(3)•My conscience or my life•
(Chapter 3)
[Kemeil's pov]
I'm so sick of Odane and Rye's behaviour, men like them disgusts me, they pretended as if they have only just started raping since all this catastrophe, but there is no way they haven't been doing so before.
Thier crave to always rape, kill and torture people, has gotten worse since the start of our journey, it's like they feed off hurting and abusing people. I hated having to travel with them and hated them even more because of whom I knew they were.
I would have shed Rye's bowels on the ground already if it wasn't for his cousin Ronaldo, he was the one saving him. Ronaldo said Rye had something on him and he only put up with him in order to keep his family safe.
I held a deep burning hate for Rye, the shithead tried touching my sister the first night we were on board the ship, I was so pissed I could not hold in my anger towards him.
I gave him a hard fist bursting his upper lip, the motherfucker was flexible and very swift he came back at me fast.
I wasn't expecting such strength and swiftness from him, because he looked feeble, tall and lanky with collar bones pronouncing even when he was dressed.
The deranged asshole hit me square in the face, but the anger he riled up that was already burning within me, gave me the quickness to swing my left hand hitting him hard behind his ears.
He reeled backwards staggering, while he was a bit off balanced, I seized the opportunity to wreak havoc on his scrawny looking face.
The end result left us travelling separately as how I wanted to.
We were looking for a place to safely settle with our families, a place that was not involved in this antagonistic war.
I decided to go to Colombia where my father had lands handed down to him from his father. We use to go thier on holidays, I only went because I loved the horses. My father had given me a beautiful black stallion and I can't wait to see him.
Can't wait to leave this island, beautiful has it is, we can not stay here, Jamaica has also got caught in this stupid war. There infrastructure cannot withstand any mass damage, so it's a good thing that they have only been hit with a few missiles fired from subs out on the sea.
They are just like pawns on a chessboard really, caught up in a web of world dominance.
Good for them though, their outcome doesn't look too bleak, after all, their leaders have already signed the subjection documents, putting them under the rule of the new world order. "What ever that is?" I spat sarcastically.
Blo! blo!.. blo!!..The loud bangs of a gun being discharged jerked me out of my thoughts.
Blo! Blo!.. Blo!!... Blo!!..Blo!!..... It reverberates in the quiet night, thier was no electricity on the island since the attack a few weeks ago.
The explosions came from the direction of the tent occupied by Rye and his drug head lapdogs.
Not a really large settings since we just got on the island four days ago, just passing through really and trying to get food, water and any useful things, that we could take with us.
I was mainly here for information.
But it was a slight waste of time, thier were hardly any food here. The only good thing I got was an informant who was working for an asshole he doesn't even know, trust some people to always do things for money, not caring if it puts others lives in danger.
What did that idiot and his cronies do now?
[Itrisha's pov]
No. I did not like anyone touching me! especially without my consent.
Why do men feel it is ok to rape!??
The moment we reached into this tent looking house, men started touching us licking thier lips, smiling and eye fucking us. I was shaking... Good thing I was one of the women close to the back, since majority of the men present were ahead of us women, but with a few of them behind us I was not feeling lucky, I felt nauseous and trapped.
There were about twenty men here. "Huh" I gasped frighteningly, hands grabbing and grappling, clothes tearing and women shrieking and whimpering.
I was shoved from behind, stumbling a bit, but out of reach from two men which were the ones standing behind us. I caught my balance but kind of landed in a stooping crouching position. I spun around quickly, while remaining in my stoop-crouched position, grabbing up the towel that fell off my shoulders.
Hoping no one glimpsed the gun on my near fall, I looked up and around quickly. Sheena was on a table with her legs spread wide and a man was brutality fucking her. Another held his dick hitting her face grinning widely while kneading her breast with his other hand, I could hear her crying.
Chin, Sheena a woman who goes by the name British, and Renieze were getting fucked, in different positions some on benches and on tables.
I was panicking, everything was happening so fast, I mean how did they got naked so quickly. Bile was making it's way up my throat, as the crying, whimpering, moaning, screaming, shouting and giggling grew and intensified around me. Other men were lining up as if to get thier share.
I looked ahead of me and Annette was being dragged by two men, trying to hold her down against her will she was fighting them off with all her might.
My vision was interrupted by Rye and another dude coming towards me, I was terrified and trembling. In that moment I glanced around quickly seeing if thier was any way I could escape.
Realizing that I, Annette and another much younger girl were the only ones not being raped yet, the girl whom I didn't know her name was in a corner with three of the men, they were taking turns teasing and slapping the shit out of her. Telling her to shut up and take her clothes off and they were laughing.
You could see that she could not take anymore slaps, she was taking off her clothes but they were still slapping her. It was so appalling, my eyes watered.
I swivelled a little back wards when Rye move towards me smiling. "Enjoying the show? It's your turn now". Said the other man beside him, dropping his pants and stroking his already hard cock, he smirked and looked at Rye, to my dismay Rye grinned and dropped his pants too.
At this point, my heart was in my mouth, it was beating loudly through my ear. "Since you are already in that position, we will start with you pleasuring my dick with those lovely full lips." Said Rye licking his lips.
I've never sucked dick before and I wasn't planning on anyone forcing me to, if and when I decided to, I would choose who, when and where.
You could call me crazy for having these thoughts at this precarious point in time. But I truly hated men who rapes, and I don't like being forced to do anything at all, I was trying to keep me anger in check so I can think clearly.
Bouncing the towel to slightly cover my left hand which I placed near my right shoe, containing the small very sharp knife. I then place my right hand on my left knee. Two more men came up to where Rye and his friend was standing.
I was scared and trembling. I didn't even know where I was we had been walking for a couple hours through the bushes seeing occasional houses but mostly farmlands.
I was going to die tonight, I thought, I wasn't going to see my daughter again what if someone tried to hurt her I've been away for hours now. At this point I was a ball of shivering mess.
Rye stepped to me placing his hand on my head, he then jerked my head in the direction of his hard pulsing cock . "Don't touch me,"I cried. shaking my head hard enough to dislodge his hand from it.
I was tired, lost, hungry and miserable , but I was not going to allow these men to abuse me, I'm not going down without a fight!.
With my left hand resting on the knife in my shoe and my right hand itching to take out my gun, I breathed deeply staying in the position I was in.
"Wow" said Rye stepping away laughing "I got me a f-e-i-s-ty one" they all began to laugh. "Feisty's are the nicest, ain't it so boys?" They were howling with laughter.
Some of them began to take off thier clothes, there were none of them that was against this, no one was stopping them from taking advantage by raping us.
I set myself in a movable stooping posture, my legs were beginning to ache from the position I was in. My heart was thumping hard in my chest, sweat was dripping from my face and gathering on my body.
Rye was momentarily distracted by turning to get cheers from the men, guess he is bisexual since he seem okay standing in front of other men with his private area exposing and yes his dick was still standing very hard while he kept stroking it and jestering with them.
I seized the opportunity.
While he had his back turned, I took out my small knife holding it firmly in my left hand, then taking hold of the gun that was strapped tightly around my waist.
I knew this would be a great risk has they were bigger stronger man than my five feet one self. I was still a bit thick though the stress of the past months had stressed me down.
When the gun cocked those that were close by got silent, no!! I wasn't going to give any of them time to correl me. So I started shooting.
Rye being the closest to me got my wrath first, I shot him twice in the stomach area then shot the dork that was beside him at first in his face, blood spewed.., the mother fucker still having his pants down keeled over on his face.
Rye was clutching his abdomen, I grabbed him by his shirt from behind, while still holding onto my knife with my left hand. Using him for leverage, I started shooting at them all that were close by.
Not giving them any opportunity to retaliate, they started running and trying to hide behind whatever or whomever they could.
I took this opportunity to back out through the door, with Rye still being my shield I pressed my gun to the side of his head. Holding up his profusely bleeding stomach, he continuously tripped on his pants that were still half way down his legs.
I didn't know what he was trying to do with his left hand quietly to my left side, I released my hold on him raised my left hand and fucked him a hard stab in his left hand.
He fell to the ground with his pants still down, crying like a bitch. I wanted to shot him again, but me firing the gun must have already drawn a lot of attention from wherever the other men went.
I wasn't about to linger, I stepped away from him lying thier, moaning like a dog. With sounds of movement coming in my direction I started to tek wey miself, in the other direction.
I could barely see, moving quietly through the darkness. A tent flap flew open revealing light from a lamp has I stealthily passing. I crouched to the ground staying as close to the structure as possible and held by breath.
The serious man came stalking out, he looked annoyed has ever, dropping the flap of the tent door, he walked off into the direction I was just coming from.
Around this side was eerily quiet, I stood up slowly listening and glancing around in the dark. I chanced going to the tent door, peeping in, I saw a single makeshift bed, a chair positioned in front of a folding table containing a small lamp and what looks to be files of some kind. I stepped in quickly releasing the flap behind me.
I wasn't planning on dilly dallying, swiftly looking around I spotted some water bottles, some with water and some without.
They were sitting on the floor next to the makeshift bed and a small box. On a board obviously using as a chart board hung several maps.
I reminded myself that the man may return any minute and that triggered me to get moving. Resting in a upright position was a knapsack bag to the corner beside the makeshift bed.
I took it up quickly and looked in it, thier was an assortment of things. That wasn't of any concern to me.
Emptying the contents of the bag out on the bed, I saw some chocolates, a few snacks and two extra load clips of m-fourteen magazine rounds that was at the bottom.
I grabbed them along with a few of the bottles of water. A jacket was hung from the back of the chair situated in front of the desk like table. I took it swinging it over my shoulders just realizing I didn't have my towel anymore.
Spotting a big flashlight with a few batteries beside it on the far side of the table, I snatched it up along with the batteries tossing them in the backpack.
Carefully going back out of the tent, I was glad to not bumb into the man or anyone. I took off in the direction behind the tent.
I have been walking for what must be hours now, it was just bush and darkness. Jumping at every little sound, I tried hard to remain calm.
Sleep was killing me, but the need to get back to my daughter and knowing she was ok was pushing me to put has much distance between me and those horrible men. I'm surprised no one has came running after me yet, but I was glad.
I stopped, looking up, thier was a hilly incline ahead of me. Shit!! This must be the wrong way. I was afraid to switch on the flashlight, in order to not attract any unwanted attention unto me.
Leaning against a tree, I closed my eyes for a minute, trying to think of what to do next. I began to silently pray that my daughter is doing ok and no arm has been done to her or Annette's children.
As a matter of fact, I started to quietly pray "Almighty God, cramp and paralysed anyone who even think to harm my child, let them drop down and die if they stretch forth thier hands to harm her, in Jesus name, Amen."
The tears finally came, I started crying and could not stop, all that I have been through is just too much especially lately.
I placed the jacket on the ground near a clearing, placing the bag so I could put my head on it I lie down on my left side placing the gun under me.
My thoughts began to wander, two of the men I had shotted didn't move once they'd hit the ground. Were they dead? My mind asked. Did I kill them??
I knew the one I shot in the face must be dead, but the other two was hit on the chest. I didn't know I could shoot like that. The little knowledge I gathered from the internet before everything went coco was all I knew.
Guilt was killing me, I felt like I wasn't really myself, all those men wanted to rape me, they raped the other women.
My heart lurched from the memory, I suddenly felt really scared, all by myself in the dark.
On second thought fuck them all dead or alive, I should have killed them all, my thoughts screamed, how dare them, my anger came again. So did the memory of them raping the women, I thought about Annette wondering if she was alright, since I just took off trying to save myself.
I was only sure that the gun, actually worked one night while I was on look out duty. Annette was staying by the campervan while her daughters stayed with my daughter inside.
She had company most of the time, she and Shiyan would sit and chat peoples business, while they wait for me to come back after my shift ended.
It was a quiet night again, my shift started at four pm and ended at ten pm, no female had shifts later than that time. It was a safety precaution.
Since finding the gun I wanted to try it out to see if it actually worked. The opportunity came when thier was a barrage of gunshots at nine thirty five pm and my shift would end soon.
The two army officers that were also on look out duty, took off leaving me alone. I took the loaded gun out of the small bag I always carried with my water bottle and small dish of crackers or some of whatever food I had prepared that evening.
Slipping the gun off safety I held it out and above, squeezing the trigger as another shot was fired somewhere sort of close to our camp.
Blo!!... I shooked, nearly dropping the gun, my ear runged from the loud explosion. I could not deny feeling a sense of might and power from discharging the weapon, quickly clicking the safety back on I put it back inside my bag.
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My stomach rumbled, but knowing I wouldn't be able to eat anything at the moment, I took out another bottle of water gulping in down I belched feeling nauseous.
Lying back down again in the same position as before, my thoughts began to wander until I slept off.
To be continued...
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