This is how I feel sometimes, like I just want to break down and start crying..... I can't though, because as much as I want to, I'm afraid someone will see me as weak and start judging me. So I have to push all of my emotions down and keep them that way, because if I don't, they'll come bubbling back up to the surface.

Black: I never knew you felt that way, Becky....

Me: It's because I don't tell a lot of people. I keep it to myself.

Black: *hugs me* If you need anything at all, please let me know. Even if it's just a hug. I'll be there for you.

Me: Thanks.