"Toby? Can you put on a god damn shirt?" I told as I realize that I'm hugging hit shirtless body. "And maybe some pants..."

"Oh! Yeah!" We parted. He laughed awkwardly.

Okay, I'm going to admit it, his body...

Looks nice.

I couldn't exactly stop staring at him and his body. Every passing second just made me feel... Feels.

Once a confirmed that I was blushing, I'm guess I'm blushing harder and harder. I was in a daze. The scars just made it look sexier.

Kay, maybe the word sexy is to strong.

"Stop staring you perv!" He yell that surprised me. He covered himself with his arms. My eyes widen and then my face went hotter at that.

"I wasn't staring you idiot! I-I was..." I didn't know what to say. I growl in frustration and anger. "Fuck you! I'm going to the kitchen!" I storm off, swinging my arms back and forth.

"I was joking!" He yelled at me with a laugh. I heard him shut his door.

All my anger washed away with the thought of Toby in that bad state he was in when I walked in on him.

Did I mean that much to him?

Once I was in the living room area, I stopped and saw little Sally sitting with Ben. An idea came to mind and laughed under my voice.

I tipped toe to the couch where she was sitting, and saw that she was watch cartoons with Ben. They were watch spongebob.

I know what spongebob is Because she made me watch it and it felt really familiar.

I wasn't going scare her, mostly because she would cry (and Ben would probably kick my ass) But I decided to just sit down and ask what they were watching even though I knew what.

I plopped down from behind the couch, jumping over. "So, what are you watching?" I asked. Sally was sitting beside Ben but I also sat beside him, making him sit in the middle of us.

"M/n!" She shouted. She had to step on Ben to get over to me. Oh, and she hurt him. Really bad. She ended up stepping on his dick but she didn't acknowledge the pained groan he made. I laughed at him.

"M/n! Your finally awake!" She yelled with a smile. She knelt down and gave me a hug.

"I missed you to kiddo. What happened while I was sleeping?" I ask, parting from our hug. She was sitting on my lap.

"I finish my target list! All ten of them!" She smiled widely. I still wasn't used to hearing Sally talking about murdering people. Innocent or not, it was weird to hear.

"That's great. Anything else?"

"Jeff got mad at me for taking the last cookie..." She said sadly.

"Yeah, he was acting like a baby about a cookie until slendy came and told him to grow up." Ben said with a smirk. "Oh, then I beat him." He finished.

"Oh, well I'm starving. You finish watching spongbob with Ben while I go get something to eat. Five days without food or water is really a pain and near dead thing." I smirk. I pulled her up from me and placed her where I was sitting. "I'll probably be back." I got up and went to the kitchen.

When I walked in I saw Jane all alone with a half eaten apple. "Hey Jane." I said. She hummed and just stared at the apple just sitting on the table, resting her head on her hand.

"Yeah, I'm feeling okay, thanks for asking." I say sarcastically.

"Oh! M/n! When did you wake?" She asked, lifting her head up.

"Like ten minutes ago. Are you gonna eat that?" I point at the apple. Man, I could eat anything.

"Uhh..." She paused, while I looked at her serious. "Sure..." She said unsure in a weird way, pushing the applie away from her and to my direction. I snatched it away and took a bit, sighing in delight.

"So," I say once I noticed she's not herself. "What's bothering you?" I say threw my chewing. She cringes at it.

"Nothing. I'm just stressed." She sighed.

"Yeah," I swallowed. "Being stressed sure is nothing." I said. Since a half eaten Apple wasn't enough to fill my five day empty stomach, I go to the frigid to fest on something costume-able because I'm kind of sick of seeing jars of kidney.

Where the hell did that Apple even come from? There is never anything healthy here.

I ended up pulling out some waffles from the freezer and a water bottle from the refrigerator. Once I placed two waffles in the toaster, I said; "On your perid?" I guess, taking a mouth full sip of the cold water.

She snorted. "No," she spat. "It's just..." She paused. "How is it like to fall in love?" She asked. I was surprised she asked me that. I spun around to take a small serious look at her.

"Come again?"

"How is it like to fall in love?"

"Sorry, your asking the wrong person. I forgot I guess." I scratched my head.

"Oh yeah, I forgot you like to call yourself heartless." She said. I didn't take offense to it, because I did like to call myself heartless.

"Yeah, whatever. Why?—" I gasp in shock once I know where this is going. "Do you like someone?!" I said.

"What? No. I just wanna know what's it like. I'm pretty sure everyone here has wondered." She said. "I'm mean, not everyone but still. I feel left out. I don't know how to fall in love. Y'know? Even when I was a teen." She explained. I honestly don't know what to say to Jane. This was a bit awkward. I sat down next to her.

"Well Jane, I'll join your "what is love" party. I honestly don't know what the fuck that is too." I shrugged.

She wasn't exactly sad about it, but she was rather curious about it. "Why don't you ask Jeff~?" I teas, nudging her slightly.

I already know that they don't get along like everyone else in this place. But I knew that they absolutely hated each other.

She smiled and said; "get the fuck off me!" With a laugh.

"Why don't you ask Toby~?" She also teased, poking my side.

I tsked. "What would Toby know about love?" I said as I glare at her.

Then that when I remember the night where I almost died. When Toby said her loved me for who I am.

Her doesn't love M/n, he said he loves Y/n.

This is where I realized that I want to actually remember our childhood. Our friendship. I realize that he actually cares for me. Cares rather deeply.

"He's just really sappy about you Y'know? He hasn't left his room since you were in the short coma." She explained. My face heated up.

Why must you heat up now....?

"Hey Jane?" She hummed. "Can you call me by my real name?"

"Sure. But I thought you hated your name?" She said.

"I like it now."

"Okay then? Why so sudden?"

"Because Toby said he loves my real name."