Karan : HAAN NEIL....ye sach hai.....USS DIN TUM SIRF AVNI KO NHI.....BALKI APNE HONE WALE BACHE KO BHI AKELA CHDD KE CHLE GAYE THE.....

NEIL......AVNI OR TUMHARI EK BETI HAI.......AARYA !

Neil disbalanced himself listening this. HIS BODY WAS NUMB.

After listening that he has a daughter, about whome he had no idea.....he was in utter shock and disbslief.
All the memories he spent with avni flashes in his head.

His senses stopped working...and he just went unconsious and fainted.

Also he was drunk...so he just fell down unconsiously.

But karan held him on time. He immediately took him in his car and drove them to his house.

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Saisha (karan's wife ) opened the door, and he was shocked to see Neil along with karan.

Saisha (shocked ) : Neilll.......Ye...yha kaise....or karan tum neil se kab mile.....or ye aisi halat me...?

Karam : sab btata hun...pehle andar chle... Meri help kro...

They both took neil to their guest room.

Karan sprinkled some water on his face but he didnt got up.

Karam : Lagta hai ab ye subah hi uthega...

Saisha : But is he fine..? Hume doctor ko bulana chahiye...?

Karam : Nhi....he was highly drunk....usi ka natija hai ye...
Isse yahi sone dete hai....Kal baat krenge.

Saisha : But karan...tum neil se kaha mile...? I mean.....y..ye tumhe kaha mila....

Karan : Sab btata hu...chlo room me chlte hai...

They went to there room. Karan told everything to Saisha.

Karan : .....and i was very angry on him. and...i....i even told him about aarya...

Saisha : WHAT..? But kyu.....use btane ki kya zarurat thi. Vo toh pehle hi sabko chhod chuka hai....ab kya fayda uska ye jaane ka....

Karan : Zarurat thi saisha....tumne dekha nhi.....kya halat bnali hai isne apni...
T.V pe jis neil ko hum dekhte hai vo alag hai....or ye...ye neil alag hain. Sadak pe akele ghum rha tha ye....like a bloody alcoholist....
Use btana zaruri tha...ki uski ek duniya or bhi hai....jise vo chhd ke yha aise jee rha hai....

Saisha : You mean.....t..tum chahte ho ki neil vapis chla jaye....? A..avni ke paas...?

Karan looked at her....he thought everything and said....

Karan : Haan....shayad.....shayad yahi sahi hoga.....

Saisha : B..but tumhe lgta hai avni aisa chahti hai....?

Karan : Pta nhi saisha....par mujhe lgta hai shayd yahi unn dono ke liye thik hoga....
Kya pta isse un dono ki zindagi sawar jaaye...

Saisha : Hmm....i think you are right.
lekin....Ek baat mere smjh nhi aa rhi karan....ki....ki agr neil khush nhi hai apni life se....toh....toh phir voh vapis kyu nhi gya mumbai...?

Karan : ...Ye toh neil hi jaane.....pta nhi kya chlta hai iske dimag me...

They thought and decided that it will be better if neil go back to mumbai....to meet avni and aarya.
Atleast once he should go back....and apologize.
And rest depened upon them...and their destiny.

.......

Next day neil woke up. His head was paining a lot.

He remember the last night....he met karan and everything that he told him.

He looked around and found he is in a different place. He then checked his phone.....and there were so many missed calls from his manager, producers and his friend sam.

He didnt cared and kept the phone aside.

In the meanwhile.....Saisha entered with karan, as she brought some lemonade for him.

Neil was embarresed to see them. Seeing saisha , being in there house everything was so awkward for him.

Saisha : Ye pee lo neil..saara hangover utar jayega... he extened the glass towards him

He took it and thanked her.

It was very difficult for him to meet eyes with them. He was guilty of whatever he did.

Saisha and karan noticed him being awkward.

Karan sat next to him and said...

Karan : Dekh neil...mujhe tujhe jo bolna tha maine kal raat bol diya....jitna gussa nikalna tha nikal diya....
Ab aakhir me....hai tu humara dost hi na.... he said giving a friendly gesture to him.

Neil then looked at him and felt more guilty

Neil : I am sorry karan...i am sorry saisha......I know maine galat kiya tha....tum sabke saath....apne parents ke saath...or.....av...avni ke saath....

Saisha : Dekho neil....tumne jo galtiya ki uske liye hum tumhe maaf toh nhi kr skte.....Lekin dost hone ke naate tumhe sahi raah pe laana humara farz hai....

she said and neil looked at her.

Neil : Saisha.....

Saisha : Haan neil......tumhe vapis jaana hi hoga....apne parivaar ke paas.....Avni ke paas....or....or APNI BETI KE PAAS.

Listening about his daughter, neil's eyes got wet. Tears filled in his eyes and he had goosebumps.....He got emotional at the moment....

Neil (emotional) : M...m...mer..meri...meri b..b..b..be...beti.  Meri beti...he fumbles having tears in his eyes.

Karan smiled. He kept his hand on his shoulder to console him and said...

Karan : Haan neil...Tumhari beti....Aarya naam hai uska.....bohot pyaari hai....bilkul tumhare jaisi dikhti hai..... he said having a smile on his face

Neil also smiled. He gets emotional. He was so happy to hear that he is a father. He has a daughter. Her daughter exist in this world. He was on cloud nine hearing this.

But suddenly his face expression changed and he became sad. He said....

Neil : Lekin m..main....main vapis nhi jaa skta...
Itne saalo ke baad....N..nhi main vapis nhi jaa skta....

Saisha : Lekin kyu neil....? Aakhir problem kya hai....?

Neil : Nhi saisha....aakhir main kis haq se vapis jaunga.....kya muh dikhaunga main sab ko....maa ko...papa ko.....avni ko....?
Nhi ab yahi meri life hai....main vapis jaake unke dukh ko or nhi bdha skta....

saisha gets angry hearing this....she felt dusgusted and then bursted out at him

Saisha : Enough neil....Bohot ho gya tumhara. Aakhir kab tak tum sirf khudke baare me sochoge...
Kabhi toh dusre ke nazariye se dekho....unke dil ka bhi socho... she said in a loud tone....

Karan : Saisha....he tries to stop her

Saisha : No karan.....Aaj isko humari baat manni hi hogi.
Ye har baar apni manmaani nhi kr skta....
Har baar apni zimmedariyon se nhi bhaag skta...

Maine dekha hai avni ko rote hue....iska intezar krte hue...

Arew uske aansu sukhe bhi nhi the...ki use pta chla ki vo pregnant hai...Iske bache ke saath.

Kya tumne kabhi socha hai....usko kaisa lga hoga.....
Uspar kya beeti hogi uss waqt....? Haan..... Bolo neil....
Jab usko tumhari sabse jyada zarurat thi tab tum nhi the vhaa...
Badi mushkil se usne khud ko sambhala tha.....
Lekin uski mom ke jaane ke baad vo phir se bikhar gyi.....

Neil : WHAT...? Aa..ayesha aunty....
he gets another shock listening this.

Saisha : Haan neil...vo ayesha aunty...jo tumse itna pyaar krti thi...Vo ab iss duniya me nhi rahi...

Par tumhe dukh kyu ho rha hai haan.....tumne to ek baar bhi vapis mudke nhi dekha....
OR TUM KYU VAPIS JAOGE....Tumhe kisi ki kya fikar hai....

Akele neil.....AVNI NE AKELE PAALA HAI AARYA KO. Apni jaan se jyada pyaar krti hai vo usse.
Usko ek kharoch bhi aati hai na...toh darr jaati hai.....ki kahi usse kuch ho na jaaye.....Aakhir uske paas aarya ke alawa or hai hi kaun...

LEKIN TUMHE KYA FIKAR HOGI....
Tumhari life toh YE hai....ye shaan o shaukat......ghumna firna....concerts....audience....!

neil was feeling more and more guilty.
His eyes were full of tears. His heart was paining with emotions flowing down his body making his body numb.

Karan saw his emotional state.

Karan : Saisha.....please calm down.... he slowly whispered to her to make her stop.

Saisha stopped. She went out of the room without wasting a second.
As she was also having tears in her eyes, feeling sad for avni's life.

Karan sat their with neil.

Neil : Karan....y...ye maine kya kar diyaa...MUJSE....MUJSE ITNI BADI GALTI HO GYI.....
M..maine socha hi nhi ki....ki avni.....p...pre...pregnant.....
He said while crying

Karan : Its okay neil.....shant ho jaa...

Neil'' eyes turned red due to tears filled in them......

Neil (crying) : Muj...mujhse bohot badi galti ho gyi hai karan....mujhse bohot badi galti ho gyi hai.....
Main khudko kabhi maaf nhi kar paunga...
Please.....please meri help kar....Main kya kru mujhe kuch smjh nhi aa rha.....
A....avni ko jab m..meri jarurat thi toh.....main vha nhi tha....
usne kaise....kaise smbhala hoga karan....
Shit....ye..ye maine kya kar diya..... his realisation was making him more and more guilty and emotional. He held his head in frustration.

Karan : Relax neil.....Tu...tu shant ho jaa..... he calmed him down and tried to make him understans.

Dekh neil.....ab jo ho gya...tu use change nhi kar skta......Waqt ko dobara vapis nhi laa skta...
Lekin....tu aane waale kal ko sudhar skta hai.....!

Neil : Lekin karan...Avni mujhse nafrat krti hogi.....Pta nhi vo k..kaise react kregi....
Vo mujhe dekhegi to phir se bikhar jayegi......tut jayegi voh...

Karan listened and sighed.

Karan : Neil tu aaj bhi vhi galti kar rha hai.....Tu ek baar phir bhaag rha hai.......MAT KAR NEIL....YE GALTI DOBARA MAT KAR.

Reality ko face kar...Apni galti accept kar....or apologize kar.
TUJHE VAPIS JAANA HOGA....!

Neil looked at him with tears filled eyes. Karan nodded....told him to face the reality and accept his mistakes.

Neil wiped his tears and decided to go back

Neil : You are right karan. Mujhe reality ko face krna hi hogi.....Avni ko face krna hi hoga....MUJHE VAPIS JANA HI HOGA...OR MAIN JAUNGA.....!

Karan was happy to listen this. He hugged neil....and neil hugged him back.

Neil thoughts
"Main aa rha hu avni.....Tumhare or apni beti ke paas....
Main jaanta hu, tum mujhe maaf nhi karogi.....Lekin main koshish karta rhunga....Iss baar main nhi bhaagunga..... "

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Next day Neil decided to leave....and he booked a flight to mumbai.

Before leaving, he thanked karan , for bringing him on the right path....
And he promised saisha, that he will not run from his responsibilities anymore...and he will not give more pain to Avni.

Later on....he took the flight to Mumbai.

After reaching mumbai....he took a cab to his home.

While sitting in the cab he recieved so may calls from his manager Jessica and Sam. He was ignoring their calls.

But then he picked sam's call....

Sam : Thank god.....NEIL.....kaha ho tum....Yaha hum itne pareshan ho rhe hai.....tum phone nhi utha rhe...or vha producers phone kre jaa rhe hai....WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU....?

neil was listeing his rant. But his face still has a smile. He said with a glowing smile......

Neil : Sam....I have a daughter. he smiled

Sam : Wait What....? Are you drunk neil...?
sam was unable to believe what he is saying. He thought he has gone mad or he is drunk.

Neil was happy.
He now didnt cared about his work...his contracts.....anything.
He was just hell excited to see his daughter....to meet his daughter.

Neil : Nhi Sam....aaj hi toh hosh me aaya hu...... he replied

Sam : WHAT....? N..neil....t..tum mujhe btao tum ho kaha.....Main abhi car bhejta hun...

Neil : Main vhi hun...jaha mujhe hona chhaiye...! with this he cuts the call and switched it off.

Neil was smiling looking out of the window......he was happy being back to his home town.

Neil thought
"I hope aap apne papa ko maaf kr doge beta....I hope aap bhi mujhse milke khush hoge.....!
Papa aapse milne ke liye bohot excited hai...bohot !" he smiled.

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