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I've never felt so alone. I'm surrounded by people but they are just there to fill a void that I fucking tore out myself.

I

I'm so fucking sorry and I know I never should have done it. You didn't deserve the shit that went down, you don't deserve to be feeling like this; I went too far. It is me who is to blame.

I'm sorry. I never meant,

I never wanted it to go like this.