Avni looked at him with deep emotional eyes. He wanted to know each and every thing that she has to go through in these last years , he wanted to know what she had suffered because of him, and what all he had missed......

It was 10 p.m. in night.

They sat , and avni began telling him about her past, when she found out that she was pregnant....

Avni : Neil...tumhe pta hai jis din tum gaye...vo din meri life ka worst day tha...the day you left was the worst day of my life. I was completely broken. There was no feelings....no emotions left inside me......

Maa, Ali, Riya....sab the mere paas....they tried to cheer me up, tried to make me forgwt everything....but....tumhe bhulana itna aasan kaha tha neil....
she said looking at him...while he looked back at her...

After few seconds of their eye lock,  avni broke their eyelock and continued......

But maine koshish ki...bohot koshish ki tumhe bhulane ki neil...or...or shayad main bhula bhi paati...but....One day everything got changed....Uss ek din me sab badal gya neil....

I was not feeling well that day....kaafi uneasyness feel kar rhi thi.....and all my symptoms were indicating me in one direction...that i might be pregnant.....

My hands were literally shivering neil....while i was taking those pregnancy tests...and then those two lines changed everything......

Flashback begins.....

Avni was restlessly walking in her room, holding the pregnancy kit in her hands, waiting for the result to appear on it.....

After 5 minutes of restlessness, she looked at it, and saw those two lines , which confirms...that she is pregnant.

Her eyes widened at the result, and soon got filled with tears looking at it.

This was the third time she was testing, and all three results came positive. There was no doubt of assurance. She was undoubtedly pregnant.

She threw that away in anger and started crying holding her face in hands.

Avni : Why..why neil.....kyu gaye tum mujhe chhod ke...I hate you....I HATE YOU NEIL... she talked to herself, hating neil for leaving her to suffer alone.

She was crying in her room, she was cursing her fate....

After getting the news of pregnancy, she start getting more and more restless. She was hell nervous amd scared....her mind stopped working.

So many negative thoughts were roaming in her mind....She was so disturbed and broken that she just wanted to end her own life.

In that moment of panick and restlessness.....She even thought to call neil, and wanted to tell him everything and she want to ask him to come right back for the baby.

She decided to call him...and tell.him to come back. She dialed his number with shivering hands, and called so many times. But as always, he didnt picked up any call.

She just wanted him to pick up the call but he was not picking up her call making her more restless.

She then decided to record a voice mail and send him, asking him to call her back, as there is something urgent she wants to tell him.

She thought that after listening to the voice mail, he will definately call back.

But even after hours of efforts, when there was still no reply from his side, she threw the phone away and was completely shattered and broken.

She lyed on her bed and started crying.....she had nothing left inside her. Just the broken pieces of her heart.

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After few hours , there was a knock on the door...

Ayesha : Avni...avni open the door beta...avni darwaza kholo bachha....kya hua haii....
she knocked the door as avni didnt came out of her room since hours, which made her worry for her.

Avni was crying, while lying on her bed. She didn't even want to talk to anybody....

Somehow ayesha managed to open the door...and she entered to find avni in that miserable condition.

Ayesha : Avni.... she came and sat next to her.

avni suddenly got up and hugged her mom tightly.....clutching her arms around her...

Ayesha : Avni....tum....tum aise ro kyu rhi ho...baat kya hai bachha.....kuch toh hua hai...tum kabse darwaza nhi khol rhi....
she asked while caressing her as she hugged her back....

Avni (crying) : Maa.....kyu kiya usne aisaa....kyu chala gya voh.....kyuuuu.....
kyuuu maa.....mere saath hi aisa kyu hua.... she cried in her mothers arms...

Ayesha's heart dropped a beat. She can't see avni like this....avni was crying and her tears were not stopping from hours....

Ayesha asked her again and again to which avni finally answered and finally told her about her pregnancy......that she is pregnant with neil's child.

Avni : I am pregnant maa.....I am pregnant with...with neil's child...she said while crying...

Ayesha listened and she got shocked. She was in utter disbelief.....she didn't know how to react to this shocking news....but at that time, she don't want to think about anything else, apart from Avni.

She needs to be there for her....and to support her. As avni needs her the most this time. She hugged her out and said....

Ayesha : Avni....its okay bachha....dekho neil nhi hai toh kya hua.....main hun tumhare saath. Or main hamesha tumhare saath rhungi bachaa....Tumhe bilkul ghabrane ki zarurat nhi hai....hmm......just relax......
she tried to calm avni down, tried to make her feel better. she caressed her as she was crying only.

Knowing that your 23 year old daughter is pregnant before marriage, is not easy for any mother. And when you know that the father of child is also not with her, makes it even more worse....and difficult to accept.

But as a mother, right now all what matters to her is avni's happiness and she only wants to see her smile.

Ayesha  : Avni look at me....i am with you bachha....main hun tumhare saath...and there is nothing to worry about....
Tunhara jo faisla hoga main tumhare saath hun...

Avni looked at her and cried more...

Avni : But maa.....main...main kaise iss bache ko akele paalungi....m..mujhe kuch samajh nhi aa rha.....or...or main kaise sab handle krungi maa....

Ayesha : Avni iss waqt tumhe ye sab sochne ki zarurat nhi hai....abhi tum sirf ye btao ki tumhe ye bacha chahiye ya nhi....bolo avni...you want ko keep this child...?

Avni looked at her with her swollen , red, tears filled eyes.....she thought of all those moments she had spend with neil....all those moments of love, moments of happiness with neil.

And keeping all those memories in mind, she can't abort this child. She can't let go her only symbol of love.
...and most importantly, she can't take life of an innocent soul.

So she nodded and said yes....

Ayesha : Then you dont have to worry about anything else avni.....aaj se tum sirf apne or iss bache ke baare me socho....
Ye bacha tumhe vo saari khushiya dega avni....jo tum deserve karti ho.....shayad bhagwan ne isse isiliye bheja hai......tumhare liye.

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Avni : Uss din agar ayesha maa nhi hoti neil...to pta nhi main...main apne saath kya kar baithti.....
Kuch der pehle tak main khud apni life end karne ke baare me soch rhi thi.....or fir ayesha maa se beat krne ke baad....main ek nhi, balki do-do zindagiyo ke baare me sochne lagi thi neil...

Or phir maine decide kiya, ki ab main jiyungi......apne liye bhi...or uss baby ke liye bhi...

Or in sabme aayesha maa mera sabse bada support thi. Unhi se mujhe hmesha himmat milti thi....

Lekin phir ek din, mera vo support bhi chla gaya....aayesha maa hume chodke chali gayi.....she...she had a heart attack and.....and she....
avni said with a heavy heart and her eyes shed some tears of sorrow.

Neil who was sitting next to her also got tears hearing this, he wanted to hold avni that moment, but he couldnt. he felt miserable....

After holding her emotions and getting normal, Avni continued.....

Avni : lekin maine ayesha maa se promise kiya tha...ki main jiyungi....or phir mere andar pal rhi vo masoom si jaan bhi thi.....toh main kaise bikhar sakti thi.

Maine khudko sambhala neil, or main wait krti rhi....uske aane ka.

And then one day, i was sitting in the lawn, when my water just broke suddenly....

I was just 7 and a half months pregnant when my water broke, i got hell worried for my baby.... it was premature and there were already so many other complications.

I got admited in the hospital, and among those unbearable pains and hard sticking contractions......i was only worried for my baby..... I prayed for its wellbeing. I didnt wanted anything else at that moment....but my baby to be born healthy.

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Flashback.........

Avni was 7 and a half month pregnant when suddenly her water broke. She was taken to the hospital by her friends and neighbours.

In hospital

She was lying on the bed when doctors were preparing for her operation, while she was praying for her child.

Avni asked the doctors who were standing next to her...

Avni (in pain ) : Doctor...ahh...please mere bache ko bacha lijiye doctor....usse kuch nhi hona chahiye...please doctor....please save my child...

Doctor : Avni please stay calm....kuch nhi hoga bache ko.....okay....but please you stay calm and relax. doctors consoled her in that tough time.

And after 2 hours of surgery, avni finally gave birth to a premature , delicate little baby girl.

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After some hours, when avni got consciousness, she finds herself in a hospital room. She slowly looked at the crib placed next to her bed, and saw her little sunshine lying in there.

Her heart melted at the sight of a baby lying next to her.

Her eyes watered looking at the little baby....so fragile...so delicate.

Meanwhile doctor entered and announced smilingly......

Doctor : Congratulations avni.....you gave birth to a beautiful baby girl....she is your daughter.
doctor said pointing at baby.

Avni's heart skipped a beat listening this. The moment she waited was here.....as her baby was finally in front of her eyes.....

Her eyes got filled with happiness. She closely looked at her little miss sunshine, who has just filled her life with immense happiness and joy...and gave a new different meaning to her life.

Doctor then got the baby from crib and placed the baby in avni's arms.

Avni held her daughter for the first time with shivering hands....and she felt blissful.

Her eyes had tears...her face had this never ending smile....and her heart was filled with so much love and emotions.

She looked at her daughter and said...

Avni : thank you.....thank you for coming in my life.....mama loves you alot...... she says lightly and gently kissed her baby's little face.

A tear fell on her cheeks, but she know that now she has no reason to cry....there is only happiness on her way.

Doctor said....

Doctor : Avni , baby is very premature. We have to keep her in ncu for two months minimum.

Avni, who just got a hold of her baby, felt broken when doctor announced that baby need to be kept away from her for another 2 months.

She looked at her daughter.....held her close to her chest while cherishing this moment. And then with a very heavy heart , she  gave the baby back to doctor....as she has to be taken to baby care unit for 2 months. She has to stay away from her daughter for 2 months. Avni felt restless, but for the baby's health she has to do this.

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Avni : Or uss waqt....uss waqt mujhe tumhari sabse jyada zarurat thi neil......Maine unn 7 mahino me tumhe kabhi yaad nhi kiya.....lekin uss din mujhe tumhare na hone ka ehsaas hua....
Aisa laga ki tum kyu nhi ho mere paas.....ek khalipan mehsoos hua....

Aisa laga ki main abhi aankhe band krungi...or tum...tum mere samne aa jaoge....mera haath thaam loge....or kahoge ki...ki sab thik ho jayega avni.

Par tum nhi the neil....tum nhi the vhaa......vo 2 mahine mere liye sabse mushkil the neil. Main na so paati thi....na...na kuch khaa paati thi. Apni beti se dur rehna.....mere liye bohot mushkil tha neil.....and at that time....i...i needed you....I needed you so badly neil......she said shattering down.
she could not hold her tears anymore.... and she started crying....cupping her own face in gasp.

Neil looked at her, and he felt broken watching her like that. He felt a harsh pain in his heart, like someone has stabbed him, right away.

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