i was born female

i don't like that

it sucks fucking monkey dick and everyone knows it

i once thought i was genderfluid

that's what you know me as

that's gonna change soon

i thought i was okay being referred to as Kat

i thought i was okay using they/them pronouns

but i'm not

i feel like something isn't quite right with that either

so 

allow me to re-introduce myself

Hi I'm Patrick. My pronouns are he/him. I am pansexual. I have moderately severe depression, suicidal thoughts, and insomnia. I am an advanced level student that is beginning to crumble under stress. I am afraid to confide in my datemate because I'm afraid of disappointing them and/or scaring them away. I have parts about myself that I might not ever share with anyone because I know for a fact no one will accept me for them...and that's okay.....I think