Disarray.

Shutters of glass all over the place. A complete clutter everywhere eyes may fall, everything thrown out of place, everything broken, a similar state to the one of their hearts.

He didn't stop, he couldn't, screaming at her at the top of his lungs, profanities and curses were the only things coming out from his mouth, along with accusations.

And reprehension.

"You said you love me, you said only death could tear us apart, all these words were lies? Empty promises?"

Broken promises.

She kept staring at him, she seemed unfazed by his emotional state, albeit his abusive behavior toward her, although her skin was almost full of bruises left behind his strong grasps on her wrists, shoulders, and neck, she still maintained a calm demeanor.

Wise, or, repenting?

" Love must have blinded you, I see you collecting him from bars now, never expected your relation to be this strong"

" Collecting him? This time isn't the case, but if necessary I'd do it with pleasure"

" He is no man for you"

"Those words coming from your mouth Hain, they seem funny to me"

Hearing her mocking words, with the sardonic gaze she had on him, Hain decided to get closer to her seated figure, reaching his hand out to her, motioning her to stand up to face him, keeping their gaze interlocked, a gaze in his eyes that could only be interpreted as longing, mixed with deep abhor, and strong infatuation.

" You're using him to forget your past Katarina, my question is, will you really be able to go over? Over us?"

His words came out in a husky low voice, his hot breaths fanning her face, the predatory look in his eyes only grown bigger whenever his orbs traveled between her lips up to her eyes.

" We are already over, we are already considered past tense"

A smirk that couldn't reach his eyes adorned his lips, his hand went around her waist, pushing her delicate figure strongly toward him, suppressing any distance that could make it difficult for her to feel his heartbeat. Lingering emotions are still carved in his body, his brain sent different signals waking those emotions up the moment he felt her between his grasp.

" We never ended Katrina, we were forced to halt. I really know that you have never forgot me, as I have never been able to do so myself, how can you call us past tense? You really hurt me"

His voice, as he softly let the words escape from his mouth, was being luring to describe it carefully, he was involving his self in a big emotional game, based on guilt. A guilt he wanted to revive inside her heart.

Her eyes softened, the strength her gaze held earlier started fading slowly, replaced with a sense of longing, for their past, for the untold and the short lived emotions, they were strong, it was real and innocent love, a fondness that lived in her heart for more than ten years, affection that has been tinged with long years of guilt, with regret, a love that fought it all to live in her brain, depriving her from happiness all those passed years.

But ended eventually.

Squirming between his strong hold, Katarina tried to break free, to cut short a conversation that will lead them literally nowhere, she knew better than staying captive of her past, moreover, her feelings were real for Jungkook there was no doubt, but Hain had different thoughts. Keeping her between his embrace was his aim.

"I suggest you throw the past behind you the way I did, there's no gain from it believe me"

"Look me straight in the eyes, and tell me you don't love me anymore if you wanna help me move over you"

The tension that room knew while being the shelter for their conversation, couldn't be compared even to the strongest thunders in a stormy day, every word they uttered had a depth, it held a past stained with blood, a turnover that changed not only their fates, but radically their personalities as well.

" I don't"

He seemed unaffected by her answer as he was expecting it, and maybe he did, it would be very stupid from him to expect from love to survive ten long years of separation, to withstand what they went through. Giving up though wasn't really something he wanted to opt for at that time.

His hand tilted her chin, motioning her to return her gaze that left him as soon as she given the awaited answer, his next action though was not expected for her, as his lips touched hers, involving her in a kiss that she wasn't wishing for, but ended up reciprocating, a kiss that held their long held desire, a goodbye to their tragic story. 

A kiss that has unleashed the beast inside the man who entered the room, only to be welcomed with betrayal.

" I do love you, I've never lied to you"

She only added rage to his state, she drove him to limits, he never knew he could reach, he may be as surprised as her about his acts, it was a new side of his self he never met before.

The possessive side.

His hands on her neck, choking and depriving her from oxygen, his hold was strong, and it could kill, it would actually kill if he doesn't stop, but he couldn't control his anger, wrath was filling his brain with toxic thoughts, clouding his vision, it was impossible for him to resonate in his current state, while all he could see is the kiss she had with Hain.

"Jungkook, I don't really mind dying by your hands, what a bless actually, dying in love, a royal tragic ending that fits me perfectly"

A tear floated down her cheek as she let out the words, ready to leave the world, while the sight of the person her heart beats for is the last sight she would see. A tear that she should thank wholeheartedly, that she could consider as a life savior.

Her words, her tears, the honesty her expression held, woke him up from his inhuman state, brought his soul back to witness the monstrous acts he was committing. Shifting his body backwards, as his body was possessed by someone else, he was shocked looking at her coughing and panting, trying to regain her breaths that she almost lost, stumbling with every move he took, until his legs failed him, letting him down on the ground, pressing on his temples, breathing heavily but at a fast pace, his chest was rocking up and down in distressed rhythm. Jungkook held his knees to his chest, his hand was covering his mouth forbidding sobs from escaping, beads of warm liquid touching his face as he watched her suffering from the aftereffect of his dreadful acts.

It was when she regained her self that she finally seemed to be aware of Jungkook's state, he was in a crisis, he wasn't the person she knew, not while he was trying to kill her, nor when seated defeated, crying silently, while broken in pieces.

Rushing to him, Katarina crouched to level up with him, tears heavily floating down her cheeks, as she kept shaking him trying to recollect his lost attention. She promised not to cry since that incident in Moscow, the last time she shed a tear, was when she caused a brain death to her mother, she sweared after that day, that she would never shed a tear for anything and anyone, however, seeing the state he was in, a state she was partially responsible for if not entirely, she couldn't hold the overwhelming feelings from appearing.

"Jungkook, don't, don't you try shedding a tear, whatever has happened, I really don't care about it, we will forget it and pass over. GET A HOLD OF YOUR SELF JUNGKOOK. We are similar, we both have our share from darkness, don't ever think that it could scare me nor drive me away, I love you the way you are, I do, and that's my second vow for you"

Her hands cupped his face, reaching to his lips, hers started a kiss that had a salty flavor from the tears they both were shedding, it was far away from being a lustful one, it was a kiss full of emotion they failed to show to each other before, a confession much needed for both.

His apologetic hug, seemed a protective one to her, it was a hug she never had before, as it grow stronger, it made her sobs grow louder, she was a person who lacked affection, and to her, he was the only one who could provide what she needed.

Love.

Without uttering a single word, his eyes were speaking on his behalf, regret all written on his face, he wished he could go back in time, the man even regretted having followed her and witnessed that scene that led him to become a monster he never wanted to be. Her touches on his face, caressing it while softly smiling comforting his distressed state, taking his hand to help him stand up, she tried to speak on his behalf, breaking the silence that had formed in the room.

" We are even now, so let's throw it all behind our back Kook"

He opted to answer with actions, placing his hand on her neck, Jungkook started another kiss, this time a passionate one, and she was reciprocating the same way, they were almost exchanging their souls, they were devouring each other. Katarina pushed him toward the bed, she wanted him, she needed his touches, a desire in her heart to have him tonight, but differently.

She took away his vest hurriedly without breaking their make-out session, while he did the same with her vest and followed with her shirt, exposing her body to his view. He turned above her, pinning her beneath him while intently looking at her face, down to her neck and cleavage.

" I love you, I can't share you with anyone Katarina, I don't want to"

"Im yours Jungkook"

Her words were reassuring for him, those words were something he wanted to hear from her ever since he acknowledged his feelings for her, with his feelings, his possessive side grown.

He caressed her neck softly, looking at the bruises his hands left behind from earlier, being aggressive again was the last thing he wanted. Moving his hand down to her breast, his other hand worked fast unhooking her bra, exposing her spheres to his view, an exhibition to his eyes, almost like an artistic work that he admired, he liked her every trait.

His lips planting kisses on her body softly, a new feeling that she never felt before, she never knew she would like softness over the roughness she was used to, she never visioned her self letting a man leading her sexual feats, but she was now enjoying it fully, he was treating her like a frail object that he faired breaking, his touches were almost unfelt, but they succeeded in electrifying her body every time, in causing a burning sensation under her skin, growing her desire bigger at each time.

His lips kissed her lower abdomen before depriving her from the pleasurable sensation, as the man stood up, taking his shirt off, to reveal his sturdy chest, and the piece of art she drawn on his skin. Hovering over her, Jungkook took of her pants, and decided to tease her, getting a few frustrated moan from her, as his hand was busy massaging her breast, while the other worked on her clit, he core clenches around emptiness from the build up libido, causing a wave of arousal to pool down her pussy.

" I want you love, I want you so bad"

His low voice almost driving her to madness, making her moan as he started grinding his shaft between her parted legs.

"Take me"

Jungkook took off his pants, leaving his self only in his boxer, followed by taking off the last piece of clothes she had, a beautiful appetizer to his hangry eyes. Parting her legs further, Jungkook went down to taste her sweet arousal, a loud whimper escaped her mouth as he started softly sucking on her clit, softly letting his tongue explore her folds, before sliding it inside her walls.

"You taste delicious"

He slid one finger inside her, maintaining an unchanged pace with his mouth, earning more whimpers and moans, feeling victorious, his pace fastened, as he felt that her orgasm was already building inside her, almost close from her climax, Jungkook slid a second finger, thrusting his finger inside her at a fairly fast pace, that only made her scream his name while releasing her build up orgasm.

His dream came true.

Looking at the mess he made out of her, a beautiful smile adorned his face, as he leaned closer reaching for her lips, kissing her softly, letting her taste her own flavor on his lips before breaking the latter, and start showering her with kisses all over her chest. She hugged him tightly, before breaking the hug, and moving her hands to take off his boxers.

His glistering shaft dripping with his pre-cum teased her sensitive folds, making her back arch from the anticipation and the intense pleasure, he softly thrusted inside her, giving her enough time to adjust to his size. Feeling pleasured by the sensation of being filled to the brim with his generous length, Katarina moaned seeking for more, a moan that invited Jungkook to pick up his pace as he sensed that she was ready to welcome him.

" Ahh Katarina you feel so good, you're driving me crazy"

He turned her around, and made her upper body lean closer to the bed, while her ass up to level with his manhood, a beautiful view in front of his eyes, only getting him harder, and needier, making him loose no time before filling her again, feeling her core clenches around his shaft, squeezing him inside her tight pussy, getting loud groans that were mixed with her moans and continuous whimpering.

Picking up his pace as he felt his pleasure building and getting closer every time he pounded into her, his breaths got heavier, beads of sweat forming in his forehead, his name never left her mouth as another orgasm started getting closer to it release, urging him for more, and more.

Their voices got louder as they both reached their peak at the same time, Jungkook who was panting leaned on her back, pushing her to rest her body on the bed, while planted trail of kisses on her back and neck.

"It was so beautiful, and different, Kook"

" I need details, let's get this work done"

" Everything will be at your disposal within few days"

The man walked away from the office, leading his way toward the closed door, before he suddenly halted his steps, and looked over his shoulder while carefully listening to the voice that was speaking"

" I'm in a hurry, don't make me wait"

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