his eyes on the neck of my tank top, his red cheeks softening his face. "Who are you thinking about?" I pass my hand through my hair, but he bites his lip. "You..." his answer leaves his mouth with no second thought.

"Really?" I cannot hide my amusement but sit astride him to have his hard cock between my thighs, right against my lower stomach. "Yes, I want you so fucking much..." he glides his hands up my thighs without any shyness or restraint, so I lean forth and join our lips to kiss him and make sure he's still turned on, nibbling on his lips, doing it slowly, and sliding my tongue in his mouth to play with his the way he likes it. Once the deep kiss increases the heat, his hand snakes under my shorts, and he applies pressure on my butt to ask for me to grind onto him, so I do it but only give one thrust, and I pass my hands over his chest, go down to his abs, and lower.

"I want to fuck you," he needily whispers against my lips, and I smile, loving the way he arouses me effortlessly. He does not hold back anymore but cup my waist to draw me closer and have his lips against my breasts, and he kisses them. "What if I say no?" I move back to get between his legs and not let him get what he's craving for, but he smiles, faintly. "You'll torture me."

"Oh, that's really bad," I tease and provoke him but grab his cock, loving how pink the tip is, I twist my hand and go up and down the length, pleasing him and looking at him into the eyes to enjoy their deepness and the emotions in them. "That feels good, doesn't it?" I don't keep quiet but speak in a low voice, and his lips part once I focus on the tip and go a bit faster. "It does, fuck—" he bites his bottom lip, and his eyes shut for a few seconds. "But I want your pussy..."

I chuckle at how straightforward he is today, only because of his hormones, but I speed up the pace at which my wrist is going and tighten my grip, and he breathes harder, in a shaky manner, so I just keep on going to see him lose control and look faint from pleasure. "Don't stop—" he grips the cushion next to him, his redness brightening as his eyes can barely remain open. He looks hundreds of times hotter that way, I cannot stop only to enjoy how pretty he can be when he's hitting a climax.

I do not stop yet but only use my hand on the base, and I bend over to take him in my mouth, and I give him head. I do it a bit fast since that's the way he likes it the most, and I make sure that my tongue travels all over his skin, wetting it to make it easier for me. After only short seconds, his breathing quickens, but his fingers run through my hair, and he grabs it firmly to thrust in my mouth and command me. "Just like that..." he breathes out, pulling on my hair and forcing his cock further inside to make me gag on his member. I cannot even dislike it, I know how much he's liking it, I know how good this feels for him, and that's satisfying enough, enough to turn me on without him touching me.

"I'm gonna cum—" he lets out in a moan, so I pull away and pump the head only while seeing him hyperventilate, but I stop right when I know he's going to release. "No n—" his hand gets grabbed as soon as he tries to touch himself, and I keep both of his hands away, I go forth to kiss him, but he uses some force and pushes forward to pin me down on the sofa abruptly, making me giggle once he pulls away to take my shorts off with terrible need and desire.

He throws it on the floor and does not even care about my panties, he bends over and puts them to the side, grabs his cock, and penetrates me. A moan instantly vibrates through his throat, and he thrusts forth to fill me, his teeth biting on his lips. "Who said you could?" I spread my legs a bit more, but he grins without stopping his hips. "You played with my cock," his eyes full of lust stare into mine, and he gives a strong thrust to go deep inside, and he manages to make me moan but grip his thin waist. "Don't do that..." I cannot control the movement of my head that pushes back into the cushions, but he pushes profoundly inside of me again, and this time does it on repeat. His hand goes down between my thighs as he must see that I'm liking this, and he rubs my clit to turn me even more on and intensify all the feelings in my body.

He goes a bit roughly, using his fingers quickly, desperately giving us both some pleasure we haven't felt for a while, and he breathes heavily in my ear while slamming inside, getting me to feel the heat of the orgasm spread through me and hasten the beating of my heart. His fingers and cock cause a mess, but no more words escape my mouth, only my unsteady exhalations. "I wanna cum inside," he pushes harder as if he couldn't stop wanting more, and his hips crash into mine, the need that was engendered by the uncountable weeks without sex has its impact on him, and he pounds me.

He whimpers in my ear as his hot panting is hitting my skin, and I pull him closer once I feel the pleasure reach higher levels and submerge me. "I'm coming—" my voice breaks into a whine, and my spine arches once the heavy weight leaves my lower abdomen, and that the shivers full of ecstasy run through my veins swiftly, for some long and wonderful seconds while Jungkook's cock is still going back and forth inside of me. "I'm coming too..." he groans and stops his fingers to flatten his hands on the sofa and uses his entire body to go back and forth but let his cum fill me up. "Keep squeezing my cock..." his head lurches forth as he's having a powerful orgasm on top of me, but he continues as I can still feel how good it is the more the frictions are tight and swift against my walls that keep on contracting.

"Oh fuck—" he shivers but slows down, our bodies trembling from excitement. His muscles spasm, his eyes not opening yet as his lips are still parted, he grabs my thigh and rolls his hips, sliding his member back and forth with our cum mixed together.

I calm down but smile at the sight of his blushing face that was caused by how crazy his excitement was, and how hard he's gone to make himself hit a climax with me. Once his big eyes open, they only gaze at mine and make him look sleepy, cute. He smiles back at me but leans in to kiss my lips, and I heave my hands up to his neck to kiss him back, passionately.

His kiss is now soft and gentle, slow, he sometimes does not move his lips anymore but only brushes the tip of them past mine and ends it in a tender peck as I can still feel our hearts beat hard, but in synchronization. I hold his sharp jawline with both of my hands, feeling on cloud nine and dazed. "Are you okay?" he whispers against my lips, and I nod. "Didn't I go too far?"

I open my eyes to look at him, and I brush his hot cheeks with my thumbs. "You didn't. I loved it."

My answer puts a smile on his face, and the tip of his nose enters in contact with my cheekbone once he asks for another kiss. I make it happen once more, and we both calm down together.