Two lovers.
But did I love both?
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A wise friend pointed out to me,
Yes you loved the first,
But the second was not love.

And I have to agree,
Now that I think about it.

Our lips,
Did not fit.

And there was no spark,
No fire,
Just your desire.

And my want for a love.
For something.
An intimacy.

We were off sync.
We didn't go well together.
It was worse than night and day.

It was like fire and water.
Fire and fire,
Would've worked out better.

No.
It wasn't love.

Only your desire,
And my want for a love,
And intimacy.

Something to hold on to,
Something to ease the pain.

No,
It most certainly,
Definitely,
Wasn't
Love.
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Two lovers,
And I only loved one.