"I spent most of my time in the back of the class, just drawing. My goal was to not get noticed in school, because I spent so long not being noticed anyway or being treated as if I were invisible that I started to like it. I've learned that it's actually not very lonely. It's like you have less friends, but the friends that you have count more. I met a lot of people that weren't outsiders or they were very popular, and they have a lot of friends, but I don't know if they're the kind of friends you would call up at three am to help you out or talk about being depressed."