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Navi's pov
It's dark, I look around but nothing but abyss. I look down, I'm in a white gown, my eyes widen as my skin is perfectly smooth, no scars or bruises.
I run a hand through my hair. Its long again. "Hello?" I ask into the abyss.
I then turn and jump at the wide eyed person standing infront of me.
The scythe in their hand let's me know it's a reaper. I tilt my head at their appearance. Half of them looks demonic, the other half is Angelic. Her head is completely bald, her eyes are different colors, one being dark green, on the demonic side. Then the angelic side, her eye is light green.
She looks at me in surprise, she then looks at her wrist at a silver watch, in confusion then looks back at me. "You're early."
I shrug my shoulder. So I guess I'm dead. "I'm dead?" The grim reaper smiles at me.
"I'm Bora, and no not exactly, you're in between death and life."
I nod at her words. I felt bliss, pure bliss, the demons were silent and I embraced it. "So were do I go?" I ask accepting this with open arms.
Bora tilts her head slightly, then from her dark robe her hand extends. "Come," her voice is like a melody. I grab her tiny hand. I smile at the pixie features Bora has, she wasn't scary like I imagined a reaper.
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Annie's pov
Beep
Beep
Beep
My head in my hands as I listen to the machine monitoring Navis heart. I can't bare to look at her hooked up to the breathing machine.
It's been 24 hours since I had found Navi in the tub. I can't get the image of her lifeless body in the pink water out of my head.
My face is red and blotchy. My throat hurts from crying for hours. Daniel and Riley are talking to the doctors. Bain is in here with me, holding Navi's hand as he talks to her. He tells her about the things they will do when she wakes up.
My head lifts at the arguing coming from outside the room. My eyebrows furrow. I look to Bain who is too busy paying attention to Navi to notice.
I stand on weak and shaky legs as I walk out of the room. I see my parents arguing with a nurse. I walk up and start listening to the conversation.
"Just take her off the machine, I'm not wasting my hard earned money on keeping a corpse breathing." I freeze at my mothers words. The nurses eyes widen as well.
"Mam, your daughter has a chance at recover-" the nurse tries to explain.
"Yeah well it's been 24 hours and I don't see any results so take her off so I can start funeral arrangements." My fathers cold voice makes my blood freeze.
"But sir-" the nurse tries again only to have my sister interrupt as she looks at her nails.
"Hurry up and just give us the paper work to take her off the machine." My eye twitches at my sisters words.
I flick both of my wrist causing dark red fire to engulf around my hands and arms. The fire feeds off my anger as I walk up to them slowly, my feet burning.
Their eyes snap to me. They look shocked as they see me engulfed inflames.
"Miss- " the nurse starts but stops when I look at her. She shakes slightly.
"You are not taking my sister off that machine." I state roughly in a voice that doesn't sound like my own.
I then look at my family who looks at me with wide eyes. "And you, I should burn you all to a crisp." I glare at them, my father opens his mouth to speak and I quickly raise my hand to him letting a fireball race to him, the force flings him back a couple feet.
I look at my mother. "Navi stays on the machine. Any questions? " I grind out. My mother and sister both shake their head no frantically.
The fire around me slowly burns out as I nod my head. I then turn, tiredly walk back to Navi's room .
I walk in and see Bain giving Navi a small kiss on her forehead.
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It's been a week. Navi hasn't improved. She has flatlined atleast three times.
I breath out a heavy sigh as I look at my sister, my hands itch to take the tube from her mouth. I don't like seeing her like this, hooked up to multiple machines, needles in her arms.
I turn as Riley walks in, her eyes are red and puffy, for the first time she doesn't seem as strong.
Bain is not here, he left a couple hours ago to check in with his parents, Daniel went with them. Bain is still a king and while his parents are helping with his duties he still needs to know what's going on.
"What's wrong?" I ask Riley confusion threading in my words. I have never seen Riley, look weak. I stand up and start to walk towards her but stop.
"They um." Riley clears her throat as her eyes start to water. "They, um, the doctors don't think she is going to wake up."
I drop to my knees numbly at her words. I shake my head. "No." I mumble. "No. She has to wake up." I shake my head and run my fingers through my hair, pulling the strands lightly.
No. She has to wake up.
Anger rushes to my heart, plays my heart like a fiddle, and I get to my feet as I rush past Riley.
I quickly rush out of the hospital as I fumble for my keys. I unlock my car door and quickly jump in cranking the car and spinning tires out of the parking lot.
Anger boils in me, malicious as it tempts my thoughts at the things I could do. It burns my heart, flusters my body.
I speed around cars needing to get to my destination. To scream out those to blame.
I pull up, putting my car in park harshly, my transmission suffering from my wrath.
My body boils, I try keeping in my flame but it starts to show nipping at my finger tips and hair. I grasp the door knob and quickly open the door with a bang. My parents jump, they are cuddled on the couch. Iris jumps holding her heart as she looks at me. She is cuddled comfortably on the loveseat. I turn my head and see the tv on. They are watching a movie.
Tears brim my eyes as I look back at them. "You all are pathetic! Heartless bastards." My father opens his mouth to speak but I quickly point at him.
"No you shut up! I have spent my whole life with my mouth shut, it's my turn to talk and you are going to listen!" My father notices my state, knowing I'm close to flaming up completely, possibly torching the whole house down.
"Your daughter, your flesh and blood, is dying and your watching a movie! Your daughter is in the hospital, after a suicide, and you're cuddled on the couch watching a movie!"
I look to Iris who seems to be trying to make herself seem small as she squishes her self in the love seat. I point to her. "You are a terrible sister, a bitch, and I know it's not all your fault, mother spoiled your ass rotten but your old enough now to know right from wrong, atleast a little bit." I then look at my mother and father.
"You two are the worse parents, selfish by your wants and your needs, you sit here and look down on Navi like she is some monster, but you are! You're vicious, cold hearted and bitter. She never did anything to you, it's not her fault she got stuck with you two as parents." I scream.
"Its your fault, all of you, you're the reason Navi is in the hospital bed, no, you didn't force the pills down her throat or the slashes on her arms." I shout as my father opens his mouth but quickly closes it at my words.
"But you planted the seeds, you planted self doubt in her, you planted the hatred for herself. If you would have just loved her. She never would have ran from Bain, never would have ran into Chadum or Jacy, never would have had to kill someone. Never would have even thought of suicide." I'm panting by now but I'm not done.
"She had hot spots! Places she has tried to commit suicide before. As young as 12. Mother, as young as 12. I will never forgive you for what you put her through. And I'll never forgive myself because I watched. I didn't fight to understand why she randomly stopped talking to me. But I know it's your fault. I feel it in my gut. I wish I could hate you as much as you hated her but I'm not monsters like you." Tears are rushing down my cheeks as my family looks down in shame.
"I'm no better than you, but I'm not you and that's worth a lot." I shake my head at them. With a firm voice, I point to the ground "If she doesn't wake up I will burn this house to the ground with all of you in it."
I turn and walk up the stairs up to Navi's room. A small cry leaves my mouth as I push the things that are perfectly arranged on her desk off. I grab the dirty clothes she put in the hamper and throw them on the floor in their normal place.
I then sit on her bed with my head in my hands as a sob leaves my lips.
I sit there, screaming at them letting the anger leave my mouth, replays in my mind .
And as I sit here, my anger reveals her true self, to be grief.
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Was that good? I really hope I put the emotion I was trying to in this.
I felt bad at leaving you guys on a cliff hanger and I know this is still a bit of one but I dont think it's as bad the last chapter
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