" Oh honey,
Look at you, drinking your life away,
Don't you get tired of drowning your sorrows in a bottle of whiskey.
Until his memory disappears? "

I never thought I'd move on.
God, I never thought I'd get over him.
Then as the weeks past,
The days got shorter,
And his memory started to fade.
The weeks got easier.
The pain slowly, but surely started to disappear,

" so why do you still drink
as much as the day he left ,
You're finically free
of the pain he caused you"

I poured me another shot and said

" because he promised me a forever, but he left,
My life wasn't supposed to turn out like this,
and I don't know how to pick up the pieces anymore,
He was the one who picked me up,
Stopped all my pain.
But now he's the one causing it,
Even though he isn't here anymore "

15th January 2018